Multi-tasking!!

~ 28th Apr 2006 Friday

*Yawn*...hehehe...i woke up quite afresh...not as sad as i was yesterday...hmn...as usual..the daily routine...not to mention here again....hmn....then i did my law revision...

Hmn...been so long..since little gorilla called..hmn...not used to it...cos she used to call almost everyday...hehe..this little girl was really very cute...or rather..unique..haha...funny...tat's why i dote on her alot...well...cos maybe i hav no little sister...hahaa....but this week i nvr received her call at all...hmn...abit strange...maybe she's busy dooing her homework...else she's chatting with her friends...hahaa

After checking her schedule...i called her during her free time....asked why she nvr call these few days? Guess wat's her answer? hahahaa..she forgot...& till last nite then realised she nvr call mi for quite some time hahha....so cute...& forgetful...she's doing her homework...well as usual...multi-tasking...beside talking 'rubbish', i also helped her to solve some of her maths problem...we chatted for almost an hour....then ended our conversation....i then continued on my revision...quite happy...after chatting with her...

Hmn...duno how come...even though my 1st paper is just a wk ard the corner...yet i dun feel tat stress...maybe..i hav my confidence back....heehee...or maybe that was a good sign?!? Who knows???.....

After having dinner...i went back to my revision..there's many programmes i wanna to watch...on channel U...my fav drama @ 7pm....then fav variety show @ 8pm..then the last episode of ch 8 9pm drama..haha...tonite the real mastermind will be revealed...heeheee....

Then...little gorilla called ard 8pm...then we chatted while i doing my essay...she's also busy..surfing net...hahhaha...hmn...in the end i didn't paid much attention to the 8pm variety show..lucky there's repeat telecast on sunday nite..hehee....we chatted for also almost an hour plus...then ended our conversation.....

Then i concentrated watching the final episode of the drama...oh....so in the end 'Carol' was the mastermind..but too bad..she was killed by 'Sean'...due to $$ conflict...hmn....so poor thing...wat she did was to help her husband, 'Musheng' to settle his dad's debt...but never expected...'Rachel' was also involved in it..yet she can still be so calm...if i were her...i will definitely go 'bersek'...my best fren was killed...hmn...haha...i sms 'Carol'...tat the ending was really very unexpected...cos it involved far too many innocent ppl...hmn....she then replied "ha ha ha"....hmn..that's her... : )

Then i did my revision...& then after finishing bathin..i online to update my blog....then WJ asked mi for a chat....so after i finished my stuff...i offline & called him...ard 3am...hahhaa....then tot of chattin for 30mins..then he will go slp...but in the end..we chatted 'rubbish' till 5am....hahaha...
but i was doin my essay at the same time....hehehe...multi-tasking...

In the end...my daily routine went on....i was really very happy...cos had a grt chat with little gorilla......& everything went on smooth for mi...i mean my revision lah...

Last Day of School....

~ 27th Apr 2006 Thursday

Hmn...today was a sad day...hehehe....last day of the intensve wk...time passed really fast...this was the 6th intentsive wk already...

Erm...i woke up very early @ 7.30am...cos i wanna to be early than Alia (my POA class fren)...cos for the past whole yr..she's always the one to reach early & reserve seat for mi...so i will like to be the one to reach early today....well...everything seems right..but who knows...i fall asleep on the sofa while waiting for the time to bath...by the time i woke up...it's already 10.30am...oh no!! I immediately sms her to inform her i will be late...without delay...i bath, changed & get dress....took a cab to school....hahah....lucky i was only 20 mins late ..heehee....

Today lesson..i had done almost all the qns..so i m quite confident..however..a month ago, i did a qns, but cant seems to get the closing stock..so later after class...i m going to ask Alan (the lecturer)....

Then i saw Dorothy at a corner....hmn...so i sms her..askig if we can still be frenz? But no reply from her.....& she left minutes before the lesson end...[hmn..i was wonderin if she's trying to avoid mi? am i tat scary? Well..i was quite disappointed..& sad...cos i really wanted to befriend with her...dun ask mi for reason...it's jus the feeling....but i didn't expect things to turn out this way....she ignored my sms...not replying mi....well...tat's also why i am sad..8(...]

Very fast...the lesson ended...so while there was a long queue of ppl waiting to ask Alan some qns...so i took the time to take a pic with Alia...cos i only had a pic of her alone...so must take one to remember we were once frenz...heheeee....

Then we parted & wish one another good luck...then i joined the queue...& finally i knew how to solve the problem...yuppe....i was so happy...

Went to my next class...on the 7th level...i sat down...preparing myself for the next lesson..macroeconomics...hmn..while i was eatin my bread...Cristina arrived...wow...i never expect her to turn up today..she wasn't here for the past 2 wks...so i tot she's not coming this wk....but i was happy to see her...heehee...she had the new pink motorola hp with her, as her bday gift from her hubby...hehehe..tat was her ideal phone...she always mention how much she luv to have tat phone...so after i finished my bread...she took a pic of mi with her new hp..& saved as caller ID....hehe...as usual, i took a pic with her using my hp...hehee..yup...will email her the photo...

Then we chatted...cos so long never see...& soon lesson start...& Jan was here...today lesson was actually quite relaxing...so without realising...it ended...then I took a pic together with Jan...& using my camera to take a photo of the 3 of us...hehee.....cool...i am really glad to have known them...else my lesson in macroecon will be quite boring...

We left the school together...i accompanied the both of them to wait for their bus...while chatting....hmn...else we will only see one another during the exam day itself...if not...duno when will we ever meet....so sad..hahaha.....

After they left.....i took MRT home...went popular to look for the Chine drama series..."男才女貌" (Romance In The City) starring by 林心如(Ruby Lin) & 陆毅(Lu Yi)...i find it very nice...hahaha..of cos lah...the main characters themselves are one of the reason...then the plot....the whole concept...i seldom like China drama series that much..this is the 1st time...my mama was also very surprise...she tot i was only interested in Korean, Japanese, English & Taiwan drama series...

