~ ShAnN's CrEaTiOn TeRriToRy ~

Oh...today only Wednesday!!

2010-09-22T12:44:00.002+08:00

Hmn...this week seems to pass very slow....today only Wednesday...

I am looking forward to 4th Oct..heehee...cos i am ON LEAVE!!!

Hahahaa....

Trying to buy a flute recently...but buying here very costly..as i juz wanted to learn for fun..so might not want to invest in an expensive one...hmn....browsing thru internet to search for an ideal one...hee...

Survivor...Jason is Out!!! Yeah...

2008-04-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

~ 25th April 2008, Friday

Tonight the Survivor – Micronesia really very thrilling..hehe…finally Jason is out of the game!!!
Couldn’t believe he’s so naive to believe what Natalie told him..and the same scenario happened to him (exactly the same as what happened to Ozzy at the last tribal counsel) well..at first, Amanda and James were quite pissed off by Parvati and Cirie’s decision in voting Ozzy out of the game at the last tribal counsel..so this episode, Pavarti tried to explain to James that she was sorry for voting Ozzy out but James was not able to accept her reasons at all…so things turn out different for both James and Pavarti..

When Pavarti talked to Amanda, regarding not telling her about her decision to vote Ozzy out was because Amanda was so close to Ozzy, even if they had told her to vote Ozzy out, she won’t agree..so they might as well keep it a secret…Amanda did not show her unpleased in their decision, however, that was just to keep them from suspecting her and in return gain their trust..

During the Survivor Auction, Cirie bided for the burgers and fries, and Erik bided for octopus but trade for Nachos, and Amanda bided for peanut butter with bread & milk…while Natalie bided for a bowl of bat soup, which she didn’t want, thus James took it..then she bided for another thing..a glass bottle with a note in it..telling her to choose a person to go to the Exile Island and that person money will be hers..hence she chose Jason, she gave Jason a good reason why he’s the one to go..so Jason went ahead…and then together with Jason’s money, Natalie managed to bid a big piece of chocolat cake, and was able to choose 3 persons to share that cake with her in 60 seconds..so she chose Pavarti, Cirie and Assile…

Then when they were back at their tribe, they were plotting to send who home…and it was Erik’s 22nd birthday..so his only hope was not being the one to go home…and Natalie was plotting that if Jason was to find the immunity idol, then most probably he will be using it in the tribal counsel, thus, to prevent him from using that, he must believe whatever Natalie told him, and some one must win the immunity challenge today..but definitely not James…

Cos, if Jason was to use the immunity idol, then at least, James will be the one to go home today…Natalie was a ‘cunning’ & ruthless person, she makes use of ppl’s trust and betray them in the end…she said this going to be the Girls’ Power..hahaha….

On the other hand, at the Exile Island, Jason managed to find the real immunity idol, after being deceived by Ozzy last time about the fake immunity idol, he finally managed to grab hold of the real one..He began to realize why Natalie wants him to be here…he believed that Natalie knows what she’s doing..so he trusts her totally ever since Natalie gave him her word at the last tribal counsel by voting Ozzy out instead of him…so he believed that she would still need him in the game and will not betray him…

Well..but he never expect that Natalie had already planned everything, but he’s not going to be in her ‘future’ game plan…today it’s either James or Jason to be send home…

At the immunity challenge, Jason joined the tribe, and Natalie whispered to him “Today James will be the one going, so anyone can win the challenge except James, don’t ask anything, I will tell you when we are back”. And Jason really did as he was told to…

James, Erik, Jason and Amanda managed to go to the next stage, and then James and Erik emerged to the final stage…the competition was very close…and Erik won the immunity challenge…everyone was so thrilled when Erik won! Only Jason don’t know that there’s a plot behind this…

Back at the tribe, Amanda told James that today he won’t be the one goin back, cos they are going to vote Jason out, James just said “Nevermind, anyway I will be voting Pavarti” James seems not interested in the game of Natalie, all he wants is to vote Pavarti out..and that’s it!

Natalie talked to Jason at a corner..telling him her “plan” to get rid of James…well..then Jason really believe her…and even hanged out together with Cirie, Assile and Natalie..laughing away…hahaha…

At the tribal counsel, the jury, Ozzy learned that Pavarati was the one that voted him out..and Pavarto was embarrassed when James bluntly said that she voted Ozzy out…James was taken in surprise when asked about the immunity idol, Jason never use it…believing that James will be the one to go home…however, things turned out the way Natalie expected…2 votes for James, 1 vote for Pavarti and 4 votes for Jason..and Jason was sent home…Ozzy was surprised that Jason was the one to go back..haha…seems like the same things happened as the last tribal counsel..Hahaa…well..this teaches us 1 lesson…dun harm others as you never know when it will happen to you..hahaha…so happy that Jason was out..this really teaches him a good lesson..
This is getting more and more interesting, hope next week, Natalie will be the one to be sent home…hahha…she’s trying to “manipulate” the game according to her plan…

Yummy lunch & Dinner...hee...

2008-04-25T19:46:00.003+08:00

~ 25th April 2008, Friday

I was once again woke up by Aunty to drink fruit juice…haiz..she really enjoys waking me up to drink fruit juice..hahaha…wat to do…

Today mama still on leave, she cooked Thai style green curry noodle…yummy…heee…so many ingredients…yummy rite…

After lunch, I continue with my revision, today I am still reading through my company law book…heee….hope this time can really do well…Gambatte ne…

Duno is it because of the cosy afternoon, I felt sleepy not long after reading my notes…hee…

My mama really worried that I don’t have a good meal at home, she’s cooking chicken soup tonight..hee…not that I am proud..but indeed I am so proud of my mama…she really can cook all kind of dishes…she’s like know-everything mother…heeehee….so proud to have such a great and wonderful mother…lucky me…hee…

Company Lunch

2008-02-13T14:38:00.007+08:00

~ 13th February 2008, Wednesday

Wow...so fast today is the 7th day of CNY...today is everybody's birthday..heehee....

Aunty Mary treated me and Aunty Jeanie to a company lunch @ Boon Tong Kee...we ordered 4 dishes..but already very full after finishing all...kee...

The 1st dish is fried tofu..very yummy...outside crispy, inside tender...plus the mayonise...perfect match...yummy...

Then followed by the 2nd dish..it's yam with porkrib..quite special yet tasty...this is how it look like after Aunty Jeanie cut open the yam...

and then the 3rd dish was served...fried noodle with crab meat in gravey(伊甫面炒蟹肉)...look @ the pic..opps..forgot to take before we start eating..thus left with this...very unique..a simple yet おいいし(delicious)...

then came the 4th dish, asparagus with button mushrooms..not bad also...heehee...plus water chestnut drink....satisfying!!!

Xiao Qun & Xiao Shan (小群和小珊)

2008-01-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

~27th January 2008, Sunday

Hmn...this is gonna be my very1st entry in the year 2008...hee...

Hmn..today the sermon during the church svc was exactly the same as wat i have prepared for my last cellgroup..however, only 1 of them turned up...thus i didn't manage to go through the stuffs i have prepared.

Hmn..the sermon was based on Psalm 23...A Psalm of David...which was the chapter whereby almost everybody can memorise...it goes like this:

"The Lord takes care of me as his sheep; I will not be without any good thing.

He makes a resting-place for me in the green fields: he is my guide by the quiet waters.

He gives new life to my soul: he is my guide in the ways of righteousness because of his name.

Yes, though I go through the valley of deep shade, I will have no fear of evil; for you are with me, your rod and your support are my comfort.

You make ready a table for me in front of my haters: you put oil on my head; my cup is overflowing.

Truly, blessing and mercy will be with me all the days of my life; and I will have a place in the house of the Lord all my days." ~ Psalm 23

After the svc, went Bukit Merah with Mama & Aunty Feng Ying...hahha..to buy goodies for the coming CNY......oh dear...suddenly it began to rain cats & dogs...lucky by the time we reached the bus stop @ our place, the rain stopped..Thank God...

Back home and went to Popular to get some stationery for office...and I saw this cute little Pooh bear..and showed it to mama...guess wat...she finds it very cute too...so we decided to buy 2...of the same...(even though they are the same..but somehow..their design, cutting not really the same..mine, the face look abit bigger...haha...)

To differentiate which is mama's, she stiched the cloth of the Pooh bear once she reached home...as for mine, i sewed a name "SHAN" on its cloth...heehee...and i named it as "Xiao Shan" (小珊) and i named my mama's pooh as "Xiao Qun" (小群)...

Hahaa....obviously, the both of us are very obsessed with 小珊 and 小群, cos we took many photos of them....posing in different poses....hahhaa....very cute...

