Upon receiving the Study Guides from UOL

~ 28 Oct 2005 Friday

Hmn....once i stepped into the office...i was so happy to see the pile of parcel on my desk..it's my study guides & past yr examination papers from UOL...however, i have never received such a big pile during all these yrs of studying in UOL...i opened up to check the list of guides & exam booklets correct or not...and wow...they sent mi a total of 17 books...haha...even made a mistake by sending mi an extra copy of marketing study guide...i never stated i m taking marketing tis yr...i had passed tat...hmn...anyway...i never expected tat study law there's so many guides..and honest speaking i m abit stress now...cos the amount of guides scared mi off...oh...can i really pass all 3 laws???Hmn....so stress....arh...did i make a rite choice by changing to this? Oh...no...i have to be firmed with my decision...yes...i have to...i m going to make it...go go go!!!

Didn't have lunch with mama....cos she's busy...so i had lunch in the office....then i continued doin g the october comm....yup...progress not too bad...hahhaa....

Finally i m done with the comm tat i had received so far...hmn...that's why i have time to upload this entry in office...cos later i m going home first(cos cant bring the big pile of study guides along with mi to sch mah)..then go for my commercial law tutorial @ 8.30pm....

Ok...now gotta packed & go home...guess will have dinner with mama then go class....ja ne...

My Dear Brother ^_<

~ 28 Oct 2005 Friday

Hmn..now the time is 3am in the morning...must be wondering why so late i m still online...heehee....i online to check mail..then i happened to dropby my friendster acct...& was surprised to receive a testimonial from brother...i wrote him a testimonial days ago...& i never expected him to write one for mi....& was really very touched after reading wat he wrote...now i know....how much he dotes on mi, this naughty sister...heehee...really very very touched...

That's wat he wrote in my friendster testimonial:
"Yushan is my dear sister..REAL sister...I am glad to have u as my sister and i hope u can become a better person after what had happened..what is over is over..so now study hard and faster get your degree.Hmm..yushan can be very very stubborn at times..however sometimes can be very good to me. She likes to draw snoopy and i dunno y ..haha!She is a homely gal,which like to do things by herself,independent( however like to depends alot on my mother, and i think she should change that.), friendly,and blah blah...Hope she can find a boyfriend soon..hahaha..but if i know whoever bully her, i MAKE SURE i won't let he/she off !!Ok lah..wish you all the BEST in whatever u do..u will always be my dearest sister ! :) "

Oh...can't imagine my brother will write such things abt mi...i know he dotes on mi years ago...but till now then i realised how much he dotes on mi....ever since papa left us...he's the next kin closer to mi beside mama....even though he's not that kind of person tat will express how much he dotes mi...but he's action will proved tat he really dotes on mi..that's how i feel the past few months....he's such a dear to mi...

Hmn..since i m talking abt my brother...might as well let mi emphasis more on him....well....
We were in the same kindergarten, same pri sch...& very coincident in the same sec sch...& more coincident in the same poly...& gues wat doing the same course...hahaa...that's the bond between us....hahhaa....no lah...all coincidence lah....

During primary sch, i remembered we took school bus to sch...but when in sch...we seldom hang out together...he's always with his friends while i m always with my friends...whenever he's in trouble, his teacher will ask mi to go to his class...then teacher will ask mi this & tat regarding my brother...actually he's really smart...he's in the EM1 and he's good in his maths & science...as for chinese....ok lah...manageable...then i remembered there was once, a male classmate of mine bullied mi...then my brother knew abt it...he went to warn that boy...dun ever bully mi...if not he will beat him...haha...that's him..he will go warn tat person himself...without letting mi know...i only got to learn abt this from my tat classmate...since then everybody was terrified when i mentioned " i go & tell my brother"...Guess wat..when we were back home after school...cos both mama & papa working..so we'll be at home with grandma & aunt...quite bored...yet there's freedom...dun have to do hmwk in the afternoon...we always do after 6pm...(cos by that time parent back from work)..so in the afternoon we will play games...if not we will act as if we r the wrestlers...haha...jumping on mama & papa's bed...hahaha....quite fun...

Then sec school..i m the prefect..so most of his classmates know who i m...but during sec sch times, he's abit rebilious...but still "good" to mi...he will like so called "bride" mi...with swatch watches..haha...no lah..not really bride lah...he wanna mi to hel him do things arh...or wat ever lah....i think i received about 5 swatch watches from him..hahhaa....