Hmn...in the end i didn't manage to find tat drama..instead i bought another korean drama series "Super Rookie" [신입사원 (Sin-ib-sa-won)]& beside that..i bought 3 Gospel album...i finally found the song i am looking for since tat G12 conference...cool...happy happy...heheh...2 of them came with a free notebook..cool...i can give one to little gorilla...hehehe....in the end i spent almost $80 plus on just one payment...hahhaah....

Back home...then after doing all the necessary housework...i then settled down...well..i m still sad over the 'lost' of my new friend...hmn...actually i wanted to befriend with her since the startin of tis yr...jus tat no chance...i dun know why..maybe...we used to be great pals in the past...haha...so i was really very happy weeks ago when i got to know her..haiz...dun think about it liao...there won't be any chance we can meet again...except during exam day...else..i wont be able to see her in the future...haiz.....sad...sad...

All i know was...i fall asleep after finish watching the korean drama "大长今"....hmn...today episode very nice...that '韩尚宫' and '长今' reunion...hehehe...very touching....

Hmn...by the time i woke up..it's already 12am...in the morning..haha...oh...WJ called mi...hmn...i returned call..but he's asleep liao..so in the end...i went to do my revision....then ard 4.30am...i used the spyware to remove the virus in my laptop...hmn..took such a long time....till 5.30am...in the end my mama woke up liao...I then went to sleep...hahaha...wat a day....

Last lesson with Ronnie & a late night...

~ 26th Apr 2006 Wednesday

Tonight was the last evening...i am attending my company law class...hmn...well..i reached school quite early...then i did some reading on the lesson for today...erm...

Awhile later...Ronnie came, hmn...he's early...& Bernice was not here yet...hmn...she's late...without wasting much time...Ronnie began the lesson...so i was again busy copying...then finally Bernice was here...hehee....else i will be sitting alone ..she's the only one i knew in the class...hahaa....pathetic hor...actually there was Eileen...but then she changed module...haiz...

Well...once again...for this class..all the time was busy copying...haha....muz paid attention...else will miss out wat he said...& he cant repeat wat he said...cos he just said out wat came to his mind...(hmn...quite good...isn't he?)...however...this lesson might not be the last lesson...cos Bernice asked wat abt the 'termination' topic...so he asked her to call his secretary to arrange a day with the school for the last topic...hmnn...preferably on a saturday...

Soon the lesson ended....while waiting for the lift...i took a pic together with Bernice using my hp...hehehe....i wanna take photos with all my frenz i know during this yr....

We walked to the station together...& parted @ the junction...

Finally home...heheh...cos i dun wanna miss the 9pm channel 8 drama...hahaha....so mysterious...wonder who's the real mastermind...hmn.....hehee....

Duno wat happen to my laptop...maybe there's spyware...hmn..so i kept on being disconnected whenever i signed in my msn messenger....hmn...so sian...so in the end i was so tired of signing in msn....so in the end...i chatted on the phone with WJ while studying...anyway...he had nothing to do beside watchin football match....

Without realising...we chatted till 5am...then after tat...we ended our conversation...then i continued to do my revision.....& slept after mama woke up..hehhee....this had been going on ever since i m studying late at night....i will always sleep after mama woke up...then i will wake up ard 7.30am...then went back to sleep after mama left for work...& will wake up ard 10~11am..then i will do housework..ironing...then finally till noon...do my revision...hehehe....wat a fulfilling day....hmn...thinking back...i think it had been 2 wks since i sleep on my bed...all these while, i either sleep on the floor...or on with my head lying on the table...else on the sofa...hahaha...that's my 2nd 'bed'....hahhaha.......

Last wk of Intensive Revision!!

~ 24th Apr 2006 Monday

In the morning, when mama woke up…she saw mi lying on the floor..so asked mi to go back to my room to sleep…but I slept on the sofa instead..hahha…very nice to sleep in the living room…duno why? But very cooling……I didn’t sleep on my bed for the past 1 wk or more liao..haha..most of the time..i not sleep lying on the floor, if not with my head lying on the table…else…on the sofa….heeheee….

I was woke up by mama ard 7.30…then she went to work ard 8 plus…then aunt also went out for her lecture…so left mi alone…hmn..i didn’t idle or went back to sleep…instead…I put the clothes out, since the sun was so strong…then I swept & mopped the floor…then I had my breakfast…& then I did some reading on my notes…then I took in the clothes…& did ironing…& then I went to bath…washed clothes..hang them onto the bamboo…& put outside again….

Then after finishing all the housework, I returned to my table…hmn…typed out my diary entries for these past few days…then online to post onto my blog as where it’s now….heehee…I sent a sms to my new friend..well..i guess she’s not keen to be my friend….nvm then…even though I m quite disappointed…but…she never reply…I guess I will have to giv up this new fren….

Guess by tonight…I will be able to settle down my feelin & heart to continue with my revision…as exam dates are approaching….God Bless…..heeheee….. hmn…tonight I will do my accounting qns…as for wat time will I sleep?? Hmn…that’s a tough qns…anyway..there’s no class tomolo…so it doesn’t matter wat time I sleep…..& this is the last intensive week…hmn…Oh no....exam dates nearer & nearer...

Missed My Sunday Service & Also a Very Moody Day 8-|

~ 23rd Apr 2006 Sunday

Hmn...today was really a very moody day for mi..I managed to grab some hours to sleep…& woke up early in the morning to get ready to go church service….however, my cell leader wanted us to meet her @ 10am for cell group meeting….

Haiz….for the past few days…really a very tough time for mi..I didn’t hav much mood in my revision…wasted quite some times…I was very worried abt my mama….I somehow sensed that something was not right for her..she seems like another person to mi…she’s not as devoted to Lord as compared to the past…I guess must be the stress from work…she’s been working late for the past few days…late..I mean from morning 8 till late night 10…14 hours….seeing her so tired…my heart really hurts….

Her eyeballs were so red…every time she came back home…after bathin..she will massage her leg with the machine…& in the end she will sleep during the process….she’s so tired…thus, I cant chat much with her…then she will go sleep….& woke up early in the morning to prepare herself for work….