Well, honest speakin...i think it's a good that my mama and I are having the same mentality...as we can be living in the same "frequency"..hahhaa.....it's a good relationship between mother and daughter....at least i feel close to my mama in this aspect...hahah.....

Thank God for giving me such a wonderful family...especially this wonderful and fun mama of mine....

Wat a Day! "_^

2007-09-03T17:18:00.000+08:00

3rd September 2007, Monday

Oh...duno wat happen..today my head is very painful...hmn...headache? erm..duno wor...haiz...getting tired of this current job...very the sianz...hmn..not the work..but it's the environment...Arrrhh.....hard to describe lah...anyway...juz dun really hopes to stay on..but things not going on my way leh...wat to do? juz hav to wait for the time being...

Haha...Mama sms mi...tellin me that Kor dun wanna go out to eat so asking me wat do i wan to eat for my advance birthday meal, then she will go buy and she will also be getting a cake for mi hence asked mi to be home early..hahaha...but duno for wat reason..i dun hav the mood @ all..so wat 's the big deal of bday? It's juz another day!!! Honest speaking...too many things going in my mind...that i can't really sort out...hmn...anyway i replied her not to buy anything..cos i dun hav the mood..and guess wat..she called the very next moment...asking wat happen to me? Then she told me Kor juz remember that my bday is coming and the meal is actually to celebrate my bday...and he will be coming to fetch us at 7pm for dinner...but i told her dun hav to go out eat..i dun feel like going at all...

Please..juz leave me alone........ I need to sort out my thoughts!!!

''Mini Concert'' sponsored by Mr Turtle

2007-09-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

1st September 2007, Saturday

Oh dear me..i woke up late...arh...suppose to meet Mr Turtle today for our "mini concert" at 10.30 am...and it's already 10.50 am...soon my hp will start ringing liao...

Immediately i grabbed my clothes and rushed to the bathroom...but before doing tat..i had a quick browse @ my hp...heehee..lucky wor...he smsed mi in the morning ard 7.30 am to inform me that our meeting time has changed to 11.30 am instead..heehee..lucky me..but i think i need an additional 15 mins more so i replied him tat we meet @ 11.45 am instead..

After bathing, i get changed as fast as possible..then i did my laundry and left home...

He was already waiting at my hse downstair...but lucky he didn't wait too long..cos he's also abit late..hahhaa....and then we decided to go to Suntec and not Vivo City..we walked to Raffles City and then through the Citylink...while walking to our destination..we had some catching up...hehhe...

There's not much crowd in Citylink and Suntec..guess it's becoz it's still early...finally we reached the KBox in Suntec...there's no small rooms available..hence we were given a 10 ppl room...hmn..not too bad..more space..hahha...for our mini concert...keeke...

Well then..to begin..i chose 2 songs for him to start the 'concert'...i also chosen 2 songs after him...in the beginning both of us was juz doin our 'warm-up' then in the midst of the session...we started to 'make things difficult' for each other...he chosen a few songs that required me to sing very high or drag very long...but i didn't loose..i also chosen some songs that required him to do the same..hahha..very fun..then he sang until he sneezed...cos the room was cold..and he never bring any jacket along..lucky i did..hehehe...so he was like singing halfway then sneezed..hahah..quite funny...

We sang for almost 5 hours...hehehe...towards the ending..we sang some duet songs...then we started to any how choose songs to sing..and end up singing "anyhow" too...hahaha...after which..we left..and wow...there was so many ppl..so crowded...

Since i left home early today and had to go and accompany mama who's workin..we left after our "mini concert"...He walked me home before he took a bus home to sleep...haha...really thanks him..so sweet of him to sponsor and accompany me for this "mini concert" as my birthday gift...

Aunty was home when i got home...she even cooked dinner liao..so i had dinner with her..then i went online to check my emails...and guess wat?? He's already back home...so fast...hahaha...we chat awhile thru msn..but he offline after that ..guess muz hav went to sleep liao...

I checked my emails while watching tv...and then left home ard 8.30 pm to go Mama's office...lucky i made it on time...else i will have to wait outside for Mama to go home...keekee..

Very soon..Mama also finished her work..so we reached home very early...before 10 pm..hahaha..tomolo have to go church and i hav security duty..hmn...2 of my dear are goin overseas tomolo...so will not be in church...hmn...oh..so happy..will get to see my little god mei mei tomolo..so long nvr see her liao..cant wait to see her...heehee...

Yuppe!!! Finally bought 《神雕侠侶》OST !!!

2007-05-19T00:07:00.000+08:00

~ 18th May 2007, Friday

Went Funan right after my paper...

Yeah!! Finally bought the Original Soundtrack of the "Condor Hero" (《神雕侠侶》 starring 黄晓明 & 刘亦菲). This version of "Condor Hero" very nice..very touching...nice sceneries..nice plot..nice graphic actions...and the cast 黄晓明 (Huang Xiao Ming) & 刘亦菲 (Liu Yifei) really played the role of 杨过 (Yang Guo) & 小龙女 (Xiao Long Nü) very well...this version emphasis more on the relationship between Yang Guo and Xiao Long Nü...very romantic, very touchin love story of theirs... Yang Guo very faithful and loves Xiao Long Nü very much, and vice versa...Xiao Long Nü never leave the Tomb before..didn't know how evil the outside world is...very naive..very pure..innocent and 刘亦菲 (Liu Yifei) really able to play the role well...I like the scenes when both 黄晓明 (Huang Xiao Ming) and her expressed their loves for one another..their care and concern for one another...really win most of my tears....heee...I love this version very much..nice music and songs too..especially the main theme "天下无双" sing by 张靓颖. Splendid combination together with the whole drama....BRAVO!!! ; )

Heehee...ok...guess i overshot too much on that show..hee...anyway..i will have a good rest today..and will continue with my revision tomolo...がんばってゆさんさん!!!

Well..well...had sushi tonight for dinner...hehee...let me see...been having sushi thrice this week..heee...but i still love it...maybe i should go and find a japanese guy...hahaha....

*Yawn* Seems tired liao...right now..it's raining again...wow...there's lightning and thunder leh.. arrh....nice weather to sleep...heehee....

Phew! 1st Law Paper over liao...

2007-05-18T23:42:00.001+08:00

~ 18th May 2007, Friday

Hmn..it's raining early in the mornin..well..well...i was wonderin how cum it alwaz rain when i am havin my exam on tat day...heee...coincidental??? However, so glad tat it rained..cos it indeed allow me to have a very good sleep..keeke...Oh..i will be goin to the exam "battlefield" once again..this time round..it's my 1st law paper...abit worried...so glad to receive an sms from Aunty Sharon...and then followed by an sms from Aunty Mary...really touched by their sms..they really encourage me..give me the confidence tat i really need...indeed their encouragement increases my confidence...Thanks Aunty Mary and Aunty Sharon...both ur thoughts are appreciated...

So embarrassed...i went into the examination hall without checkin my seat no. (well...not becos i forgot, it's becos i didn't notice that there's a small amount of ppl takin tis paper..hence the list was very short and pasted outside the yellow door...) no choice, but to went out the hall to check my seat no..so it's seat no.28..wow...never expected to sit so front...3 seats from the front...i hate sittin infront, especialy during exam..cos the invilgilator walkin around can really distract me...well, i know it's not that fault, but it's jus tat i dun like ppl to move around me when i m takin exams...anyway...once the paper started..i prayed and read thru the qns papers...and to my surprise, abt 2-3 qns on Agency..heehee...lucky i did some essays on the agency for Aunty Mary to mark...so i definitely will choose the qns..after readin all the qns, i choose to start with the qns tat i m more familiar with..but who knows...i spent too much time on that qns..in the end i only left 1hr 05mins to do the last 3 qns...oh..dear...God...pls allow me to answer all the qns... ; }
"Last 5 mins" exclaimed the invigilator...oh dear...left 5 mins...wat could i do? Hmn..wat i have written..it's all written in the answer sheet...wat could i possibly do in juz 5 mins....haiz...i tink i really have problem in my time management...must change!!! Finally, it's over!! *Phew!* Wat a relief! however..while on my way back home...i suddenly felt i could do better..i was worried...i really worried wat i have answered, am i right or not? Through the whole journey from Expo back to City Hall...many thoughts went thru' my mind..suddenl i have the urge to do more essays for my last 2 papers...at least that's wat i can do after all...do my very best till the last paper....

Called Aunty Sharon as told by her in her earlier sms...well..told her how i did for my paper..and also spoken to Aunty Mary...she encouraged me..not to worry..dun look back..take a good rest and start afresh tomolo...wow...so relief to hear that...Thanks so much for both of them..alwaz encourage me after my paper...hee...

Yeah!! 2007 Superstar Male Winner is Darren!!

