Being Back Stabbed!!

~ 11 Oct 2005 Tuesday

Today was actually a very nice day for mi....well..as least i m in a good mood...i was busy doing the comm from IFAST..then i received the comm from AXA...well..after zapping into individual advisors' copies...i continue doing the comm....then now quite troublesome due to the change in the workin system...so i dun hav the new cases details, etc...if i were to do each case & go get the necessary details from KK...& the details are available on the net..i might as well search for each case myself...instead of troubling KK...

But by doing this...and updating the details of the other renewal cases...can be quite time consuming...so i took quite some time to do ...well...when comes in turn of $$...must be extra careful...so i dun wanna make any unnecessary mistakes...else ppl will make comments....

And Yes...unfortunately today, my uncle asked mi into his room for a 'chat'...regarding complaints about mi....Yes..i m being back stabbed by some ppl...someone complained to him tat i m slowing down my work...msn chatting with ppl, surfing internet for personal purposes....

Everyday i start working....i will definitely log on to msn....saying "hi" to some frenz...yet this can also be complained to my uncle...hmn...well...i dun get hook onto msn for the entire day...as if i jus chatting & not doing my work...come on...it's the 20th century...there's no regulation on no msn during work..as long as i know wat's my pirority...i do my work...hand in my payment voucher promptly...so i dun see the need to make a fuss over this matter...

Hmn...i admit i did check my email during office hours...but i didn't check for more than 15 mins...yet ppl still can complain tat i m doin personal things....cool...tat's personal...then going toilet also personal...so why don't they complain i went toilet during office hours...wat the heck? I m not the only one checking emails during office hours...some even surf net to look at new handphones...or any other sites....so why no one say anythng about them? So they can do so becos they are the senior? If they really have so much time to complain about others...why don't they spend more time on their work...instead of complaining not enough time to do....

Oh yah..to add on to the above, i dun understand the aunt 'A'...she always told mi, my uncle employed mi not to help others zap documents...(cos sometimes when others asked mi to help them zap docs...i do help...well..no harm mah...) dun help others...cos they are not the one employing mi....yet she's the one who kept on askin mi to help her do this & do tat...

How can one finished up the task when someone keeps on interrupting..asking tat person to go zap this & tat...else help to do the filing...which supposed to be done by her...cos i dun see the need to ask another person to do tat task...isn't tat a waste of time? But there's such person ard....tat aunt 'A' lor...can u imagine she can pile up the letters...i guess for the past few days then wait for mi to open all.....can't she open herself...well..she may be busy....but i m not idle either...i hav to do the comm...& yet she keeps on intercom mi...asked mi go in to do this & tat...hey...there's a limit to such matters...can be quite irritating...somemore being complained i m slow....hahhaa....how to be not slow....if this goes on....

However, i didn't mention all tat to my uncle....i dun wanna ppl to say i only know how to complain...if i were to do so...then i am no different as compared to them...until the time when my patience is to the limit....

From now onwards...i m not going to do as aunt 'A' say...she's a "double face" leh..infront of mi, do like this...infront of my uncle...says bad things about mi...i m going to prove her wrong...

Hmnn....so sorry GOD..pls forgive mi...cos while typing this...there's actually anger within mi...i know i should plead guilty & asked for ur forgiveness...for the bluntness of tat person who says bad things about mi...may GOD shows mi the path i should take...ahmen..

Haiz...feels better after typin out & plead for forgiveness.....