Honest speaking…these few days..i have been sending her sms…to encourage her….to tell her how important she’s to mi…tell her I love her….etc...There was not a moment I dun worried abt her…even in school…I will also sms her…jokes..pics….etc…

And tis morning, she told mi tat she’s not going to church after opening the office… (usually after she opened the office…she will come to church, then after service end, she then went back to work), but today she’s not going….actually she told mi a few days ago tat she didn’t want to go….well..tat’s really make mi worry…wat actually happen to her? Why she dun confide to mi? I know she dun wanna mi to worry as my exams is approaching, but tat didn’t do much help….instead..i am more worried…I cant concentrate on my revision..i kept on thinking ways to make her happy, reduce her stress….send her bible verses…

So, I made up my mind…I decided to hav a talk with my mama’s director, Hiong (the daughter of the boss, who juz take over the biz, & she’s from the same church as mi)….

Upon reaching church, after my cell leader arrived, we had a mini cell group meeting..only the 3 of us..my cell leader, my aunt & I….wat aunt fengying (my cell leader) went thru with us do make some sense…I guess…one of the reason why mama didn’t wanna come church…becos of aunt feng ying…she seems to has some misunderstanding with aunt fengying…(well, tat’s wat my basic instinct tells mi)

A short prayer ender the meeting..then we were chattin…& I spotted Hiong…so I approached her…& asked if we can hav a talk…so standing in the middle of the hall, I told her abt the amount of works my mama had to do, esp after my aunt left the company….my aunt’s task seems to be divide among all the staffs…& of coz..my mama suffered the most..cos she’s the most senior…so she knows more…wat a good excuse…cant they hired another staff? Since they hav preparation of my aunt going to leave the company, they should hav in mind the amount of workload will increase within the staffs…so they should start recruiting new staffs…& not adding on to the other staffs….each of them hav their own task…if add on more work…they will hav to work longer…but there’s no OT for my mama…she’s been in the company for over 20 yrs…yet they only increased a very minor amt of bonus…tat amt not enough for her eye treatment….worse of all, recently her eyes had been giving her man problems…she’s seeing eye specialist…but she had to look @ the computer screen thru’ out her day @ work…which worsen her eyes…she complained pain…& her eyeballs…so red….& the other 2 manager & manageress…seems to be takin salaries for nothing…only know how to command ppl to do things…yet they dun do themselves…they even asked my mama go help out I the paper works if she’s free…wat???? That’s not her job…anyway..there’s so many others staffs…why my mama?? Cant they see her eyes so swollen & red…still want her to look at those documents…& the 2 of them always dun do late duties on sat & sun…cos they wanna spent their wkends with their families…hey!! Wat abt my mama?? She dun hav to spend times wif her family arh?? They always choose those days where there’s no so much task…& push my mama to work on those busy days…hey…she needs rest too…she’s not a robot leh…& worse of all…Hiong told mi she didn’t know my mama’s eyes hurt..& didn’t know she was asked to do paperwork..so she told mi tat she will hav a good chat with my mama on Monday…well…I told her frankly tat my mama didn’t complain to mi..juz tat when she’s home…she will grumble abit…but from wat I heard & I hav been to accompany her a few nights…It really hurts mi to see her work till so tired & unhappy….i dun mean to interfere Hiong’s company strategies…or whatever…but as a daughter of my mama…I think I can make some comments…..especially if she put herself in my shoes…she will know the pain…

Hmmn…finally ended the talk wif Hiong…I left to wait for little gorilla @ the same meetin place…but as time went by…I still didn’t see her….i was very disappointed…esp I m feelin so moody today..i m lookin forward to see her..cos once I see her I wont feel so moody & I need a hug of comfort from her….I called her dad…to ask if she’s here today…& he told mi she’s wif her god-sis…so I told him I will wait for alittle while…but as the main entrance gate closed…I knew I wont get to meet her today…& I also didn’t went in for the service….I sms aunt tat the gate closed..so I going to look for mama….actually, I already had in mind of not attending this wk service….cos my feelin was not right…cant be devoted at all……

B-( Very disappointedly, I headed to the MRT station…Mary called mi from my back…had a short conversation with her while walking….the encouragement she gave mi for my coming exams..indeed helps in one way or another….haa….before parting...she gave mi her name card...if i had any problem...can approach her.. :)

Upon reaching the station, we parted…listening to my mp3 songs…I m still very moody…decided to give mama a surprise by dropping by her office…I on the mp3 player very loud….I m totally emerged into the songs….

Mama was surprised to see mi appearin infront of her…then we had lunch together…erm..Thai rice wif chicken & some vegs…well..quite nice & tasty..but abit spicy for mi….i then stayed there…using the paint programme in the computer..i drew some snoopies & used them as the wallpaper on mama’s pc..& ard 3 plus..i went home….

I chose to walk slowly home…hmn..Kind of relax…then I went to some bookshops to browse thru some books…& then I went home…swept & mopped the floor, ironed clothes….then bath…& finally sat infront of my books…wanna start study…but in the end…I was so tired…I fell asleep….

By the time I woke up….it’s already 6 plus….so after washin my face..i called little gorilla….she then told mi that she waited for abt 5 mins….but didn’t see mi..so she left…haiz…I told her she should wait for alittle while longer…I really wanted to see her…I told her how moody I was & lookin forward to meet her…but didn’t get to see her….she apologized….but I was relieved cos I thought she’s wif her god-sis & had forgotten she’s meetin mi…but glad to hear tat he did wait for mi….

Then there’s 2nd call thru her line…so we ended our conversation….& I packed my feeling…getting ready to study…did feel abit better..however..i m still worried abt mama….then aunt came home…we had a short conversation..then I had some cookies…since I had late lunch…& watched the Taiwan variety show..hahah…funny enough to make mi feel better….

Then I received Melinda’s sms…she still haven’t received my reply letter which I posted last Tuesday…hmn..strange…where did the letter go? I didn’t write the wrong address…I even used a very nice letter pad & envelope to reply her…hmn..too bad…to console her…I agreed to reply another one…haha..this time round I didn’t used the previous letter pad..instead I used yellow letter pad to reply her…lucky I still roughly remember wat I wrote…hee…done with the writing…I sealed it up in an envelope…& wrote her address big & clearly in marker…hahhaha….scared postman cant see.....

Hmn…wat a day….feeling really moody & down….watched tv…till mama’s back home…her face finally showed a little smile…for how long I didn’t see her smile….