2007-01-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

~ 18th Jan 2007 (Tuesday)

Yuppee!!! Juz finish watching the 2007 Superstar final female & male winner result..
And guess wat?!?...... Diya is the Female winner...Darren is the Male winner...YUPPEE!! He's so cute, good-looking, cool..and best of all..he sings so well...his marks always very high..(honest speaking..i didn't watch any episode of this year superstar contest at all..nvr hear any of them singing b4...yet..juz now..i was watching the 8-9 p.m. superstar male contest..oh my god..I was so called 'attracted' to Darren's singing..his performance on stage and especially the part where he sang the "I Believe" [chinese version by Sing 石欣卉]..that was so nice &amp;amp; touching..... ; ) I love the jap version of this song...& also the chinese version [when i realised 石欣卉 is the one singing the chinese ver..i m so happy..] and now there's a guy singing the chinese version of this song...it is even nicer...cos Darren managed to sing it in such a way that it captivate my heart...

Oh...right now i m looking forward to the Final Contest between Diya & Darren on 4th Feb 2007...Heehee...i m pinning my hope on Darren...I know he will be year 2007 Superstar Winner!!! Go Darren.......

This year the contestants are definitely much more competitive than the previous year...hehe...Definitely I will support Darren.....heehee..... ; )

Can we really TRUST ppl surounding us???

2006-09-30T20:56:00.000+08:00

~ 30th Sept 2006 Saturday

Hmn...received a call from uncle...realised something...
Can we really trust people surrounding us?even the close ones?
I beginning to wonder can we really trust people?

Well...can say that many people seems to be concern about you..ur studies..ur work...etc..but deep down in their mind...can u really know wat's their real motive? well..motive seems to be a harsh word to use..but at this moment..i really cant think of any words to use...

Honestly, i treat ppl with 100% or maybe 98~99% of sincerity..and trust..but wat if ppl betray ur trust...and talk behind u...then wat would u do? Becos of my religion..love ppl & love ur enemy...dun hav ill thoughts on others..dun expect ppl to treat u back in return...I treat ppl well...can say not much motive or even frank to them..yet some juz betray my trust...discuss wat i told them with others...not once..but quite some times...

This kind of feeling really not very good...the feelin of betray really hurts my heart...i dun expect ppl to return any favour to mi...wat i do for them were only wat i feel like to do for ppl...

Let's not mention that..wat really hurts mi was wat i confided in others...they like "helpin" mi to advertise...haha!!!

So 'kind' of them...but i tot that suppose to be between tat person & I...but...Arhh....my mama told mi to forgive those who has badmouth or talk bad about u...love them...dun bear any grudge...I know..I know...but it's always easy to say hard to do.....but i definitely will try!

But at this moment, I really duno who I can trust? my mama definitely is the most trustful person to me...as for the rest...I duno...I think i am goin to loose trust in ppl...i think i will hav to try dun be too good to others...trust only myself...mind my own business...dun bother much about others....ha ha...

Feel much better after 'venting' my angony here...heehee...

Multi-tasking!!

2006-04-29T21:44:00.001+08:00

~ 28th Apr 2006 Friday

*Yawn*...hehehe...i woke up quite afresh...not as sad as i was yesterday...hmn...as usual..the daily routine...not to mention here again....hmn....then i did my law revision...

Hmn...been so long..since little gorilla called..hmn...not used to it...cos she used to call almost everyday...hehe..this little girl was really very cute...or rather..unique..haha...funny...tat's why i dote on her alot...well...cos maybe i hav no little sister...hahaa....but this week i nvr received her call at all...hmn...abit strange...maybe she's busy dooing her homework...else she's chatting with her friends...hahaa

After checking her schedule...i called her during her free time....asked why she nvr call these few days? Guess wat's her answer? hahahaa..she forgot...& till last nite then realised she nvr call mi for quite some time hahha....so cute...& forgetful...she's doing her homework...well as usual...multi-tasking...beside talking 'rubbish', i also helped her to solve some of her maths problem...we chatted for almost an hour....then ended our conversation....i then continued on my revision...quite happy...after chatting with her...

Hmn...duno how come...even though my 1st paper is just a wk ard the corner...yet i dun feel tat stress...maybe..i hav my confidence back....heehee...or maybe that was a good sign?!? Who knows???.....

After having dinner...i went back to my revision..there's many programmes i wanna to watch...on channel U...my fav drama @ 7pm....then fav variety show @ 8pm..then the last episode of ch 8 9pm drama..haha...tonite the real mastermind will be revealed...heeheee....

Then...little gorilla called ard 8pm...then we chatted while i doing my essay...she's also busy..surfing net...hahhaha...hmn...in the end i didn't paid much attention to the 8pm variety show..lucky there's repeat telecast on sunday nite..hehee....we chatted for also almost an hour plus...then ended our conversation.....

Then i concentrated watching the final episode of the drama...oh....so in the end 'Carol' was the mastermind..but too bad..she was killed by 'Sean'...due to $$ conflict...hmn....so poor thing...wat she did was to help her husband, 'Musheng' to settle his dad's debt...but never expected...'Rachel' was also involved in it..yet she can still be so calm...if i were her...i will definitely go 'bersek'...my best fren was killed...hmn...haha...i sms 'Carol'...tat the ending was really very unexpected...cos it involved far too many innocent ppl...hmn....she then replied "ha ha ha"....hmn..that's her... : )

Then i did my revision...& then after finishing bathin..i online to update my blog....then WJ asked mi for a chat....so after i finished my stuff...i offline & called him...ard 3am...hahhaa....then tot of chattin for 30mins..then he will go slp...but in the end..we chatted 'rubbish' till 5am....hahaha...
but i was doin my essay at the same time....hehehe...multi-tasking...

In the end...my daily routine went on....i was really very happy...cos had a grt chat with little gorilla......& everything went on smooth for mi...i mean my revision lah...

Last Day of School....

2006-04-28T11:52:00.000+08:00

~ 27th Apr 2006 Thursday

Hmn...today was a sad day...hehehe....last day of the intensve wk...time passed really fast...this was the 6th intentsive wk already...

Erm...i woke up very early @ 7.30am...cos i wanna to be early than Alia (my POA class fren)...cos for the past whole yr..she's always the one to reach early & reserve seat for mi...so i will like to be the one to reach early today....well...everything seems right..but who knows...i fall asleep on the sofa while waiting for the time to bath...by the time i woke up...it's already 10.30am...oh no!! I immediately sms her to inform her i will be late...without delay...i bath, changed & get dress....took a cab to school....hahah....lucky i was only 20 mins late ..heehee....

Today lesson..i had done almost all the qns..so i m quite confident..however..a month ago, i did a qns, but cant seems to get the closing stock..so later after class...i m going to ask Alan (the lecturer)....

Then i saw Dorothy at a corner....hmn...so i sms her..askig if we can still be frenz? But no reply from her.....& she left minutes before the lesson end...[hmn..i was wonderin if she's trying to avoid mi? am i tat scary? Well..i was quite disappointed..& sad...cos i really wanted to befriend with her...dun ask mi for reason...it's jus the feeling....but i didn't expect things to turn out this way....she ignored my sms...not replying mi....well...tat's also why i am sad..8(...]

Very fast...the lesson ended...so while there was a long queue of ppl waiting to ask Alan some qns...so i took the time to take a pic with Alia...cos i only had a pic of her alone...so must take one to remember we were once frenz...heheeee....

Then we parted & wish one another good luck...then i joined the queue...& finally i knew how to solve the problem...yuppe....i was so happy...

Went to my next class...on the 7th level...i sat down...preparing myself for the next lesson..macroeconomics...hmn..while i was eatin my bread...Cristina arrived...wow...i never expect her to turn up today..she wasn't here for the past 2 wks...so i tot she's not coming this wk....but i was happy to see her...heehee...she had the new pink motorola hp with her, as her bday gift from her hubby...hehehe..tat was her ideal phone...she always mention how much she luv to have tat phone...so after i finished my bread...she took a pic of mi with her new hp..& saved as caller ID....hehe...as usual, i took a pic with her using my hp...hehee..yup...will email her the photo...

Then we chatted...cos so long never see...& soon lesson start...& Jan was here...today lesson was actually quite relaxing...so without realising...it ended...then I took a pic together with Jan...& using my camera to take a photo of the 3 of us...hehee.....cool...i am really glad to have known them...else my lesson in macroecon will be quite boring...

We left the school together...i accompanied the both of them to wait for their bus...while chatting....hmn...else we will only see one another during the exam day itself...if not...duno when will we ever meet....so sad..hahaha.....