Well...we do quarrel & "fight" with each other...but that's common between siblings...rite?
I remembered our "fight" not those light beating ..but can be quite fierce...haha...there's this time...we quarrelled over the tv remote control..& he's so fierce tat he scratched my right hand....& the wound started to bleed non-stop....scared both mama & papa....now the scars can still be seen on my hand...then there's this time...when he's so angry with mi tat..he held a chair on his hand...& threw directly at mi...but missed...cos i run away...then there's once, he punched on my shoulder...oh tat really hurt...i could feel my bone cracked...see...our fight really fierce...but once i also punched him on his face...haha...can u imagine i had difficulties in punching him...cos he's like taller than mi ....my head only till his shoulder...so i still managed to punch him..cos i m really angry..cos i think he slapped mi..hahaha...

Then our communication became lesser & lesser...as he moved on to poly...he seldom at home...then he joined the navy...so always out in sea...so the time i see him lessen....but when papa left...it seems to bring us closer together...maybe he felt tat papa no longer ard..he should take care of mama & mi...cos he's the elder child & son....well..then i see the changes in him...i used to dislike him in the past..cos i always tot mama dotes him more than mi...cos whenever we quarrelled...mama will end up scolding mi even though it's not my fault....so i felt so unfair...however in between...some things happened....& this helps to bring our relationship closer & closer....i begin to understand....i can feel the love around mama, kor & mi....now there's a new member...joyce...my sister-in-law...actually i dun quite like her in the beginning...cos i tot kor will have no time for mi....but no...there's addition member to shower mi with care & concern.....i feel great...it will be better if papa's around.....

Hmn...now i can say....how wonderful to have this brother..i always wish my brother will be like those shown in the dramas/movies, care for the sister...beat those who bully the sister...and i never thought my brother will be one like this....cos he's seems those like dun care one but i know i am wrong about him...maybe that's the way he expressed....I hope to be his sister in my next life...I love you, kor....

Relaxing

~ 20 Oct 2005

Today i m quite relaxing at work...since i have comleted the comm...so today i helped tat aunt to open new files for the documents....cos all files were packed....furthermore, tomolo i m not coming to work..so i felt like it's friday...hahaha...Yuppee....later meeting luan, mei & jw for dinner...looking forward to see them....

Today Mama on mc...poor mama...she's down with flu & fever...but she's feeling much better after resting at home yesterday...and i m going home to get my laptop before meeting luan, on the way home, i bought wan pao & some baos for mama...then i packed my laptop into the case, then the policies of luan & mei....gonna pass to them later..

Finally met luan..we then went to The Cafe Cartel..this the 2nd time i m here...hahah..both time is meeting with luan...heehee...then we decided on where to sit..haha...change 3 tmes before we finally settle down...hahaha

Then while waiting for the arrival of mei & jw...we ordered our food first..heheee..i ordered terriyaki chicken spaghetti & 7-up...then luan ordered one spaghetti (i forgotten the name of the spaghetti)..& a cup of hot chocolate...heehee...we just wrote down our orders...but still wanna wait they r here before placing orders....Then luan gave mi this cute little hp pouch tat she bought at KL....heehee...so nice to touch...luv it...but i think i wont use it..i will keep it..heehee...

Then while continue waiting for them...i collected the policy premium from luan...we glanced through the menu again...hahha...then i changed my terriyaki chicken spaghetti to the same type of spaghetti as luan..hehee...(she tempted mi lor..) then i also changed my drink to oreo minty shake...heehee...sound nice hor...hahaa...i always prefer mint stuff..we also ordered a chicken + veg salad...eat healthy mah..

Yeah...mei was here liao...so after she went to draw $$, & placed her order...i called jw..askin when will he be here...cos it's going to 8pm soon...& we're hungry liao....he replied 8 plus...so luan & i went to queue to place order...then we chatted while waiting to be served...heehee...finally the food was here...our spaghetti look delicious..& my oreo minty shake...tasted so wonderful...seems like i've made a rite choice..hahha....

We finished our food...even our drinks...yet jw still not here yet...it's already 8.45pm liao...hmn...he busy guy leh...haha...well then after another minute or so...he's finally here..hahaha.....been quite some times since we last met for dinner....he just came back from Thailand for a wk holiday..then he will be back to Thailand for NS training course..tat last a yr...he gave mi & luan each a keychain from Thailand with our name in english & thai...so thoughful of him...hehee...