She bought 3 marsh potatoes for us….then each of us ate one…after she’s done with her bathing…as usual..she massaged her feet till she slept….she slept so soundly…so even after the machine stopped…I didn’t wake her up….but my aunt woke her up…urged her to go back room sleep….

Then both of them turned in…left mi alone…it’s so warm…so I took another bath…then returned to get ready to study…but I guess…I was really too tired…in the end I slept on the floor….& I still remember mama woke mi up when she’s awake….well..i will continue on the next day entry…

A Busy & Tired Day...Yet a HUG was all I need !!

~ 16th Apr 2006 Sunday

Oh….only managed to sleep for abt 1 hour…& I have to wake up & get ready to go church…today we had to be reached church by 10am…cos aunt Feng ying (my cell gp leader) wanna hav cellgp meeting….anyway I hav to go early today no matter wat…cos tis wk it’s my turn to do security duty…hahhha…..

After bathing, & dressing up…we set off…but aunt left beforehand..as she’s still angry abt yesterday…well..i should be the one to be angry…how come the one who scold ppl angry? My eyes was less swollen as compared to yesterday…but was alittle red..hmn…all her fault…made mi cried….
Upon reaching church…we saw aunt already sitting @ one corner of the cafeteria…so we went over…since tat day..till now..i m nvr talk to her…well…the pain in my heart was so deep….as usual aunt feng ying was late….today hui was not coming as she’s going to 扫墓….then duno how come I kept on going to the ladies…seems like stomache…I didn’t hav any breakfast..only drank a little cup of milk….as I had sent sms to aunt feng ying..so she knew wat’s going on between aunt & I…so she told us abt forget & forgiven….but i dun seems to agree with her…I wore my black brazier, getting ready to report to my leader…

After reporting to him, I wore my walkie-talkie earpiece…then after a short prayer..i went back to my cellgp…then aunt feng ying asked mi to say a prayer..even if I dun wanna say out…but at least say in tongue-language….but I really dun want…& I said “I Don’t Want!”…She can't do anything to mi..so in the end she end the meeting wif a short prayer….

Hmn….today I am doing duty…so duno if I will be able to meet little gorilla or not….then suddenly, I saw Pastor HT walking passed with some others…so I went up to her..& asked her to pass the little Disney badge from 7-eleven to little gorilla….

As the time was still early for my duty, I sat down there….& used a few drops of Eye Moe….the 1st service ended..& the gate not yet opened..so I went to get ready wait @ the meetin place for little gorilla…. & happened to see Mary….she walked towards mi & asked how’s my preparation for my law exams? & she told mi to focus on the principles…& not to worry…& she gave mi a hug…(actually…at tat moment, I really need a hug, thanks GOD for her!)..then we chatted awhile…& little gorilla appeared infront of us….then we bided goodbye to her..I asked little gorilla to giv mi a hug, ahhaha..she abit reluctant but stil gave mi a hug.. (duno lah…I really need a hug today) & I accompany little gorilla to the cafeteria…she’s hungry..but she duno wat she wanna buy..so in the end, we left the cafeteria…then I told her I was late last month for my duty & was being asked where was i? hahha…upon hearing tat…she urged mi to hurry go in..dun hav to accompany her, she can go register herself…but I said nvm…& I asked her to take photo together in my duty uniform…hehee..& she agreed…so we stood @ one corner & took a photo together using my hp…hehee…very nice…I love this photo very much….(but someone told mi..can see tat my eyes were red, hmn….)

Then I accompanied her to the registration counter..then wrote her name on the sticker for her…then I went in to the kidz area wif her…..then before I left for my duty position…I asked her to give mi another good hug…so she did…heehhee….she duno how much I need tat hug….a hug of comfort…a hug of care & concern….thanks little gorilla….she really made my day!! %-)

By the time I got to my position…many ppl started to enter already…so I juz kept a lookout lor…then Pastor KM came by & shaked hand wif mi…then he asked today I am on duty huh….i replied “yes”…then he said “Then today I will feel very secure & safe lor”….hahaha…really nice to hear him say tat….then awhile later, I saw Pastor HT…I then told her I saw little gorilla already…& she said the Disney badge very cute & nice…and told mi dun spoilt little gorilla…(cos I treat her very good mah)…I told her not to worried…I won’t…becos I find tat she’s good tat’s why I dote on her so much….And she told mi regarding tat little booklet I drew during encountering wkend…she said it was a really good idea & sample to spread the words of god…so she said..she will show mi a sample…& hope I will be able to do the drawings & then she can make copies of them to use…..hahhaa…she really thinks too highly of mi…she was the one to volunteer mi to be a security..& now she wants mi to draw the booklet…actually I felt very honour & happy….tat someone appreciates my efforts….

As more & more ppl came in…I spotted 2 characters standing @ the side of the seats..not joining the rest to find seats…so I approached them..& asked them why are they standing there? Then they dun understand chinese…so I spoke to them in english….& told them the english service was over…now is the chinese service…then they told mi tat there’s no language barriers in worship…yup…they were right…so I invited them to join the others….

As I left…I didn’t spot any suspicious…but when I turned back, I saw the both of them hesitated for awhile & looked @ mi…then when I walked towards them..they then joined in to the crowd to find seats…I then realized there must be something wrong with the 2 of them…so I immediately report wat happen to my leader….& I was asked to find out where they were seating…..so I immediately walked into the service area….& started lookin for the 2 of them..but instead I saw another suspicious character @ the back row…so thru the walkie-talkie..i announced his actual row..column..& seat no. A while later, my leader came…& we were standing behind tat guy…..but since he’s not either one of the 2, I m looking for…so I left my leader to continue searching for them…I even described their features & heights to other securities…so they can help to look out for them….i walked thru the whole hall….every rows & columns…but yet to find them…..

They seems to hav disappeared…hmn…cos I m the only one who saw them…so only I recognized them..but actually I only paid much attention to one of them..cos he looked abit cheeky..so I hav a deep impression of him….

