Damn Angry!!! :@

~ 20th Sept 2005 Tuesday

Quite angry with mama & brother...morning I went to sch to settle some stuff...yet they kept on sms/call my hp...but i was busy with my stuff...so didn't pay much notice...Finally when i on my way to office...then i answered my mama's call...told her y i didn't answer....& guess wat she said...i always hav reasons for not answering calls...like i m really finding excuses...wat the heck #*#@.....if i really wanna find excuses...y would i be so stupid to answer her call....then back in office...my brother helpin his fren to buy motor insurance with my uncle...then he gave mi the cheque amt not enough...so i forked out all my $$ to pay for him 1st...yet he called & shouted why the insurance not yet done...why i so late go office etc...hey i m not obliged to do things for him leh..i had my own matters to settle beforehand...anyway the uncle incharged will be going down to the insurer later...so he knows wat to do...i m not the one doing...i m just like a middle person..yet he kept on shouting so loud thru the phone....damn him i told him not to shout...yet he continue..so i hung up the phone..& off my hp.....Really pissed off....then he called mama to call office....so damn..sian...i duno anything...just being nice to help passing the doc & $ to that uncle...yet i was being shout & scold for nothing.........

Really spoilt my mood early...mama called to ask if i wanna join her for lunch..without hesitation, i rejected her....dun really hav the mood to hav lunch with her...totally sian already....

Then i continue doing my final check of comm...hmn..finally finished....heehee...met clarence & shirley on msn...chatted with them...so thankful to them for listening to mi...heehee...feel much better after talking to someone...heehee....really been some time since i last get in touch with clarence...nice chatting with him...

Then i just had my lunch not long ago...heehee i went to buy mixed veg with rice..yum yum...office very cold...arrh....wearing a jacket..still can feel the cold penatrating into my skin...~~~~~~cold leh.....too bad it's the building aircon..so can't change the temperature...heehee....

Hmn..after lunch feel better..not tat sleepy after all...hahaha...earlier on i sent a sms to mama - "you all very weird one, i m busy doing my own things so never pay notice to hp...then u r here saying i finding excuses!"... & mama reply mi an mms before 1.30pm..she sent my favourite doggy soft toy-Xiao hao hao pic..together with the msg "My owner, pls dun e angry! I will be sad if u r not happy, Give mi a smile1 I m waiting for you to come home! God Loves You..." Guess she knows tat i m quite pissed off....

Hmn....wat a day! Tired, sian, moody....cold...haiz....all sorts of feelings... sucks man! (^_<)

Mooncakes....heehee..

~ 11 Sept 2005 Sunday

Hahaha...i ate a special type of mooncake for breakfast..heehee....very tasty... really unique...heehee...


Then went for my church service...today many people in the 3rd service..then realized tat pastor H.T. was not here...she went china with pastor K.M & Apostle Lawerence...so today the service was leaded by another missionary leader...today the speaker was Rev. Melvin well..quite interesting...he's improving..more & more funny..hahha....this does make the whole session more relax & enjoyable...then this week..it's my turn to be consolidator...two weeks once...hahaha....then i didn't manage to get any new member..so in the end i joined the other consolidators infornt of the stage...incase there's someone who needs us...however..not many ppl in front..so my mama & i went back to our seats...then Rev. Melvin announced tat all leaders & consolidators come to the front...& ppl who needs to have tongue language & need prayers can come to the front....so there's this lady who needs peace in her work...so i prayed for her...releasing her unpeacefulness...then ended with a short blessing for her...i was then aout to leave...then i saw this girl standing down there...looking at the screen...well..obviously no one was praying for her...so i went over...then came to know that she wanted to have tongue language..so i prayed for her..asking her to speak out...& she got it...she's so happy..giving her a hug...then an aunt asked if we oth were frenz..i said no...just praying for her..then the aunt started asking if she had any cell group..& she replied no...then i asked if she wants to join my cellgp? & she was abit keen..then i told her mine was actually elderly chinese cellgp..right now i m the youngest ..& i have been joinin this gp since i was 11...& this gp need some youngsters to boost the morale...heehee...also to let our gp grow better...