Then he ordered a drink...then we chatted...& then i took out my laptop...to view & save the photos luan took with her camera during our last outing..then also the photos tat she took during the trip to Fish Leong's concert in Malaysia...then finally...yes...the surprise tat she told mi ages ago...haha...oh...so touched...she went to convert the sec sch graduation tape into vcd liao...i tot she wanna passed mi the tape then i pass it to the shop below my hse to do the converting...& she did such a wonderful editing of it..so much time & effort spent...so cool..looking at the clip...all the good memories filled my mind....time passed so fast...feel as if it just happened yesterday...so nice...all the sec sch teachers...friends....the school...*sobsob* how i miss those days...Hmn...wonder when will our next gathering be? Looking forward....to see everyone present in the gathering...(but always those few will turn up....so sad...)

Then we discussed about the biz deal we've been thnking abt....heehee...the marketing & sales of the vcd to our fellow classmates...cos good memories/times are worth to keep for whole life....well..that's wat i think...heehee...

After chatting for an hour plus or more...we left the restaurant & they walked mi to my house....then after jw drew $$ below my hse...the 3 of them took a cab home....while i m back home..washing cloth & after bathing..i went to use my latop to do some stuff....

So happy to meet them...heeehee..

MC @ home....

~ 25 Oct 2005 Tuesday

Hmn..feeling not tat well since yesterday...mama told mi to go see doc...so i did...& yup...true enough..i m down with flu & sore throat...so the doc gave mi some antibiotics, cough syrup, & flu medicine...& some capsule to suck...heehee....an also an MC...

Then the doc suggested mi to take the Flu Vaccination...cos Oct - Dec is the flu season...so might as well take as a precaution...somemore i m going to Hongkong in Nov...the vaccination can last 1 yr...so no harm mah....& yes...i did..take the vaccination...i also helped mama & aunt to reserve the vaccination each...heehee...

So i went home cooked some porridge to eat so as to eat my medicine...heehee...called uncle to inform him tat i not feeling well so not going to work...then rest at home...i took a nap from 1pm till ard 5pm...woke up...did ironing...then mama's back home...she then cooked porridge..then kor came...to see us...& to take his road tax...had a few conversation with him..

Then i did some macroecon homework...till ard late 2am..cos i m quite awake...after the nap...heehee..feeling much better after the medication...

The Big Move T-Shirt Design Contest

~ 15 Oct 2005 Saturday

Hmn...today woke up quite late...already 12pm....heehee...mama's not back yet..she's working halfday on sat...aunt on leave today...so she's busy tidying up her closet.... As for mi...hmn...today i m going to spend my time designing T-Shirt...cos i m taking part in the T-Shirt design for my church upcoming event "The Big Move". My church is moving to the EXPO this december...so it's being called "The Big MOve" as it involved the whole church...the 1st prize is $500 + 11,000 ppl wearing the 1st winner design T-Shirt; 2nd prize is $300; 3rd prize is $200; every participant will get a free T-Shirt...heehee....i was of course hoping to get the 1st prize...but there's strong competition...cos there will be many design to be choose from...heehee...so let's pray!

Before i get down to design...i surf the net for some info...met ting & luan on MSN...so had a short conversation with them...then after i had finished surfing for wat i need...i went offline.... Then mama's back..we had Mcdonald meals for lunch...heehee...yummy...then after resting awhile..i started designing...i used the scanned outline of the T-Shirt...then do some touching up...add different colours to the T-Shirt background using the Paint...then i chosen black colour...heehee...Why? well...cos i wanna use that colour to let God's glory to stand out....then i draw the arch plus the church logo...then also a pair of footprints...

Then once i m done with all these small designs....i realised i m in deep trouble...i can't seems to open my Photoshop 5.0...oh my god.....this can't be happening to mi??? I tried opening for a few times...but it promted Error!!....*panic* i immediately online to download...but invalid...there's seems to be no complete version of that software to be able to download....thn i met luan on the MSN...i asked if she had tat software...she replied yes..but still cant be help..cos the file toobig..cant be send to mi thru neither email nor msn...so i offline...thenn tried opening again & again...still error...then i realised that i hav a copy of tat i my pc...& lucky mi...there's really a copy in my pc..so i burned it into cd..then saved in my laotop....yeah...can be used...& this is the Photoshop 6.0 version...heehe..better than the previous one....