During the offering, we were asked to stay more alert…especially when the 2 of them still missing in action…after the offering, everyone settled down to listen to the sermons….i also sat down…but a while later..i cant give up…I wanna find the 2 of them…so I went to the back of the hall….to check in the ladies…as for the gents, I asked the security officer guarding @ the door to check…& there was no one suspicious….not to mention the 2 of them…

I described the 2 of them to the security officer & asked did he see them leave thru this door…he answered no..he only saw my leader escorted one guy out of the church (the guy who I reported earlier on…he changed seat during the worship…& was staring @ the bags on the seats & those ladies infront, so he was being asked to leave by my leader). Then to my surprise, that security officer told mi tat the one being escorted out & the 2 of them I described was talking to each other before they entered the church….Oh…so the 3 of them knew each other…but how come I only saw 2 at the side….& they were not together??? Hmn….worth to be suspicious…

I couldn’t give up…I continue to search for them..even under the curtain (where the crew kept their instruments cases)….using the flash light from my hp…I looked into the dark area…& no one was there…

Then I went back to the front…& spoke to Leader Angela…about wat I saw & did….then she asked if I checked with the security officers in the front..@ the kidz corner….i then realized…I missed out that area..so both of us hurried went to the front….while the pastor was still preaching on the stage…I think most of the ppl must be wondering how come today…the securities looked so tense….hahha…I bet they duno wat we were looking for…hahaha….

Oh yah..back to the enquiries…both the security officers @ the front didn’t see the 2 guys mentioned…cos once I told the security officer @ the back door abt this matter, he had already announced thru his walkie-talkie to his fellow security officers to keep a lookout for these 2 suspicious guys….

Question is: Then where’s the 2 of them? Not among the rest? Never leave thru the main entrance (cos I m there all the time before the service start) ? Never leave thru the back nor front doors? Not in the gents nor ladies? So where can they be? VANISHED IN THE AIR?!?!? Strange!!!

Very soon…the service came to an end…so after checking the very last bits….I was off duty…went to return the walkie-talkie….then both leaders praised mi for being very alert…(face red liao….shy leh…) then they said..today was a tough day for all of us…& ended with a short prayer….Indeed today was a very tired day for mi…I never rest at all…walked thru the hall for duno how many rounds…see until my eyes hurt…however I kept on thinking tat it’s my responsibility since I m part of the security team, so I never give up looking for them….but unfortunately…can’t find!….BUT…..I m very very curious how they left? Or where are they? Hmn…no one knows…perhaps…only God knows….

Finally off duty..and today dun hav to attend any lesson…cos last week was my last lesson…now waiting to attend SOL 2…heeheee…but that will be months later…maybe after my exams…heee…so today can go straight home…aunt went off with xia fei aunt…duno go where…aunt fengying got to attend lesson…so mama & I went home ourselves….we went to Raffles City..to eat the Korean food ~ Bi-Bim Bap (비빔밥) vegetables mixed with steamed rice (usually contains minute amounts of ground pork, but can be ordered without; AND, oft times contains half-cooked egg....Very nice…It's my favourite korean food this stall jus opened recently…but I prefer the one @ Funan IT Mall foodcourt…

After our delicious lunch, we took MRT to Bugis, cos I wanna buy earrings for little gorilla….hmn..i asked her for a range of colours earlier on..she mentioned: Blue, White, Red, or Black…hmn….actually I saw a pair of blue one…but too small lah…so in the end left only red & beige colour…ok lah…look quite nice…hehhee…I also bought another pair for myself…but not those colour ones…it’s abit ‘rough cut’…

Then we went to shop shop around….after that…we then headed back home….hehhe…so tired….but finally home sweet home….Yuppee!!! B-)

Examinations In Progress!!!

~ 14th Apr 2006 Friday

Yuppee....today is holiday[****** GOOD FRIDAY ******]...hahaha...but no difference...cos i m staying @ home to do my revision....hehee....some of my frenz asked how come i so long never update my blog...well...becos my final exams are approaching....hmn...so not much time to update my blog...but dear readers who dropped by to read...please bear with it...cos i will update once i finished my exams..... ^_" Sorry for dropping by..yet no new entries....Cya soon........

Day 2 of Encounterin Wkend..& A busy day ahead!!

~ 9th Apr 2006 Sunday

I remembered I only managed to sleep for roughly 5 hours..then I was waken up by mama…hmn….today going to be a busy day…hmn…morning going to the 2nd day of Encountering Weekend…then during the lunch break I will be going off…to Parkway Parade…to attend my last 2 SOL1 lesson @ TC….hmn…going to be a busy & tired day!! Haha….

Opps!! I remembered I had not finish drawing the booklets…so immediately after I bathed & changed…I settled down to draw..however…only managed to finish one…that’s for mama…as the times went by…all I can do was to bring the blank booklets to the encounterin room to draw….

Mama went to open office, will join us @ the venue later…so I went with aunt…

We arrived quite early…the chairs were not even arranged….but some of the leaders were already there to do some preparation….well…since the time still early…& I haven’t finish drawing my little booklets…so I make use of the time to draw finish…hmn…well I have to draw at least 6-7 booklets…8 pages each…

Drew half-way, I helped to arranged the chairs…& put my bag @ the row next to the pillar…I need to reserve one for the old granny…& one for mama…so I sat down on my seat to draw…then the old granny came..& I asked her to sit down there can or not? She asked mi where’s my mama…I told her that she will be here after she opened the office..hmn…cos the worship going to start soon…so I went to the next room (where there’s the toilets…& chairs for small cellgp gathering) I sat on one of the chair whereby there’s a small moveable board….tat can act as table…so I started drawing down there…while the worship continued at the next room...hmn…quite paiseh actually…becos everybody going toilet will walk by…& they will like peep & see wat am I doing…heehee…& mama also passed by mi…but she seems abit unpleased..becos I m supposed to be here to help with the ministry.yet I am sittin @ the next door to draw these booklets…

Then there’s this aunt…she’s abit slow…suddenly approached mi…asked mi if I drew all these…& yes I answered her…then awhile later…she came back with the little booklet…& asked mi to draw some of th snoopies on hers….then she told mi she duno how to write…so I asked her wat she had learnt in this 2 days…so I helped her to write…after she left…I continued to draw…then awhile later…Mary came in to prepare herself for the next lesson….before doing wat she intended to do..she prayed for Amy…& then after they finished their praying…Amy went back to next door….& Mary sat next to mi to do her preparation…while I continued to draw…hmn…hands so tired…hahah…rushing for time…have to finish before lunch break…

Then finally finished drawing the one for Mary…so once I am done…I immediately gave it to her…& so glad that she liked it….Then I continued to draw the rest…hmn…left about 3 more booklets to go…must hurry…Awhile later..she’s done with her preparation..& left the room….