Then that aunt was abit pissed off..like i snatch her memer like tat...then after telling her wat's our cellgp like...she seems keen to join...i might as well ask if she's keen on going to the encountering weekend on dec...haha...& yup..she got my hp no..& i got hers too...so she's Iris..heehee..i got a new fren...she's only sec 3..yet taller than mi..haiz..ahhaa....

Then had chicken with century egg porridge..yum yum...then had cellgp..today on the topic 4 & 5 of the prayer book...

Went to OG after cellgp...bought the OTO massaging machine..then bought some mooncakes...then home sweet home.....mam went "Ma Guang" while i did the ironings & stuff....watched the recorded HK drama "Zhen Qing"...wow..exciting man...heehee...even though watched before...yet still so nice..haha...

Hmn..tired...oh..today showing the "A date with vampire 3"...heehee...yeah...Ma Xiaoling...& Kuang Tian You...cool man..hahaha....

Homework day...

~ 10 Sept 2005 Saturday

Wow…finally Saturday…heeehee…can rest at home..& do homework…heehe…
Did some of my homework in the morning..then did abit of the comm tat I bought home to do…haiz…

Nothing Much…just doing homework…heehee…

Yuppee...friday again...

~ 09 Sept 2005 Friday

Wow…finally get myself settled down for my new studies & work schedules…heehee…then off to work quite early….doing the sugust comm. Again…hmn…never ending comm….sian siah…haha….

Then went for lunch with mama around 3.15pm…haaha..this was the first time this week tat I m having lunch with mama…heehee….today we had 'Ba kuh teh', then a bowl of pig liver soup…& 2 little bowls of veg…yummy yummy…heehee…


Very full…lucky I m walking back to office…then msn chat with gracefoo, luan …heehee…today I m going swimming..so will be leaving ard 5pm…

Happily board the bus to the swimming pool….oh man….it’s closed for maintenance & minor renovation …will be reopened on the 30 Nov 2005…oh man….so saddening leh…well then no choice, so I took a bus back to find mama….on my way, I bought my fav drink- soya bean pearl milk..& 2 cheese little Mr Bean. Famous cheese cake (last time use to call red bean cake)…mama today working late…so might as well go see her..

Then in mama’s office, after eating those stuffs…I performed 2 little card tricks to mama’s office staffs…then I went home around 7pm…I walked home, slow traffic…many cars…then there was the tents set up for the circus performance….

So tired…very hot…

Kallang Bahru Swimming Pool

Kallang Bahru Swimming Complex....

Hmn...sound so old..heehee..but honest speaking...it's much better than the one i used to go....(River Valley Swimming Pool>>>now no more already..demolished...so sad...cos tat's the pool where i used to learn swimming since small....so quite memorable to mi..)

These are some of the photos i took...when i go swimming...look quite nice actually...
The photo below showing the outer view of the swiming complex...the new type of ticket machines..the entrance fee is $1 per entry on weekdays & $1.30 on weekends & public holidays...but it's worth lor...cos u can swim how long as you like....but one thin about the swimming pool is tat ...there's many activities going on here...like life saving course, aerobics programmes...swimming lessons...so there's many ppl during wkends & public holidays.....

The changing room is much more cleaner then River Valley changing room...it's more hygiene & more spacious....however it can be quite scary at night especially when u r alone in there...heehee....but lucky it's bright enough..so not to the extent of ghostly...hahaha....i always used the one next to the basin in the morning...if in the evening, i will prefer those near to the toilets...cos ermm...scared mah...hahhaa....

There's 3 pools...one olympic size pool which also known as big pool...then there was this medium pool...then a small pool...i used to swim in the medium pool when i first came...i remember i was swimming the 156 laps width in the medium pool...then the lifeguard, Jack suggested that i go try swimmin length in the big pool....but it seems like a mission impossible task..haha...cos ever since after gettin the Gold Star Award in sec 2...i seldom swim lengths already...i had been swimming width in the old river valley pool...so it's like a challenge to mi...well then i tried swimming length on one fine saturday...& the feeling was quite good...haha...i swam 50 laps length on tat day...so from tat day ownwards...i have been swimming lengths...and i swam 60 laps everytime...heehee....with an interval every 10 laps..then slowly the laps increased to 20 laps & number of intervals reduced to 3...then 1 interval after 40 laps...and continue with the last 20 laps....this went on for the next 3 times...when there's a day i swam 60 laps non-stop for abt 1hr 25mins....since then i dun have any interval during my swim...from then i realised actually i can swim tat long...& was really amazed tat i dun feel tired after swimming...hahaha...