Aunt cooked fried maggie mee for dinner...the taste not too bad..heehee...then after dinner...i had a bath...aunt wanna watched the korean drama "The Stariways of Heaven", so i played the vcd for her....then i went backed to my design again....this time round...i add the arch to the T-Shirt, then the logo...well.. the arch symbolised the horizon, the logo on the horizon meaning the church will be moving into the horizon in near future...then i added the footprints...total of 5 pairs...each different sizes & colours...to represent different things; the big blue - Jesus; Yellow - Chinese; Red - Caucasians; Purple - Indians; Green - Malays....the 4 different races in s'pore...then i add the Big Move wordings onto it....by the time i m done with it ....it's already 11pm....And here's the Big Move Design of mine...(wat do u think? Nice?)

hahha...i chose to let the round collar & the edge of the sleeves to be white...so as to match with the overall design....& here's the completed T-Shirt. If you think that's all...then u r wrong...after i m done with the design...i complied these 2 jpeg files into a blank cd...to be submitted together...then i had to type out a rationale on the concepts, the reason for the particular designs, the choice of colours...etc...in not more than 300 words....well well..this took mi roughly about 90 mins to completed...cos amending here & there...becos this is going to be taken ito consideration with the design....so must be appropriate...heehee.... After i m done with tat, i even typed out a chinese version...well..this the 1st time i m typing out paragraphs in chinese words...hahha...challenging..& time consuming as well....then by the time i m done & printed out...it's already 3am (16 oct 2005 Sun)....i went to wash my face..to refresh myself..then there's the final step of the contest...i had to draw out exactly the same as wat i hav design on a piece of A3 paper given by the organiser... Oh i then realised i threw away my water colours paint & brushes long time ago...how m i going to colour....so in the end i used colour pencils & magic pens...heehee...i fell aslept inbetween for an hour...

When mama woke up in the morning...she woke mi up...heehee...lucky...else...i won't be able to finish my design...then mama helped mi to go 7-eleven to get black markers..while i continued shading other areas....she bought 2 black markers...& around 9am..i m finally done with the whole design...*phew!* fianally it's all completed...so happy...i took a photo of the design sketch..hmn..so is the design sketch identical to the design using computer?hehee...

I then filled up my particulars on the form..and then sealed everthing in an envelope..and it's DONE!! Yeah!!heehee...I had a bath, then had my breakfast�dressed up..& went church with mama...

Magic Party @ Globetrotters

~ 12th Sept 2005 Monday
(wanna upload this entry long ago..but due to some technical problem with the loading site...so here's the magical night...)
Oh Man..today there's magic party at night..heehee...so anxious till i can't sleep quite well..heehee...hmn..duno if the whole performance will be a success or not..haha...

Hmn...everything went on quite well...office work did quite fast liao...ahhaha..cos today gonna leave early mah...heehee...so must hurry finished up all my work...heehee...

I started packing up my stuffs sround 5pm..heehee..mama was waiting for mi at the bus stop...today mama was the guest tat i m inviting to the party..hehe...we board on the bus thinking hmn..will reach there quite early...however, after boarding the bus...mama then realised that we boarded the wrong bus..instead of bus 961 we board bus 980...haha...actually i already knew tat was bus 980 before we board...jus tat i tot mama going somewhere else 1st..haha...blur liao...

Since we took the wrong us...we might as well go home first...then mama can put down her hand carry bag...then took mrt to Novena station..we then first went to Novena Square...there was booths selling mooncakes..then mama wanted to buy one to give it to the aunt selling cloth....so after makin a round...she made up her mind buying the little unique mooncake tat i ate tat yesterday...

Then we headed to United Square...hmn...there's construction going on..so we followed the arrow...& surprisingly we cant find the way to United Square...so we asked ppl..then realised we need to cross the road..hahaha...

Oh...lightening strikes...hmn...seems like it's going to rain soon...& heavy rain...haha....we hurried cross the road...& yes...we were finally in United Square...hmn...still early..so we walked around..this my first time coming United Square...not many ppl...

Then mama asked mi to go to that restaurant liao...dun wait till too late...so we went to level 2...& there's the restaurant - The Globetrotters...

Nigel, kelda & some of the trainers were already there...they were having their dinner..if not later they won't have time to eat...haha...

My group, only Robert was here...so i went to the back of the restaurant to practice my tricks later on..while mama sat in the front where kelda & nigel sitting....cos she cant be there when i practice..hehee...

Wow..it's raining cats & dogs...there's thunder too...not many ppl in the restaurant..heehe..then mama wanted to go down to watson to get something..so while going out with her..i saw peiling...she then told mi tat sok lai not feeling well so not able to come..then ping yong arrived...lastly it was ziewei..since sok lai not coming, ziewei will have to pair with robert...