Then mama suddenly came in & asked mi to go out to help in ministry…hmn…I can sense that she already not pleased…so I immediately packed my stuffs & then went in to help out…

After ministry, it’s tea break time…so I faster went back to the next room to make used of the time to finish my last drawings…..

Yupeee….finally done…I am going to gave Amy, Pauline, Veron, Theresa, Jessica, Sook Kuan & Fengying aunt…hmn…actually wanted to draw one for Pastor HT…but I m worried that she will find it too childish…hahhaa…so I didn’t prepare hers….

I went back to the room…& sat back @ my seat…Amy was sitting juz on my right side…& mama on my left side…while the old granny was on mama left side…I then passed the booklet to Amy..hmn…actually I had attended all the lessons for quite many times…so I didn’t pay much attention to wat the speaker was saying…halfway thru…mama left for work…in the end left the old granny sittin down there…Amy then told mi that she envied my relationship with my mama….she told mi she dun have a chance to have this kind of relationship with her mother, as she’s in Malaysia…I then told her..she not yet seen us quarrel …she was surprised that we do quarrel..hahhaa….yes indeed we do…but she continued saying that at least I still can quarrel…unlike her…too far to quarrel …I then told her…call her to quarrel lor..hahha…mi full of bad idea..heeehee…..then I told her tat afterwards I wanna took a photo wif her….she tot took her only…then I said no lah….both ofus…together….then while Dorothy aunt continued talking on the lesson, Amy told mi to go to the room next door….to take photos…so we sneaked out of the room…& took 2 photos there…hehehe…quite nice…becos Amy pretty mah..hahaha….

Hmn…Amy was really sweet….after mama left..she asked later if I m having lunch with any ppl? If not I can join her…oh….so sweet of her….i was so touched…really touched..I told her my aunt was there….but I still thank her for her thoughfulness…..heehee….soon the lesson ended…& aunt fengying came to tell mi that the booklet I gave her…she showed it to Pastor HT…& she wanna used it as a sample…but tat booklet I gave aunt feng ying…had her name on it…so in the end, I decided to draw one on the spot for Pastor HT..before I set off to Parkway Parade for my lesson…..

Well then Feng ying aunt managed to find a few pieces of paper for mi to draw…..in the end I choose the yellow & the pink one….cos Lay Yan also want one….but before I drew for them..i went to give out the booklets to the rest of them…I managed to pass to Pauline…& then I told aunt tat I not having lunch with her…so she had lunch with Feng Ying aunt & the new member Xia Fei….I then passed the orange booklet to Jessica…very lucky..she likes orange color…hahhaa….i didn’t know tat..but I juz had the idea tat orange suit her….

Hmn…since the english service had not yet end…so I waited outside..but later I saw the old granny inside…so I went in to accompany her…while waiting for Veron & Theresa ….Finally they ended with some worship songs…I passed the black booklet to Theresa…then I passed the purple booklet to Veron….she’s so touched that she gave mi a hug…she even told her other members tat I was a fan of hers..hhaha….heehee….then I cant seems to find Sook Kuan…but lucky, there was this helpful lady…she brought mi to the hawker centre & managed to find her there…so I handed the blue booklet to her…

After giving out all the booklets…I immediately went back to the chinese service room to draw for both Pastor HT & Lay Yan….then I happened to find that Pastor HT never go for her lunch..instead she was reading some materials @ one corner…

I went to the other room…& started to draw the booklets…in my fastest speed…cos before 1.30pm..I had to leave…else I will be late for my lesson….& now the time was already 1.10pm…so I settled down @ one corner…while listening to my mp3 songs…I concentrated on my drawings….drew & drew….finally I managed to finished drawing ard 1.40pm…so I immediately passed the yellow booklet to Pastor HT & then I passed the pink one to Lay Yan….then I hinted to Feng Ying aunt tat I m going off to attend the lesson liao…
I took my bag & bided goodbye to Amy…& left from the back door…

I hurried crossed the overhead bridge…oh….my bus was coming…so I hurried down the stairs…but just a few steps…the bus left right infront of mi…oh man…now I will hav to wait for quite some time before the next bus arrived….Lucky mi…another bus..196 came…hmn..single deck…but no choice…I m going to be late liao…so no matter wat…I muz board tis bus…however…I regretted once I boarded the bus….it was so stuffy…& warm…like no aircon…oh man…how am I going to survive on this bus…I need to travel a very long journey…so I alighted at the next stop…hmn…no choice…but to wait for the other bus….

Lucky I waited for not very long…bus 197 arrived…it’s double-deck..yuppee…..once I boarded the bus….i fell asleep very soon…so tired….erm..should be really very tired…as the journey went on & on…I woke up in daze…looked around..oh my god…did I miss my stop? Too long never take this bus for quite some times….hmn…wonder if I reaching soon or over liao….but lucky …I managed to recognize the bridge…there’s 2 bridges one with shelter one without shelter…so I alighted the bus…hurried walked to the TC church…

Well….as expected…I was late…very late…by the time I reached it’s already 3pm…hee….so I immediately went into the class…signed in, took the notes…& found a seat in the 2nd front row…so strange..i tot I m late..i will be able to sit somewhere behind..but who knows..both front rows were empty…as for the back…all fully occupied…hahha…so no choice but to sit @ the 2nd row…well…actually I guess the lesson juz started not long ago only…then we realized there’s only odd pages in the lecture notes…so in the end Pastor KM hav to ask someone to go photocopy the notes for most of us…

Then Pastor KM asked those not feeling well to come to the front…& asked those who were leaders to come & pray for them…erm..since I m a small leader....but still a leader..so I went up…& approached 1 of them..the aunt I approached told mi tat her hands always felt numb…so I did a short prayer for her…& awhile later she laid down…the spiritual working on her….soon she got up…& told mi her hand no longer numb..but her head abit numb…I told her.dun worry..slowly all the numbness will be gone…juz believe..