The surrounding of the swimming pool is very nice...very comfortable...and i was really surprised to find that there's free postcards available too! Thus, i will be able to take these cards to write & send to my frenz...there's also many chairs & tables around...so when u r tired of swimming...u can actually do some reading or even do some homework or office work..cos it's quiet...beside tat, there's also locker service available...all u need is just a 20 cents coin...so dun have to worry much about your personal items being stolen or whatsoever...

Lastly, the kallang bahru swimming pool is now under renovation & maintainence..so it will be closed till 30th November....which means there may be some changes after tat...till then i will go take a new series of photos & add on to this...let's look forward to the brand new Kallang Bahru Swimming Pool... (^; ")

Back to Full Day lectures...

~ 08 Sept 2005 Thursday

It was raining early in the morning….today I m having full day class…in the morning I had Principle of accounts followed by macroeconomics….

The first lecture was conducted in the lecture theatre…then it was nearly packed…many ppl…well…it was conducted y Alan again…heehee….i paid abt 91% attention…hahah….understand quite a lot..

After the lecture, I had some words with alan regarding my transfer of coz…then I went to another class…preparing for my next lecture-Macroeconomics…I listened to my mp3 songs while eating my lunch (bread with eggs), & reading thru my accounting notes…

An hour later, the class started..it was conducted by Ganesh, well, he was the same lecturer for the part-time macroeconomics class I used to attend…but the his teaching method was different from the night…the whole class was fully packed, some latecomers had to sit behind without tables…this was the2nd lecture…so I m back to the starting of the module…well..it’s much more clearer now…hahah…

Then after break, we had our tutorial class, Ganesh wanted all of us to do the tutorial qns in group, well then there’s 2 angmohs sitting in my row…but I never discuss with them, I just do myself…& glancing thru the qns, I had doubted in myself…am I really able to do these qns, they were totally different forms of qns tat Ganesh used to give in the part-time class….but I m so glad tat I am able to do the qns..even though there' some mistakes…but at least I knew where I m wrong & was willing to learn form my mistakes…

Yeah…finally 5.30pm…lesson ended….yupee…I went to request for my law modules lecture notes…hoped can get it so as to read them over the wkends…hmn…cant imagine the whole day I only spoke 6 sentences…heehee…2 with alan, then 4 with the receptionist…

1st Company Law lecture...

~ 07 Sept 2005 Wednesday

Hmn…was looking forward for today..cos I will be attending my 1st company law lecture…met Michelle first then went Plaza Singapura for some snacks…Pay our school fees…well..actually mine was $2,940/- however due to the repeated 2 subjects…which had to consider the first enrolment fees..so in the end I had to an amt of $315/- ….hmn…so expensive…

Went to our respectively class after paying the school fees…well..this is the time when michelle & I will part for our own class….abit sad…being classmates since yr 1 …been thru so much…no matter wat..we still managed to stay in the same class…earlier on Rokiah, our student adviser said whenever she saw us…the both of us are always together…like cant separate….haha..then michelle answered tat we are best frenz mah…Yup…100% agree with her…she’s really a great pal to mi..all thanks for her encouragement during the past few yrs…I m so ashamed to face her…seems like I had disappointed her once again….so sad… ( '_ ")

Hmn…was late for class due to the slow process of paying school fees….Ronnie is the lecturer for Company Law…finally there’s a Chinese lecturer…haha…u never know…my school many Indian lecturers…haha..so quite happy to see a Chinese lecturer…heehee…

Well..today lecture was on Ultra Vires…hmn..i was wondering wat the heck is this? Then I realised it was the name given a particular rule…ultra vires no longer available in singapore…it had been removed from the singapore law…however I m doing London degree…so had to study ultra vires without failed…heeehee…the lecture at first was confusing for mi….cos it had already conducted since late june…so it’s like I m lagged for 1 term…well..no worry…I will strive hard…I believe I can do it!! Then as time went on…..i found that it was actually quite an interesting lecture…I recorded the entire lecture in my mp3 player…heehee…yup..i need reference…in case I missed out any point…heehee..