Very soon 7.30pm liao...the party starting soon..first 15-20 mins were doing close-up tricks to those friends u brought along..so i went to join mama...she was sharing a table with ziewei's friend...so the 4 of us sat together..then ziewei performed the rope trick - "Do as I Do"...then i lent mama my rope..heehee..no matter how she do..she can't seems to make a node out of the rope itself...so she was very persistent...continued doing again & again..but...she still can't get it done...hahaha....i got a pic of mama trying very hard...haaha...

Then ziewei did the cards trick...& followed by the cups trick...then the magic performance began...oh..i was abit shocked when our group was called first..hmn...so went up to perform...ziewei didn't manage to guess the card right..oh..mistake...but that was actually quite hard..then our turn...tat robert changed our plot...instead of the 3 of us (mi, ping yong, & peiling) doin the card tricks together..he announced individually...so in the end nigel told ping yong tat she dun have to do...hmn...so bad robert....

Then followed by the rest of the groups..there's mistakes in theirs too...cos we were not professional magician...heehee....this was the result after 4 lessons of magic class..so consider quite ok liao...

Everyone was enjoying the performance...even the staffs in the restaurant stopped to watch our performance..hahaha...cool man... ^_<

Then finally it's dinner time...there's a plate of food..then four person shared a big plate...heehee...yummy...finally our performance was over...now enjoying the delicious food..heehee...

After eating.. ziewei performed some other tricks to my mama & his friend..while he's "entertaining" my mama...i went over to the next table..where ping yong, peiling & robert sat...then nigel was sharing the food with them..cos there's only 3 of them over there...so i went over to take photos...

Then there's this guy, Eugene, who attended quite a no. of magic class...performed magic for us...as the finale programme...very astonishing...

And after the whole performance ended...we were bein brief on the community service at the Ang Mo Kio Hospital this coming saturday...then Nigel asked about our feelings, how we grade ourselves..etc...overall grading was not bad...