Actually this the 1st time I prayed for ppl till they laid down..hmn..guess after attending lessons & being more passion & devoted to God..really improve my spiritual learning….Thanks God!

Then the lesson went on….maybe I m too tired & becos both the front row was empty except mi…so the air-con was extremely strong…I was shivering in cold, lucky I brought my sweater along…then soon I fell asleep…heee…can u imagine I m seating right infront..yet I fell asleep…hmn…but Pastor KM didn’t say anything…(opps..wat a bad example of mi)..but very strange..i still know wat he’s talking about…hahha….he then asked us to stand & find a partner & pray for each other for the coming almighty harvest event….I turned back, wanted to find the aunt behind mi to pray…but she juz walked to the back…in the end all of them found their partners, yet I am alone..so I juz stood there intending to pray alone..but Pasor KM approached mi & said… “come, let mi pray for u”…then after his prayer…he said “now..you pray for mi.” Erm…wow..this is the 1st time I am praying for pastor…so I was abit nervous..but still managed to say a short prayer for him…then after our praying…he then asked I rushed over from the encountering weekend huh…heheee…cos he saw mi @ the encountering weekend yesterday…so he knew I muz be too tired tat I fell asleep…heee….

Hmn…sooo……cold…..even though I m wearing the sweater…the cold still managed to get thru my skin…oh man….this the first time I felt so cold during this lesson…usually..mama & aunt attending with mi…but today ..I was alone…so well…maybe tat’s one of the reason….hahhaa…..

Imagine how tired I was…even when singing the worship songs while standing, my eyes were closed…hahha…lucky I knew the lyrics by heart…hahha….

Finally the lesson ended…yuppee!!! I completed my SOL 1…left 2 more SOL 2 & SOL3…I will complete the whole course…hehehe…..due to the coldness..i sat down there..while all the rest of them left…then Pastor KM was attending to some of the students..and I saw little gorilla came looking for her dad (Pastor KM)…I called her…she was so surprised to see mi here…happily came over to sit beside mi….I then grabbed her hands for some warmth….*phew* tat was great…her hands were so warm…she didn’t expect mi to be here…cos she thought I was @ the Encountering weekend…and she’s waiting outside for half an hour for the lesson to end…if she knew I was here…she would have come in & join mi…she then told mi that she went library & popular to buy file…markers, etc…

I was so happy to see her here today…cos every week I will meet her @ the church…thinking tat I will be at the encountering in the morning & she will be attending the church service..so cant meet at all..then afternoon I will be attending lesson..and duno where she will go…so really didn’t expect to see her this week..but thank God…I am really glad to see her….she brightened up my day…so I grabbed her to take a photo together with my hp..hahaha…

After Pastor KM was done, I took a photo of him so as to set as a caller ID…then we left together…Pastor KM offered to send mi home…since it’s on the way as he’s going to fetch Pastor HT at the encountering weekend…so I agreed with his offer….

So Pastor KM leaded us to his car..while little gorilla & I followed him behind…we chatted as we walked…we walked quite a distance then reached the car…I then sat at the back seat…hmn..1st time taking a ride from Pastor KM…during the journey..there was a moment of silence…(cos dunno wat to say)..but Pastor KM broke the silence…he asked mi abt my studies…how’s my exam preparation?…when graduating? Wat course I am taking? Wat modules are there? etc…..then little gorilla was making funny face infront..haha…quite interesting journey….

Well…I was actually quite paiseh to let Pastor KM sent mi home…so I told him to drop mi somewhere whereby he’s convenient….then I asked him to stop at the traffic light just before the overhead bridge next to Suntec…then I thanks him & bided goodbye to both of them then I alighted…little gorilla was still worried…how can I alight here….(such a small girl know how to care for ppl…hmn…see that’s why I really dote on her…)..but I insisted it’s alright…& they left…

Since I am here..i might as well go into Suntec….hee…to pop by the CD/VCD shops…to see if there’s any new dramas/movies on the shelves…..I went into one of the shop…oh…I spotted 2 new dramas… “The Sweety Spy [달콤한 스파이 (Dal-kkom-han Seu-pa-i)] & “To Marry a Millionaire”[백만장자와 결혼하기 (Baek-man-jang-ja-wa Gyeol-hoon-ha-gi)]…so without much hesitation…I bought the 2 set of vcds…hehehe..

Hmn..i then went into another shop…& bought another drama series...wow…so cheap the drama.."My Name is Kim Sam-soon" [내 이름은 김삼순 (Nae Il-eum-eun Kim Sam-soon)]...hhaha..but only in Korean..no chinese language..however, there’s chinese subtitles…hehehe..so it’s alright…cos I usually watched the Korean dramas with the original language…even when watching Japanese dramas..or even Hong Kong dramas…I will watch with the original language….then you can feel the emotion of the dramas…

Hmn…then back home…so tired…after ironing..& bathing…I dun think I can do much revision..so in the end I choose to copy out the documents Bernice sent mi the other day..instead of printing out..hehhee….aunt & mama still not back home…so quiet…hmn..anyway used to liao lah…so it’s nothing special..haha….

Finally..tomolo is Monday…yuppee….can sleep abit longer….

1st Time Encounterin Weekend Not @ Hotel ~ Day 1

~ 8th Apr 2006 Saturday

Woke up very early..cos today the 3 of us going to the Encountering Weekend held @ blk 162….quite tired..but no choice…since mama already registered for mi to go…but I not going there to encounter…I m there..to ministry…

So upon reaching….as usual…we were the earliest…but Feng ying aunt & Bao ying aunt already there…I saw Lay Yan too…beside tat Pastor HT & Pastor KM also there already to prepare themselves….then after signing in…hehe…ministry members (orange tag); chinese encounter members (black tag); english encounter members (blue tag); G12 members (also orange tag); Pastor HT (yellow tag)….