After they left.....i took MRT home...went popular to look for the Chine drama series..."男才女貌" (Romance In The City) starring by 林心如(Ruby Lin) & 陆毅(Lu Yi)...i find it very nice...hahaha..of cos lah...the main characters themselves are one of the reason...then the plot....the whole concept...i seldom like China drama series that much..this is the 1st time...my mama was also very surprise...she tot i was only interested in Korean, Japanese, English & Taiwan drama series...

Hmn...in the end i didn't manage to find tat drama..instead i bought another korean drama series "Super Rookie" [신입사원 (Sin-ib-sa-won)]& beside that..i bought 3 Gospel album...i finally found the song i am looking for since tat G12 conference...cool...happy happy...heheh...2 of them came with a free notebook..cool...i can give one to little gorilla...hehehe....in the end i spent almost $80 plus on just one payment...hahhaah....

Back home...then after doing all the necessary housework...i then settled down...well..i m still sad over the 'lost' of my new friend...hmn...actually i wanted to befriend with her since the startin of tis yr...jus tat no chance...i dun know why..maybe...we used to be great pals in the past...haha...so i was really very happy weeks ago when i got to know her..haiz...dun think about it liao...there won't be any chance we can meet again...except during exam day...else..i wont be able to see her in the future...haiz.....sad...sad...

All i know was...i fall asleep after finish watching the korean drama "大长今"....hmn...today episode very nice...that '韩尚宫' and '长今' reunion...hehehe...very touching....

Hmn...by the time i woke up..it's already 12am...in the morning..haha...oh...WJ called mi...hmn...i returned call..but he's asleep liao..so in the end...i went to do my revision....then ard 4.30am...i used the spyware to remove the virus in my laptop...hmn..took such a long time....till 5.30am...in the end my mama woke up liao...I then went to sleep...hahaha...wat a day....

Last lesson with Ronnie & a late night...

2006-04-28T11:07:00.000+08:00

~ 26th Apr 2006 Wednesday

Tonight was the last evening...i am attending my company law class...hmn...well..i reached school quite early...then i did some reading on the lesson for today...erm...

Awhile later...Ronnie came, hmn...he's early...& Bernice was not here yet...hmn...she's late...without wasting much time...Ronnie began the lesson...so i was again busy copying...then finally Bernice was here...hehee....else i will be sitting alone ..she's the only one i knew in the class...hahaa....pathetic hor...actually there was Eileen...but then she changed module...haiz...

Well...once again...for this class..all the time was busy copying...haha....muz paid attention...else will miss out wat he said...& he cant repeat wat he said...cos he just said out wat came to his mind...(hmn...quite good...isn't he?)...however...this lesson might not be the last lesson...cos Bernice asked wat abt the 'termination' topic...so he asked her to call his secretary to arrange a day with the school for the last topic...hmnn...preferably on a saturday...

Soon the lesson ended....while waiting for the lift...i took a pic together with Bernice using my hp...hehehe....i wanna take photos with all my frenz i know during this yr....

We walked to the station together...& parted @ the junction...

Finally home...heheh...cos i dun wanna miss the 9pm channel 8 drama...hahaha....so mysterious...wonder who's the real mastermind...hmn.....hehee....

Duno wat happen to my laptop...maybe there's spyware...hmn..so i kept on being disconnected whenever i signed in my msn messenger....hmn...so sian...so in the end i was so tired of signing in msn....so in the end...i chatted on the phone with WJ while studying...anyway...he had nothing to do beside watchin football match....

Without realising...we chatted till 5am...then after tat...we ended our conversation...then i continued to do my revision.....& slept after mama woke up..hehhee....this had been going on ever since i m studying late at night....i will always sleep after mama woke up...then i will wake up ard 7.30am...then went back to sleep after mama left for work...& will wake up ard 10~11am..then i will do housework..ironing...then finally till noon...do my revision...hehehe....wat a fulfilling day....hmn...thinking back...i think it had been 2 wks since i sleep on my bed...all these while, i either sleep on the floor...or on with my head lying on the table...else on the sofa...hahaha...that's my 2nd 'bed'....hahhaha.......

Last wk of Intensive Revision!!

2006-04-25T01:55:00.001+08:00

~ 24th Apr 2006 Monday

In the morning, when mama woke up…she saw mi lying on the floor..so asked mi to go back to my room to sleep…but I slept on the sofa instead..hahha…very nice to sleep in the living room…duno why? But very cooling……I didn’t sleep on my bed for the past 1 wk or more liao..haha..most of the time..i not sleep lying on the floor, if not with my head lying on the table…else…on the sofa….heeheee….

I was woke up by mama ard 7.30…then she went to work ard 8 plus…then aunt also went out for her lecture…so left mi alone…hmn..i didn’t idle or went back to sleep…instead…I put the clothes out, since the sun was so strong…then I swept & mopped the floor…then I had my breakfast…& then I did some reading on my notes…then I took in the clothes…& did ironing…& then I went to bath…washed clothes..hang them onto the bamboo…& put outside again….

Then after finishing all the housework, I returned to my table…hmn…typed out my diary entries for these past few days…then online to post onto my blog as where it’s now….heehee…I sent a sms to my new friend..well..i guess she’s not keen to be my friend….nvm then…even though I m quite disappointed…but…she never reply…I guess I will have to giv up this new fren….

Guess by tonight…I will be able to settle down my feelin & heart to continue with my revision…as exam dates are approaching….God Bless…..heeheee….. hmn…tonight I will do my accounting qns…as for wat time will I sleep?? Hmn…that’s a tough qns…anyway..there’s no class tomolo…so it doesn’t matter wat time I sleep…..& this is the last intensive week…hmn…Oh no....exam dates nearer & nearer...

Missed My Sunday Service & Also a Very Moody Day 8-|

2006-04-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

~ 23rd Apr 2006 Sunday

Hmn...today was really a very moody day for mi..I managed to grab some hours to sleep…& woke up early in the morning to get ready to go church service….however, my cell leader wanted us to meet her @ 10am for cell group meeting….

Haiz….for the past few days…really a very tough time for mi..I didn’t hav much mood in my revision…wasted quite some times…I was very worried abt my mama….I somehow sensed that something was not right for her..she seems like another person to mi…she’s not as devoted to Lord as compared to the past…I guess must be the stress from work…she’s been working late for the past few days…late..I mean from morning 8 till late night 10…14 hours….seeing her so tired…my heart really hurts….

Her eyeballs were so red…every time she came back home…after bathin..she will massage her leg with the machine…& in the end she will sleep during the process….she’s so tired…thus, I cant chat much with her…then she will go sleep….& woke up early in the morning to prepare herself for work….

Honest speaking…these few days..i have been sending her sms…to encourage her….to tell her how important she’s to mi…tell her I love her….etc...There was not a moment I dun worried abt her…even in school…I will also sms her…jokes..pics….etc…

And tis morning, she told mi tat she’s not going to church after opening the office… (usually after she opened the office…she will come to church, then after service end, she then went back to work), but today she’s not going….actually she told mi a few days ago tat she didn’t want to go….well..tat’s really make mi worry…wat actually happen to her? Why she dun confide to mi? I know she dun wanna mi to worry as my exams is approaching, but tat didn’t do much help….instead..i am more worried…I cant concentrate on my revision..i kept on thinking ways to make her happy, reduce her stress….send her bible verses…

So, I made up my mind…I decided to hav a talk with my mama’s director, Hiong (the daughter of the boss, who juz take over the biz, & she’s from the same church as mi)….

Upon reaching church, after my cell leader arrived, we had a mini cell group meeting..only the 3 of us..my cell leader, my aunt & I….wat aunt fengying (my cell leader) went thru with us do make some sense…I guess…one of the reason why mama didn’t wanna come church…becos of aunt feng ying…she seems to has some misunderstanding with aunt fengying…(well, tat’s wat my basic instinct tells mi)