Then mama & i took the same path home as ziewei &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; friend...then i xchanged no. with ziwei & email..cos he wanted the photos to be email to him...haha...Back home...we bought a packet of fries...heehee...

~~~~~~~Wat a magical night!~~~~~~~

Completed 6 comm!!!

~ 14 Oct 2005 Friday

Hmn...today back in office...well not tat angry after not coming a day...*Phew* feel so relieved now...hmn...after i stepped in..immediately start doing my comm...this time i left the other 2 comm...hmn...doing "A" can be quite troublesome....well..cos i dun hav the necessary policy details with mi..so might have to check with KK first..

Before i really start...as usual i on my windowmedia player...heehee...i cant work without music...esp i loaded so many mp3 songs into the computer...hahaha.....

And then KK passed mi the other 2 comm...this 2 companies merged...so there's 3 different comm statements...1 belong to previous, the other previous...then lastly the merged...so i need to go zap them under each individual advisors....

Finally done with the zapping....so back to my comm again....finally completed "B"...there's many cases in "B"...so can take up quite some time when doin the comm...then KK came & passed mi "C" comm statement...again i was to zap...

After zapping...i m back to my desk again finish the "D" comm then i went to KK's desk, cos i wana use his pc...so as to get the new cases details...i checked all the new cases of merged co., then aviva...so i dun hav to come & get the details after doing each insurer's comm...hahaha.....then i helped my uncle to do some stuffs...then i went out for lunch with mama...

Today we went to the newly opened foodcourt...hmn...only sell chicken rice, chicken porridge, chicken noodle, deserts...etc...so we ordered a chicken rice set (including a plate of beansprouts with soup)..then a normal set of chicken rice (with soup), a plate of cuttlefish..& 2 ice milk tea...Yummy....quite tasty...not too bad....hahha...serving quite big...so we ended up quite full....

Maa went back to work, while i went to buy the sweet & sour fish steak with rice & soyamilk glassjelly for tat aunt..(afterall..i m not tat angry with her liao..) & i also bought 2 soyamilk with pearl...one for myself, the other for uncle TM....

I completed all the comm....beside "E"...cos i not yet prnt out the statement..."E" is the only company tat dun send us the statement..& i hav to access to 2 different website to print the statement..then together to the zapping...cos it include the incomeshield & living policy...so on different statement...hahha...when doin "E" has to be very careful...cos very easy to make mistake..hahaha....so i put it at the last to do.....

Heheee..today i completed 6 different insurers comm....hahah....not tat i m slow...just tat the details not there...however...i m very determined to prove to tat aunt tat i m not slow...& i wanna stop her from back stabbing mi.....(i wonder if she's too stress...cos she not only back stabbed mi...but also KK & uncle TM...seems like she's really really stress.....)

Immediately after i finished my work...i went home...the Ch U 7.30pm taiwan drama starting soon..wanna get home to see....actually i wanna take a bus...but waited for abt 2 mins...i deceided to walk home...hahahaha...yes & i did...within 10 mins...i m home...quite windy...seems lke going to rain soon.....hehhee...who cares...cos i m home liao...heehee.....

Other past entries will be uploaded soon...

Hmn...quite busy with my work & studies...so dun really have much time to upload my blog...so glad some frenz asked how come i stop ard mid september...well...

My Blog will be updated soon..... so please bear with mi for the time being....

Sorry for waiting....just gimme a few more days.....heehee...thanks... ^;<

Being Back Stabbed!!

~ 11 Oct 2005 Tuesday

Today was actually a very nice day for mi....well..as least i m in a good mood...i was busy doing the comm from IFAST..then i received the comm from AXA...well..after zapping into individual advisors' copies...i continue doing the comm....then now quite troublesome due to the change in the workin system...so i dun hav the new cases details, etc...if i were to do each case & go get the necessary details from KK...& the details are available on the net..i might as well search for each case myself...instead of troubling KK...

But by doing this...and updating the details of the other renewal cases...can be quite time consuming...so i took quite some time to do ...well...when comes in turn of $$...must be extra careful...so i dun wanna make any unnecessary mistakes...else ppl will make comments....

And Yes...unfortunately today, my uncle asked mi into his room for a 'chat'...regarding complaints about mi....Yes..i m being back stabbed by some ppl...someone complained to him tat i m slowing down my work...msn chatting with ppl, surfing internet for personal purposes....

Everyday i start working....i will definitely log on to msn....saying "hi" to some frenz...yet this can also be complained to my uncle...hmn...well...i dun get hook onto msn for the entire day...as if i jus chatting & not doing my work...come on...it's the 20th century...there's no regulation on no msn during work..as long as i know wat's my pirority...i do my work...hand in my payment voucher promptly...so i dun see the need to make a fuss over this matter...

Hmn...i admit i did check my email during office hours...but i didn't check for more than 15 mins...yet ppl still can complain tat i m doin personal things....cool...tat's personal...then going toilet also personal...so why don't they complain i went toilet during office hours...wat the heck? I m not the only one checking emails during office hours...some even surf net to look at new handphones...or any other sites....so why no one say anythng about them? So they can do so becos they are the senior? If they really have so much time to complain about others...why don't they spend more time on their work...instead of complaining not enough time to do....

Oh yah..to add on to the above, i dun understand the aunt 'A'...she always told mi, my uncle employed mi not to help others zap documents...(cos sometimes when others asked mi to help them zap docs...i do help...well..no harm mah...) dun help others...cos they are not the one employing mi....yet she's the one who kept on askin mi to help her do this & do tat...

How can one finished up the task when someone keeps on interrupting..asking tat person to go zap this & tat...else help to do the filing...which supposed to be done by her...cos i dun see the need to ask another person to do tat task...isn't tat a waste of time? But there's such person ard....tat aunt 'A' lor...can u imagine she can pile up the letters...i guess for the past few days then wait for mi to open all.....can't she open herself...well..she may be busy....but i m not idle either...i hav to do the comm...& yet she keeps on intercom mi...asked mi go in to do this & tat...hey...there's a limit to such matters...can be quite irritating...somemore being complained i m slow....hahhaa....how to be not slow....if this goes on....

However, i didn't mention all tat to my uncle....i dun wanna ppl to say i only know how to complain...if i were to do so...then i am no different as compared to them...until the time when my patience is to the limit....

From now onwards...i m not going to do as aunt 'A' say...she's a "double face" leh..infront of mi, do like this...infront of my uncle...says bad things about mi...i m going to prove her wrong...

Hmnn....so sorry GOD..pls forgive mi...cos while typing this...there's actually anger within mi...i know i should plead guilty & asked for ur forgiveness...for the bluntness of tat person who says bad things about mi...may GOD shows mi the path i should take...ahmen..

Haiz...feels better after typin out & plead for forgiveness.....