Then Pauline came to look for mi…askin mi to help her look after the old granny…cos she’s at the english service..while the granny is at the chinese service..so I told her no problem…but then Lay Yan asked mito helped out at the sound system there…so…I cant help to look after tat old granny….then I asked my mama to help mi look after her..anyway there’s no communication barrier between them mah..unlike mi…later she duno wat I saying…haha…

All I have to do was actually to control the sound system…if there’s ministry, I should play the music from the CD player…if there’s keyboard pianist, then I should off the CD player & increase the volume of the keyboard…else if the speaker need to use the notebook music…I will have to unplug the wire (of keyboard) & plug in the wire (of the Notebook)…or vice versa…hmn..seems easy hor..but have to be alert…have to pay a look out at the speaker’s signal…beside tat…during ministry time..I had to go round helping those who needs support…who need tissue papers, who need the blanket, etc…

Then there’s this icebreaker game Lay Yan suggested…tat everyone used a piece of A4 colour paper to fold into a little booklet…whereby there’s 8 pages….then draw/write down wat u hav learnt or felt during these 2 days of encountering….at the end of tomolo, she will see wat’s everyone going to have…

Well…I also folded one…then while watching the short video clip, I started drawing snoopies on the booklet…& duno how come draw & draw…I began to write down some bible verses..some words related to the encountering service…& my snoopies also somehow reflect wat I had written…eventually I completed the whole booklet..i showed it to Amy..& she found it quite interesting…so I decided to draw for mama, Amy, Pauline, Veron, Theresa, Sook Kuan, Jessica, Feng ying aunt….so I went to take more papers..& started to fold & draw….but quite ‘rough’ work..cos I used tearing instead of cutting…the papers…

Then during lunch, we went to the hawker centre..& both mama & I ate chicken rice, while aunt ate fishball noodle….then once I finished eating….i went to the ladies..& then went to draw…then after lunch I saw Veron..who said I slimmed down…(hee..so happy..maybe becos she too long never see mi liao lah)…then I took photos with them…she & Amy….while there’s still some time before the lesson start…I saw Pastor HT eating apple..so I approached her…wanting to take another photo with her…& also her individual photo…cos those I took previous was quite small….And then I approached Mary…I wanted her to pray for mi..becos of y law papers..i was really worried…& she’s a lawyer…she will be able to guide mi & pray the utmost prayer for mi…I could feel my whole body getting warmer & warmer..i started to perspire….there was sweat on my forehead…I could feel my body burning…hmn…wonder why? I tot it’s becos the place I standing was blocked by some pillar…so not much air-con…but I was wrong! After praying…Mary told mi that the spiritual was working on mi tat’s why I felt my body so warm..cos she could also felt the warm from my hands…then she gave mi a hug…I then asked after that I went back to my ‘station’ (the sound system machine) after the worship…I went back to my seat behind & continued to draw….while listening to the lesson…& finally managed to finished…only 4…for Amy, Pauline, Veron & Theresa….the rest I will have to give tomolo…cos not enough papers….

Then very soon, it’s dinner time…we dun hav to settle the dinner ourselves…cos we were asked to go to the restaurant nearby to have our dinner…as the pastor had reserved tables for us….each table 10 persons…so we happily went over….then our cell gp sat together, then plus Dorothy aunt & Wai Yi aunt….we had one more seat empty….the old granny was sitting with Pauline….so when Pastor HT arrived…she was asking which table had empty seat..& she will join tat table…very lucky she chose to join ours…as usual I will take photos of each dish..I even took photos of other tables….then I returned to my seat…& enjoyed my dinner…quite nice….

After a wonderful meal, I started to wander abt taking photos..i found Veron’s gp..so I took some photos for them…she even told them tat I liked to take photos…no matter wat event..(well..tat’s true..)…then I gave her the little booklet I drew for her…& told her tat I wanna take a photo with her later ….then I took a photo of mama with Xiu Zhen aunt…& soon we were abt to leave….while on our way out…Veron approached mi & said..why not take now..cos later she’ll be very busy…so we took outside the restaurant….using my camera…while her members walked past saying.. “wow…professional photographer ah”…she replied them “no…it’s professional model..” hahhaha…..she said I drew very well..& my chinese very good…& joked tat if her sons were not so young…will ask them to woo mi..hahha…so funny of her….that’s wat I like my frenz to be….humourous…haha…friendly….

Then back at the room…we began with the worship..then after controlling the sound system, I was asked to help out the pianist in terms of flipping the music scores…(hahha…cos she’s no time to flip..well…I think I should be a crew instead!) And right after the worship…the next lesson began…I went back to my seat …nearly fallen asleep…hhaha…guess I was too tired…really tired…erm…I only closed my eyelids…but I still listening t wat the speaker talking about…hhaha…cos I can multitasking mah..heee….

Time passed very fast….it’s about time for ministry time..& soon after tat came to an end of today program.
We can go home liao…hehhee…..mama & I accompanied the old granny to the english service room to wait for Pauline to bring her home…hmn..I still hav not pass the little booklet to Theresa…so I went into the english service room to look for Theresa…but she’s busy praying for someone…& mama was outside rushing mi…so out of no choice…I walked towards Theresa…& stuffed the little booklet into the back pocket of her jeans…& whispered to her tat was for her…(well..i know I shouldn’t interrupt her when she’s doing her ministry for others..)

On the journey back home, I sms all of them whom I had given the booklets to discard them…cos I wanna draw a better one for them… Yuppee….finally home sweet home….heheh… after a fresh & relaxing bath…that I was about to draw the little booklets…but after I folded all the booklets….I was too sleepy that I fall asleep…..ZZZzzzzzz……

Hideaki Takizawa

Hideaki Takizawa...my favourite japan actor cum singer...he's one of the member of the Johnny's Entertainment company...

Hmn...let's explored more about him....
Tackey & Tsubasa are a duo unit from Johnny's Entertainment company. Releases records under Avex Company. Released their first CD on 11 September 2004. They were going to be debuted separately, but they fought their way to get a debut together. In the end they finally debuted and released their first album, HATACHI, under the same flag of Tackey & Tsubasa.

Hideaki Takizawa (Takki). Born 29 March 1982. Type A. Aries. Tsubasa Imai (Tsubasa). Born 17 October 1981. Type A. Libra.
Takki and Tsubasa are not only bandmates. They're friends, "real close" friends in real life. This means, they don't only see each other when they have work to do but they also hang out and spend their free time in each other's company very often.The sparks & chemistry between the two of them caused suspicious tat they're merely bandmates. Whenever they both talk about each other, a special feeling can be sensed around them....