A short prayer ender the meeting..then we were chattin…& I spotted Hiong…so I approached her…& asked if we can hav a talk…so standing in the middle of the hall, I told her abt the amount of works my mama had to do, esp after my aunt left the company….my aunt’s task seems to be divide among all the staffs…& of coz..my mama suffered the most..cos she’s the most senior…so she knows more…wat a good excuse…cant they hired another staff? Since they hav preparation of my aunt going to leave the company, they should hav in mind the amount of workload will increase within the staffs…so they should start recruiting new staffs…& not adding on to the other staffs….each of them hav their own task…if add on more work…they will hav to work longer…but there’s no OT for my mama…she’s been in the company for over 20 yrs…yet they only increased a very minor amt of bonus…tat amt not enough for her eye treatment….worse of all, recently her eyes had been giving her man problems…she’s seeing eye specialist…but she had to look @ the computer screen thru’ out her day @ work…which worsen her eyes…she complained pain…& her eyeballs…so red….& the other 2 manager & manageress…seems to be takin salaries for nothing…only know how to command ppl to do things…yet they dun do themselves…they even asked my mama go help out I the paper works if she’s free…wat???? That’s not her job…anyway..there’s so many others staffs…why my mama?? Cant they see her eyes so swollen & red…still want her to look at those documents…& the 2 of them always dun do late duties on sat & sun…cos they wanna spent their wkends with their families…hey!! Wat abt my mama?? She dun hav to spend times wif her family arh?? They always choose those days where there’s no so much task…& push my mama to work on those busy days…hey…she needs rest too…she’s not a robot leh…& worse of all…Hiong told mi she didn’t know my mama’s eyes hurt..& didn’t know she was asked to do paperwork..so she told mi tat she will hav a good chat with my mama on Monday…well…I told her frankly tat my mama didn’t complain to mi..juz tat when she’s home…she will grumble abit…but from wat I heard & I hav been to accompany her a few nights…It really hurts mi to see her work till so tired & unhappy….i dun mean to interfere Hiong’s company strategies…or whatever…but as a daughter of my mama…I think I can make some comments…..especially if she put herself in my shoes…she will know the pain…

Hmmn…finally ended the talk wif Hiong…I left to wait for little gorilla @ the same meetin place…but as time went by…I still didn’t see her….i was very disappointed…esp I m feelin so moody today..i m lookin forward to see her..cos once I see her I wont feel so moody & I need a hug of comfort from her….I called her dad…to ask if she’s here today…& he told mi she’s wif her god-sis…so I told him I will wait for alittle while…but as the main entrance gate closed…I knew I wont get to meet her today…& I also didn’t went in for the service….I sms aunt tat the gate closed..so I going to look for mama….actually, I already had in mind of not attending this wk service….cos my feelin was not right…cant be devoted at all……

B-( Very disappointedly, I headed to the MRT station…Mary called mi from my back…had a short conversation with her while walking….the encouragement she gave mi for my coming exams..indeed helps in one way or another….haa….before parting...she gave mi her name card...if i had any problem...can approach her.. :)

Upon reaching the station, we parted…listening to my mp3 songs…I m still very moody…decided to give mama a surprise by dropping by her office…I on the mp3 player very loud….I m totally emerged into the songs….

Mama was surprised to see mi appearin infront of her…then we had lunch together…erm..Thai rice wif chicken & some vegs…well..quite nice & tasty..but abit spicy for mi….i then stayed there…using the paint programme in the computer..i drew some snoopies & used them as the wallpaper on mama’s pc..& ard 3 plus..i went home….

I chose to walk slowly home…hmn..Kind of relax…then I went to some bookshops to browse thru some books…& then I went home…swept & mopped the floor, ironed clothes….then bath…& finally sat infront of my books…wanna start study…but in the end…I was so tired…I fell asleep….

By the time I woke up….it’s already 6 plus….so after washin my face..i called little gorilla….she then told mi that she waited for abt 5 mins….but didn’t see mi..so she left…haiz…I told her she should wait for alittle while longer…I really wanted to see her…I told her how moody I was & lookin forward to meet her…but didn’t get to see her….she apologized….but I was relieved cos I thought she’s wif her god-sis & had forgotten she’s meetin mi…but glad to hear tat he did wait for mi….

Then there’s 2nd call thru her line…so we ended our conversation….& I packed my feeling…getting ready to study…did feel abit better..however..i m still worried abt mama….then aunt came home…we had a short conversation..then I had some cookies…since I had late lunch…& watched the Taiwan variety show..hahah…funny enough to make mi feel better….

Then I received Melinda’s sms…she still haven’t received my reply letter which I posted last Tuesday…hmn..strange…where did the letter go? I didn’t write the wrong address…I even used a very nice letter pad & envelope to reply her…hmn..too bad…to console her…I agreed to reply another one…haha..this time round I didn’t used the previous letter pad..instead I used yellow letter pad to reply her…lucky I still roughly remember wat I wrote…hee…done with the writing…I sealed it up in an envelope…& wrote her address big & clearly in marker…hahhaha….scared postman cant see.....

Hmn…wat a day….feeling really moody & down….watched tv…till mama’s back home…her face finally showed a little smile…for how long I didn’t see her smile….

She bought 3 marsh potatoes for us….then each of us ate one…after she’s done with her bathing…as usual..she massaged her feet till she slept….she slept so soundly…so even after the machine stopped…I didn’t wake her up….but my aunt woke her up…urged her to go back room sleep….

Then both of them turned in…left mi alone…it’s so warm…so I took another bath…then returned to get ready to study…but I guess…I was really too tired…in the end I slept on the floor….& I still remember mama woke mi up when she’s awake….well..i will continue on the next day entry…

A Busy & Tired Day...Yet a HUG was all I need !!

2006-04-17T12:05:00.000+08:00

~ 16th Apr 2006 Sunday

Oh….only managed to sleep for abt 1 hour…& I have to wake up & get ready to go church…today we had to be reached church by 10am…cos aunt Feng ying (my cell gp leader) wanna hav cellgp meeting….anyway I hav to go early today no matter wat…cos tis wk it’s my turn to do security duty…hahhha…..

After bathing, & dressing up…we set off…but aunt left beforehand..as she’s still angry abt yesterday…well..i should be the one to be angry…how come the one who scold ppl angry? My eyes was less swollen as compared to yesterday…but was alittle red..hmn…all her fault…made mi cried….
Upon reaching church…we saw aunt already sitting @ one corner of the cafeteria…so we went over…since tat day..till now..i m nvr talk to her…well…the pain in my heart was so deep….as usual aunt feng ying was late….today hui was not coming as she’s going to 扫墓….then duno how come I kept on going to the ladies…seems like stomache…I didn’t hav any breakfast..only drank a little cup of milk….as I had sent sms to aunt feng ying..so she knew wat’s going on between aunt & I…so she told us abt forget & forgiven….but i dun seems to agree with her…I wore my black brazier, getting ready to report to my leader…

After reporting to him, I wore my walkie-talkie earpiece…then after a short prayer..i went back to my cellgp…then aunt feng ying asked mi to say a prayer..even if I dun wanna say out…but at least say in tongue-language….but I really dun want…& I said “I Don’t Want!”…She can't do anything to mi..so in the end she end the meeting wif a short prayer….

Hmn….today I am doing duty…so duno if I will be able to meet little gorilla or not….then suddenly, I saw Pastor HT walking passed with some others…so I went up to her..& asked her to pass the little Disney badge from 7-eleven to little gorilla….

As the time was still early for my duty, I sat down there….& used a few drops of Eye Moe….the 1st service ended..& the gate not yet opened..so I went to get ready wait @ the meetin place for little gorilla…. & happened to see Mary….she walked towards mi & asked how’s my preparation for my law exams? & she told mi to focus on the principles…& not to worry…& she gave mi a hug…(actually…at tat moment, I really need a hug, thanks GOD for her!)..then we chatted awhile…& little gorilla appeared infront of us….then we bided goodbye to her..I asked little gorilla to giv mi a hug, ahhaha..she abit reluctant but stil gave mi a hug.. (duno lah…I really need a hug today) & I accompany little gorilla to the cafeteria…she’s hungry..but she duno wat she wanna buy..so in the end, we left the cafeteria…then I told her I was late last month for my duty & was being asked where was i? hahha…upon hearing tat…she urged mi to hurry go in..dun hav to accompany her, she can go register herself…but I said nvm…& I asked her to take photo together in my duty uniform…hehee..& she agreed…so we stood @ one corner & took a photo together using my hp…hehee…very nice…I love this photo very much….(but someone told mi..can see tat my eyes were red, hmn….)

Then I accompanied her to the registration counter..then wrote her name on the sticker for her…then I went in to the kidz area wif her…..then before I left for my duty position…I asked her to give mi another good hug…so she did…heehhee….she duno how much I need tat hug….a hug of comfort…a hug of care & concern….thanks little gorilla….she really made my day!! %-)

By the time I got to my position…many ppl started to enter already…so I juz kept a lookout lor…then Pastor KM came by & shaked hand wif mi…then he asked today I am on duty huh….i replied “yes”…then he said “Then today I will feel very secure & safe lor”….hahaha…really nice to hear him say tat….then awhile later, I saw Pastor HT…I then told her I saw little gorilla already…& she said the Disney badge very cute & nice…and told mi dun spoilt little gorilla…(cos I treat her very good mah)…I told her not to worried…I won’t…becos I find tat she’s good tat’s why I dote on her so much….And she told mi regarding tat little booklet I drew during encountering wkend…she said it was a really good idea & sample to spread the words of god…so she said..she will show mi a sample…& hope I will be able to do the drawings & then she can make copies of them to use…..hahhaa…she really thinks too highly of mi…she was the one to volunteer mi to be a security..& now she wants mi to draw the booklet…actually I felt very honour & happy….tat someone appreciates my efforts….