Back home..so tired…hmn..after bathing..rest then packed bag…going to sleep soon…oyasuminasai…

School fees..

06 Sept 2005 Tuesday

Finally made up my mind on doing wat course…so told mama tat I will be paying the school fees tomolo…been nagged by her for awhile…I know tat she's worry for mi…but I didn’t make this decision in a rush..i thought about I for days before I came to a conclusion…so was looking forward to attend my first law leture….

After calculating…the total school fees will be $2,940…wow…really expensive..but wat to do…haiz…

Finally mama gave mi the cheque…

A busy Monday!

~05 Sept 2005 Monday

Woke up ard 6.30am…bathed then dressed & had my breakfast…then went to cityhall mrt station to wait for grace…she’s meeting mi to pass mi her biz law book..so touched…she’s meeting mi before she went to work…haiz…so sorry to trouble her…

After meeting her, got the book..had a short chat with her…then she headed to work…while I went home…

Rest for awhile..packed my magic tools into my bag..then read newspaper….& then I went off to work…haha..I was early today…then was asked to do the general commission…cos need to issue cheques by today…so I hurried finished up…

Didn’t had lunch with mama…cos she’s busy…hmn..called school in the afternoon to ask regarding the school fees….

As I finished doing the general comm….i continued doing the general policy checking..then signed in to msn..had a chat with meiting, shirley & luan..then I zipped & email the photos took on sat to the 3 of them…aiyah forget ym’s email add..hahaha…nvm…send to her later…heehee…

Then went for my magic class..took bus at ard 6.40pm…then from my office till the raffles city..it took about 15-20 mins…the bus was damn slow…due to the slow traffic…traffic jam..hmn..i fall asleep…then by the time I woke up…I m still somewhere ard capitol building…oh man…with this pace..i guess I will e late for lesson..oh man…but lucky by the time I reached ..it’s only 7.22pm…heeee…lucky mi…not late…

By the time I arrived…ping yong was already there…but not many ppl here yet…today going to be the last lesson..cos next monday, we will be having a class party..haha…can invite 1 person…& tat person I m going to invited will be my mama…haha..each person had to pay $5…the venue of the party will be at the United Square Globlotters restaurant…

Nigel was late today…so David lead the class….firstly we went through the previous tricks…then David showed us another 2 new tricks…then Nigel was here..so he took over…well..the 2 tricks today was actually quite simple…haha…

Then Nigel wanted us each group to choose 2 tricks to perform during the party…& after our group discussion, we chose the card tricks…then…we start thinking of our plot...the script…how the flow of the tricks…& our cooperation….heehee…then we rehearsed once for David to see…& he helped us on how to improve…heehee…then after tat, we helped to stack up the chairs..then by the time the class ended…it was already 10.45pm…wow…so late liao..lucky my bus came quite fast..then while on my way while walking back home…a unique car caught my attention..oh it was a ‘Hello Kitty’ car…so cute…I took some pics of it with my camera phone..heehee…then reached home around 11.25pm…

Then after bathing…I went straight to rest immediately..so tired…heehee..

My BiRtHdAy (^_,-)

~ 04 Sept 2005 Sunday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUSHAN,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

Yeah..it’s my birthday!!! Hmn…been some yrs since my bday falls on a Sunday…haha…but this year really special to mi…cos this is the 1st time ever since my mum dun have to work on this day…if not..in the past she will have to work on the 1st till 5th of every month….but lucky her office changed the schedule..hahhaa….so happy…

Get dressed then headed to church…then received a little gift from Simei aunt & a birthday bookmark from Yong qun aunt…fengyin aunt gave mi a very meaningful bday card…today duno how cum it may be my birthday…but I dun really feel happy at all..except eing able to spend the day with my mama….my whole mind is actually quite confused…etc…While singing the worship songs…I nearly cried…my tears was about to flow out of my eyes…but I m controlling….for no reason I sensed a feeling of sadness in my heart….the songs hit right through my heart….