As more & more ppl came in…I spotted 2 characters standing @ the side of the seats..not joining the rest to find seats…so I approached them..& asked them why are they standing there? Then they dun understand chinese…so I spoke to them in english….& told them the english service was over…now is the chinese service…then they told mi tat there’s no language barriers in worship…yup…they were right…so I invited them to join the others….

As I left…I didn’t spot any suspicious…but when I turned back, I saw the both of them hesitated for awhile & looked @ mi…then when I walked towards them..they then joined in to the crowd to find seats…I then realized there must be something wrong with the 2 of them…so I immediately report wat happen to my leader….& I was asked to find out where they were seating…..so I immediately walked into the service area….& started lookin for the 2 of them..but instead I saw another suspicious character @ the back row…so thru the walkie-talkie..i announced his actual row..column..& seat no. A while later, my leader came…& we were standing behind tat guy…..but since he’s not either one of the 2, I m looking for…so I left my leader to continue searching for them…I even described their features & heights to other securities…so they can help to look out for them….i walked thru the whole hall….every rows & columns…but yet to find them…..

They seems to hav disappeared…hmn…cos I m the only one who saw them…so only I recognized them..but actually I only paid much attention to one of them..cos he looked abit cheeky..so I hav a deep impression of him….

During the offering, we were asked to stay more alert…especially when the 2 of them still missing in action…after the offering, everyone settled down to listen to the sermons….i also sat down…but a while later..i cant give up…I wanna find the 2 of them…so I went to the back of the hall….to check in the ladies…as for the gents, I asked the security officer guarding @ the door to check…& there was no one suspicious….not to mention the 2 of them…

I described the 2 of them to the security officer & asked did he see them leave thru this door…he answered no..he only saw my leader escorted one guy out of the church (the guy who I reported earlier on…he changed seat during the worship…& was staring @ the bags on the seats & those ladies infront, so he was being asked to leave by my leader). Then to my surprise, that security officer told mi tat the one being escorted out & the 2 of them I described was talking to each other before they entered the church….Oh…so the 3 of them knew each other…but how come I only saw 2 at the side….& they were not together??? Hmn….worth to be suspicious…

I couldn’t give up…I continue to search for them..even under the curtain (where the crew kept their instruments cases)….using the flash light from my hp…I looked into the dark area…& no one was there…

Then I went back to the front…& spoke to Leader Angela…about wat I saw & did….then she asked if I checked with the security officers in the front..@ the kidz corner….i then realized…I missed out that area..so both of us hurried went to the front….while the pastor was still preaching on the stage…I think most of the ppl must be wondering how come today…the securities looked so tense….hahha…I bet they duno wat we were looking for…hahaha….

Oh yah..back to the enquiries…both the security officers @ the front didn’t see the 2 guys mentioned…cos once I told the security officer @ the back door abt this matter, he had already announced thru his walkie-talkie to his fellow security officers to keep a lookout for these 2 suspicious guys….

Question is: Then where’s the 2 of them? Not among the rest? Never leave thru the main entrance (cos I m there all the time before the service start) ? Never leave thru the back nor front doors? Not in the gents nor ladies? So where can they be? VANISHED IN THE AIR?!?!? Strange!!!

Very soon…the service came to an end…so after checking the very last bits….I was off duty…went to return the walkie-talkie….then both leaders praised mi for being very alert…(face red liao….shy leh…) then they said..today was a tough day for all of us…& ended with a short prayer….Indeed today was a very tired day for mi…I never rest at all…walked thru the hall for duno how many rounds…see until my eyes hurt…however I kept on thinking tat it’s my responsibility since I m part of the security team, so I never give up looking for them….but unfortunately…can’t find!….BUT…..I m very very curious how they left? Or where are they? Hmn…no one knows…perhaps…only God knows….

Finally off duty..and today dun hav to attend any lesson…cos last week was my last lesson…now waiting to attend SOL 2…heeheee…but that will be months later…maybe after my exams…heee…so today can go straight home…aunt went off with xia fei aunt…duno go where…aunt fengying got to attend lesson…so mama & I went home ourselves….we went to Raffles City..to eat the Korean food ~ Bi-Bim Bap (비빔밥) vegetables mixed with steamed rice (usually contains minute amounts of ground pork, but can be ordered without; AND, oft times contains half-cooked egg....Very nice…It's my favourite korean food this stall jus opened recently…but I prefer the one @ Funan IT Mall foodcourt…

After our delicious lunch, we took MRT to Bugis, cos I wanna buy earrings for little gorilla….hmn..i asked her for a range of colours earlier on..she mentioned: Blue, White, Red, or Black…hmn….actually I saw a pair of blue one…but too small lah…so in the end left only red & beige colour…ok lah…look quite nice…hehhee…I also bought another pair for myself…but not those colour ones…it’s abit ‘rough cut’…

Then we went to shop shop around….after that…we then headed back home….hehhe…so tired….but finally home sweet home….Yuppee!!! B-)

Examinations In Progress!!!

2006-04-14T16:36:00.000+08:00

~ 14th Apr 2006 Friday

Yuppee....today is holiday[****** GOOD FRIDAY ******]...hahaha...but no difference...cos i m staying @ home to do my revision....hehee....some of my frenz asked how come i so long never update my blog...well...becos my final exams are approaching....hmn...so not much time to update my blog...but dear readers who dropped by to read...please bear with it...cos i will update once i finished my exams..... ^_" Sorry for dropping by..yet no new entries....Cya soon........

Day 2 of Encounterin Wkend..& A busy day ahead!!

2006-04-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

~ 9th Apr 2006 Sunday

I remembered I only managed to sleep for roughly 5 hours..then I was waken up by mama…hmn….today going to be a busy day…hmn…morning going to the 2nd day of Encountering Weekend…then during the lunch break I will be going off…to Parkway Parade…to attend my last 2 SOL1 lesson @ TC….hmn…going to be a busy & tired day!! Haha….

Opps!! I remembered I had not finish drawing the booklets…so immediately after I bathed & changed…I settled down to draw..however…only managed to finish one…that’s for mama…as the times went by…all I can do was to bring the blank booklets to the encounterin room to draw….

Mama went to open office, will join us @ the venue later…so I went with aunt…

We arrived quite early…the chairs were not even arranged….but some of the leaders were already there to do some preparation….well…since the time still early…& I haven’t finish drawing my little booklets…so I make use of the time to draw finish…hmn…well I have to draw at least 6-7 booklets…8 pages each…

Drew half-way, I helped to arranged the chairs…& put my bag @ the row next to the pillar…I need to reserve one for the old granny…& one for mama…so I sat down on my seat to draw…then the old granny came..& I asked her to sit down there can or not? She asked mi where’s my mama…I told her that she will be here after she opened the office..hmn…cos the worship going to start soon…so I went to the next room (where there’s the toilets…& chairs for small cellgp gathering) I sat on one of the chair whereby there’s a small moveable board….tat can act as table…so I started drawing down there…while the worship continued at the next room...hmn…quite paiseh actually…becos everybody going toilet will walk by…& they will like peep & see wat am I doing…heehee…& mama also passed by mi…but she seems abit unpleased..becos I m supposed to be here to help with the ministry.yet I am sittin @ the next door to draw these booklets…

Then there’s this aunt…she’s abit slow…suddenly approached mi…asked mi if I drew all these…& yes I answered her…then awhile later…she came back with the little booklet…& asked mi to draw some of th snoopies on hers….then she told mi she duno how to write…so I asked her wat she had learnt in this 2 days…so I helped her to write…after she left…I continued to draw…then awhile later…Mary came in to prepare herself for the next lesson….before doing wat she intended to do..she prayed for Amy…& then after they finished their praying…Amy went back to next door….& Mary sat next to mi to do her preparation…while I continued to draw…hmn…hands so tired…hahah…rushing for time…have to finish before lunch break…

Then finally finished drawing the one for Mary…so once I am done…I immediately gave it to her…& so glad that she liked it….Then I continued to draw the rest…hmn…left about 3 more booklets to go…must hurry…Awhile later..she’s done with her preparation..& left the room….

Then mama suddenly came in & asked mi to go out to help in ministry…hmn…I can sense that she already not pleased…so I immediately packed my stuffs & then went in to help out…

After ministry, it’s tea break time…so I faster went back to the next room to make used of the time to finish my last drawings…..

Yupeee….finally done…I am going to gave Amy, Pauline, Veron, Theresa, Jessica, Sook Kuan & Fengying aunt…hmn…actually wanted to draw one for Pastor HT…but I m worried that she will find it too childish…hahhaa…so I didn’t prepare hers….

I went back to the room…& sat back @ my seat…Amy was sitting juz on my right side…& mama on my left side…while the old granny was on mama left side…I then passed the booklet to Amy..hmn…actually I had attended all the lessons for quite many times…so I didn’t pay much attention to wat the speaker was saying…halfway thru…mama left for work…in the end left the old granny sittin down there…Amy then told mi that she envied my relationship with my mama….she told mi she dun have a chance to have this kind of relationship with her mother, as she’s in Malaysia…I then told her..she not yet seen us quarrel …she was surprised that we do quarrel..hahhaa….yes indeed we do…but she continued saying that at least I still can quarrel…unlike her…too far to quarrel …I then told her…call her to quarrel lor..hahha…mi full of bad idea..heeehee…..then I told her tat afterwards I wanna took a photo wif her….she tot took her only…then I said no lah….both ofus…together….then while Dorothy aunt continued talking on the lesson, Amy told mi to go to the room next door….to take photos…so we sneaked out of the room…& took 2 photos there…hehehe…quite nice…becos Amy pretty mah..hahaha….

Hmn…Amy was really sweet….after mama left..she asked later if I m having lunch with any ppl? If not I can join her…oh….so sweet of her….i was so touched…really touched..I told her my aunt was there….but I still thank her for her thoughfulness…..heehee….soon the lesson ended…& aunt fengying came to tell mi that the booklet I gave her…she showed it to Pastor HT…& she wanna used it as a sample…but tat booklet I gave aunt feng ying…had her name on it…so in the end, I decided to draw one on the spot for Pastor HT..before I set off to Parkway Parade for my lesson…..

Well then Feng ying aunt managed to find a few pieces of paper for mi to draw…..in the end I choose the yellow & the pink one….cos Lay Yan also want one….but before I drew for them..i went to give out the booklets to the rest of them…I managed to pass to Pauline…& then I told aunt tat I not having lunch with her…so she had lunch with Feng Ying aunt & the new member Xia Fei….I then passed the orange booklet to Jessica…very lucky..she likes orange color…hahhaa….i didn’t know tat..but I juz had the idea tat orange suit her….

Hmn…since the english service had not yet end…so I waited outside..but later I saw the old granny inside…so I went in to accompany her…while waiting for Veron & Theresa ….Finally they ended with some worship songs…I passed the black booklet to Theresa…then I passed the purple booklet to Veron….she’s so touched that she gave mi a hug…she even told her other members tat I was a fan of hers..hhaha….heehee….then I cant seems to find Sook Kuan…but lucky, there was this helpful lady…she brought mi to the hawker centre & managed to find her there…so I handed the blue booklet to her…

After giving out all the booklets…I immediately went back to the chinese service room to draw for both Pastor HT & Lay Yan….then I happened to find that Pastor HT never go for her lunch..instead she was reading some materials @ one corner…

I went to the other room…& started to draw the booklets…in my fastest speed…cos before 1.30pm..I had to leave…else I will be late for my lesson….& now the time was already 1.10pm…so I settled down @ one corner…while listening to my mp3 songs…I concentrated on my drawings….drew & drew….finally I managed to finished drawing ard 1.40pm…so I immediately passed the yellow booklet to Pastor HT & then I passed the pink one to Lay Yan….then I hinted to Feng Ying aunt tat I m going off to attend the lesson liao…
I took my bag & bided goodbye to Amy…& left from the back door…

I hurried crossed the overhead bridge…oh….my bus was coming…so I hurried down the stairs…but just a few steps…the bus left right infront of mi…oh man…now I will hav to wait for quite some time before the next bus arrived….Lucky mi…another bus..196 came…hmn..single deck…but no choice…I m going to be late liao…so no matter wat…I muz board tis bus…however…I regretted once I boarded the bus….it was so stuffy…& warm…like no aircon…oh man…how am I going to survive on this bus…I need to travel a very long journey…so I alighted at the next stop…hmn…no choice…but to wait for the other bus….

Lucky I waited for not very long…bus 197 arrived…it’s double-deck..yuppee…..once I boarded the bus….i fell asleep very soon…so tired….erm..should be really very tired…as the journey went on & on…I woke up in daze…looked around..oh my god…did I miss my stop? Too long never take this bus for quite some times….hmn…wonder if I reaching soon or over liao….but lucky …I managed to recognize the bridge…there’s 2 bridges one with shelter one without shelter…so I alighted the bus…hurried walked to the TC church…

Well….as expected…I was late…very late…by the time I reached it’s already 3pm…hee….so I immediately went into the class…signed in, took the notes…& found a seat in the 2nd front row…so strange..i tot I m late..i will be able to sit somewhere behind..but who knows..both front rows were empty…as for the back…all fully occupied…hahha…so no choice but to sit @ the 2nd row…well…actually I guess the lesson juz started not long ago only…then we realized there’s only odd pages in the lecture notes…so in the end Pastor KM hav to ask someone to go photocopy the notes for most of us…

Then Pastor KM asked those not feeling well to come to the front…& asked those who were leaders to come & pray for them…erm..since I m a small leader....but still a leader..so I went up…& approached 1 of them..the aunt I approached told mi tat her hands always felt numb…so I did a short prayer for her…& awhile later she laid down…the spiritual working on her….soon she got up…& told mi her hand no longer numb..but her head abit numb…I told her.dun worry..slowly all the numbness will be gone…juz believe..

Actually this the 1st time I prayed for ppl till they laid down..hmn..guess after attending lessons & being more passion & devoted to God..really improve my spiritual learning….Thanks God!

Then the lesson went on….maybe I m too tired & becos both the front row was empty except mi…so the air-con was extremely strong…I was shivering in cold, lucky I brought my sweater along…then soon I fell asleep…heee…can u imagine I m seating right infront..yet I fell asleep…hmn…but Pastor KM didn’t say anything…(opps..wat a bad example of mi)..but very strange..i still know wat he’s talking about…hahha….he then asked us to stand & find a partner & pray for each other for the coming almighty harvest event….I turned back, wanted to find the aunt behind mi to pray…but she juz walked to the back…in the end all of them found their partners, yet I am alone..so I juz stood there intending to pray alone..but Pasor KM approached mi & said… “come, let mi pray for u”…then after his prayer…he said “now..you pray for mi.” Erm…wow..this is the 1st time I am praying for pastor…so I was abit nervous..but still managed to say a short prayer for him…then after our praying…he then asked I rushed over from the encountering weekend huh…heheee…cos he saw mi @ the encountering weekend yesterday…so he knew I muz be too tired tat I fell asleep…heee….

Hmn…sooo……cold…..even though I m wearing the sweater…the cold still managed to get thru my skin…oh man….this the first time I felt so cold during this lesson…usually..mama & aunt attending with mi…but today ..I was alone…so well…maybe tat’s one of the reason….hahhaa…..

Imagine how tired I was…even when singing the worship songs while standing, my eyes were closed…hahha…lucky I knew the lyrics by heart…hahha….

Finally the lesson ended…yuppee!!! I completed my SOL 1…left 2 more SOL 2 & SOL3…I will complete the whole course…hehehe…..due to the coldness..i sat down there..while all the rest of them left…then Pastor KM was attending to some of the students..and I saw little gorilla came looking for her dad (Pastor KM)…I called her…she was so surprised to see mi here…happily came over to sit beside mi….I then grabbed her hands for some warmth….*phew* tat was great…her hands were so warm…she didn’t expect mi to be here…cos she thought I was @ the Encountering weekend…and she’s waiting outside for half an hour for the lesson to end…if she knew I was here…she would have come in & join mi…she then told mi that she went library & popular to buy file…markers, etc…

I was so happy to see her here today…cos every week I will meet her @ the church…thinking tat I will be at the encountering in the morning & she will be attending the church service..so cant meet at all..then afternoon I will be attending lesson..and duno where she will go…so really didn’t expect to see her this week..but thank God…I am really glad to see her….she brightened up my day…so I grabbed her to take a photo together with my hp..hahaha…

After Pastor KM was done, I took a photo of him so as to set as a caller ID…then we left together…Pastor KM offered to send mi home…since it’s on the way as he’s going to fetch Pastor HT at the encountering weekend…so I agreed with his offer….

So Pastor KM leaded us to his car..while little gorilla & I followed him behind…we chatted as we walked…we walked quite a distance then reached the car…I then sat at the back seat…hmn..1st time taking a ride from Pastor KM…during the journey..there was a moment of silence…(cos dunno wat to say)..but Pastor KM broke the silence…he asked mi abt my studies…how’s my exam preparation?…when graduating? Wat course I am taking? Wat modules are there? etc…..then little gorilla was making funny face infront..haha…quite interesting journey….