In between the service…I received some bday sms…really thanks that my frenz remembered my bday…& so thoughtful to send mi sms bday wishes…I also received ahma’s sms…haha…this yr she was earlier…last yr she sent mi around 1plus..haha…she was not available to celebrate my bday with mi…cos she’s going to her ahma’s bday party…hahaa…

After service, it was raining very heavy outside..then Feng yin aunt asked mi where I wanna go eat cos it’s my birthday…the whole cell group going to celebrate for mi…I said anywhere also can..actually they wanted to go KFC (cos they thought youngsters like KFC, Macdonald, etc…) but I m not interested in that…somemore they are old aunts..so how can let them eat those fried chicken..high cholesterol..plus it’s too hard for them…so I chose to eat in the little restaurant we used to patronise…

Mama & Feng yin aunt ordered some dishes…then i was asked to order one I really like to eat..so I chose the lemon crispy chicken..ahhaa…ahma’s called mi…had a short chat..well..quite happy to hear her voice…but still felling sad..but I not convenient to tell her some stuffs so will call her tonite…then we had our meal….followed by cell group at the Blk 162 level 5….then today’s fengyin aunt was telling us about the gospel book day 3 topics…time passed very fast..very soon we ended our cell group…so heading back home..

It was still raining when we left…we went NTUC for awhile..bought sweet corns…heehee….then back home…so tired...rest awhile…watched the repeat telecast of “Zhen Qing”…then I steamed the sweet corns…did some ironing..then eat my lovely sweet corns…and then sit & watched tv till night falls…hahaa..inbetween I felt asleep…haha…I guess too tired..

Before the end of today…I received Lon, waisiong & hockchye’s bday wishes sms…hmn..tomolo a brand new starting for mi....

Bad Day...

(. _ . ).......A SAD & MOODY DAY!!!...........

So sian...didn't manage to pass my sociology again....OH........How come??? I completed the whole set...that was the first time i managed to finish the whole set...yet i failed again!! Damn it...can't retake anymore...cos i reached the limit of retaking time.....haiz....

Wat to do...no choice...hav to change coz again....but there's not much choice of course for mi to take becos of the sociology which is the foundation unit for most of the courses......so sad...i may have to take one more yr again....oh man...that was wat i dun wish to happen....oh....... : (

Hmn....last night had a talk with luan...she's helping mi to analyze my situation..& she came to a conclusion tat i have no choice but to extend another year...& changed course to BSc. in Banking & Finance.....it's one of the course tat need not have sociology as the compulsory unit....another one is BSc. in Economics....but this is more tough, cos it requires mi to take many economics related subjects...which can really "kill" mi...hahhaa....

Well then..wat to do...so i whole night been thinking of wat to do....how to tell mum...etc...in the end fell asleep.....

However, things cant be turned back...so wat i can do now is faced the fact...i came very early to office....do finished my work...so i can sort things out later in the afternoon..maybe call the school to ask about the changing units....as sociology will be changed to Principle of Sociology....so i was thinking if i could take the new unit of sociology...& consider as 1st attempt...but luan told mi the possiility not high...but i can try asking.....so things may not turn out tat bad afterall......

I was totally exhausted thinking every moment...then so guilty facing mama during lunch time...back office..i immediately made a call to sch...but was asked to call back in awhile...so i flipped thru the 2005/2006 prospectus...& to my surprise...there's one course i can take & able to graduate within this yr...oh..it was BSc. Mgmt with Law....hmn...thought went thru with michelle last night...i need to have the foundation unit "Intro. to Common Law" tthen i can take another 2nd yr foundation unit...but that was from the old prospectus....cos in the new prospectus, UOL removed Intro. to Common Law...& replaced with Contract law...then no need to pass this to proceed to another one.....however, there's 3 laws subject...commercial Law & company law....then i need to take my repeted modules...then plus another new module....haaaa......but i m so relieved & glad to spot this....Thank GOD...u must have heard mi...heehee...so u lead mi to that page...heehee....

I go thru the requiement of the modules....& i need to take 6 modules ...hmn....feel better....much more relieved....anyway..i m going sch tomolo...to check with the school counsellor...heeeeee...so sleepy...oh yah...tonight is the match between the superstars...hahhaa....wonder who will win...i suppot kelly poon..hahahaa.....