Well…I was actually quite paiseh to let Pastor KM sent mi home…so I told him to drop mi somewhere whereby he’s convenient….then I asked him to stop at the traffic light just before the overhead bridge next to Suntec…then I thanks him & bided goodbye to both of them then I alighted…little gorilla was still worried…how can I alight here….(such a small girl know how to care for ppl…hmn…see that’s why I really dote on her…)..but I insisted it’s alright…& they left…

Since I am here..i might as well go into Suntec….hee…to pop by the CD/VCD shops…to see if there’s any new dramas/movies on the shelves…..I went into one of the shop…oh…I spotted 2 new dramas… “The Sweety Spy [달콤한 스파이 (Dal-kkom-han Seu-pa-i)] & “To Marry a Millionaire”[백만장자와 결혼하기 (Baek-man-jang-ja-wa Gyeol-hoon-ha-gi)]…so without much hesitation…I bought the 2 set of vcds…hehehe..

Hmn..i then went into another shop…& bought another drama series...wow…so cheap the drama.."My Name is Kim Sam-soon" [내 이름은 김삼순 (Nae Il-eum-eun Kim Sam-soon)]...hhaha..but only in Korean..no chinese language..however, there’s chinese subtitles…hehehe..so it’s alright…cos I usually watched the Korean dramas with the original language…even when watching Japanese dramas..or even Hong Kong dramas…I will watch with the original language….then you can feel the emotion of the dramas…

Hmn…then back home…so tired…after ironing..& bathing…I dun think I can do much revision..so in the end I choose to copy out the documents Bernice sent mi the other day..instead of printing out..hehhee….aunt & mama still not back home…so quiet…hmn..anyway used to liao lah…so it’s nothing special..haha….

Finally..tomolo is Monday…yuppee….can sleep abit longer….

1st Time Encounterin Weekend Not @ Hotel ~ Day 1

2006-04-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

~ 8th Apr 2006 Saturday

Woke up very early..cos today the 3 of us going to the Encountering Weekend held @ blk 162….quite tired..but no choice…since mama already registered for mi to go…but I not going there to encounter…I m there..to ministry…

So upon reaching….as usual…we were the earliest…but Feng ying aunt & Bao ying aunt already there…I saw Lay Yan too…beside tat Pastor HT & Pastor KM also there already to prepare themselves….then after signing in…hehe…ministry members (orange tag); chinese encounter members (black tag); english encounter members (blue tag); G12 members (also orange tag); Pastor HT (yellow tag)….

Then Pauline came to look for mi…askin mi to help her look after the old granny…cos she’s at the english service..while the granny is at the chinese service..so I told her no problem…but then Lay Yan asked mito helped out at the sound system there…so…I cant help to look after tat old granny….then I asked my mama to help mi look after her..anyway there’s no communication barrier between them mah..unlike mi…later she duno wat I saying…haha…

All I have to do was actually to control the sound system…if there’s ministry, I should play the music from the CD player…if there’s keyboard pianist, then I should off the CD player & increase the volume of the keyboard…else if the speaker need to use the notebook music…I will have to unplug the wire (of keyboard) & plug in the wire (of the Notebook)…or vice versa…hmn..seems easy hor..but have to be alert…have to pay a look out at the speaker’s signal…beside tat…during ministry time..I had to go round helping those who needs support…who need tissue papers, who need the blanket, etc…

Then there’s this icebreaker game Lay Yan suggested…tat everyone used a piece of A4 colour paper to fold into a little booklet…whereby there’s 8 pages….then draw/write down wat u hav learnt or felt during these 2 days of encountering….at the end of tomolo, she will see wat’s everyone going to have…

Well…I also folded one…then while watching the short video clip, I started drawing snoopies on the booklet…& duno how come draw & draw…I began to write down some bible verses..some words related to the encountering service…& my snoopies also somehow reflect wat I had written…eventually I completed the whole booklet..i showed it to Amy..& she found it quite interesting…so I decided to draw for mama, Amy, Pauline, Veron, Theresa, Sook Kuan, Jessica, Feng ying aunt….so I went to take more papers..& started to fold & draw….but quite ‘rough’ work..cos I used tearing instead of cutting…the papers…

Then during lunch, we went to the hawker centre..& both mama & I ate chicken rice, while aunt ate fishball noodle….then once I finished eating….i went to the ladies..& then went to draw…then after lunch I saw Veron..who said I slimmed down…(hee..so happy..maybe becos she too long never see mi liao lah)…then I took photos with them…she & Amy….while there’s still some time before the lesson start…I saw Pastor HT eating apple..so I approached her…wanting to take another photo with her…& also her individual photo…cos those I took previous was quite small….And then I approached Mary…I wanted her to pray for mi..becos of y law papers..i was really worried…& she’s a lawyer…she will be able to guide mi & pray the utmost prayer for mi…I could feel my whole body getting warmer & warmer..i started to perspire….there was sweat on my forehead…I could feel my body burning…hmn…wonder why? I tot it’s becos the place I standing was blocked by some pillar…so not much air-con…but I was wrong! After praying…Mary told mi that the spiritual was working on mi tat’s why I felt my body so warm..cos she could also felt the warm from my hands…then she gave mi a hug…I then asked after that I went back to my ‘station’ (the sound system machine) after the worship…I went back to my seat behind & continued to draw….while listening to the lesson…& finally managed to finished…only 4…for Amy, Pauline, Veron & Theresa….the rest I will have to give tomolo…cos not enough papers….

Then very soon, it’s dinner time…we dun hav to settle the dinner ourselves…cos we were asked to go to the restaurant nearby to have our dinner…as the pastor had reserved tables for us….each table 10 persons…so we happily went over….then our cell gp sat together, then plus Dorothy aunt & Wai Yi aunt….we had one more seat empty….the old granny was sitting with Pauline….so when Pastor HT arrived…she was asking which table had empty seat..& she will join tat table…very lucky she chose to join ours…as usual I will take photos of each dish..I even took photos of other tables….then I returned to my seat…& enjoyed my dinner…quite nice….

After a wonderful meal, I started to wander abt taking photos..i found Veron’s gp..so I took some photos for them…she even told them tat I liked to take photos…no matter wat event..(well..tat’s true..)…then I gave her the little booklet I drew for her…& told her tat I wanna take a photo with her later ….then I took a photo of mama with Xiu Zhen aunt…& soon we were abt to leave….while on our way out…Veron approached mi & said..why not take now..cos later she’ll be very busy…so we took outside the restaurant….using my camera…while her members walked past saying.. “wow…professional photographer ah”…she replied them “no…it’s professional model..” hahhaha…..she said I drew very well..& my chinese very good…& joked tat if her sons were not so young…will ask them to woo mi..hahha…so funny of her….that’s wat I like my frenz to be….humourous…haha…friendly….

Then back at the room…we began with the worship..then after controlling the sound system, I was asked to help out the pianist in terms of flipping the music scores…(hahha…cos she’s no time to flip..well…I think I should be a crew instead!) And right after the worship…the next lesson began…I went back to my seat …nearly fallen asleep…hhaha…guess I was too tired…really tired…erm…I only closed my eyelids…but I still listening t wat the speaker talking about…hhaha…cos I can multitasking mah..heee….

Time passed very fast….it’s about time for ministry time..& soon after tat came to an end of today program.
We can go home liao…hehhee…..mama & I accompanied the old granny to the english service room to wait for Pauline to bring her home…hmn..I still hav not pass the little booklet to Theresa…so I went into the english service room to look for Theresa…but she’s busy praying for someone…& mama was outside rushing mi…so out of no choice…I walked towards Theresa…& stuffed the little booklet into the back pocket of her jeans…& whispered to her tat was for her…(well..i know I shouldn’t interrupt her when she’s doing her ministry for others..)

On the journey back home, I sms all of them whom I had given the booklets to discard them…cos I wanna draw a better one for them… Yuppee….finally home sweet home….heheh… after a fresh & relaxing bath…that I was about to draw the little booklets…but after I folded all the booklets….I was too sleepy that I fall asleep…..ZZZzzzzzz……

Hideaki Takizawa

2006-04-04T14:25:00.000+08:00

Hideaki Takizawa...my favourite japan actor cum singer...he's one of the member of the Johnny's Entertainment company...

Hmn...let's explored more about him....
Tackey & Tsubasa are a duo unit from Johnny's Entertainment company. Releases records under Avex Company. Released their first CD on 11 September 2004. They were going to be debuted separately, but they fought their way to get a debut together. In the end they finally debuted and released their first album, HATACHI, under the same flag of Tackey & Tsubasa.

Hideaki Takizawa (Takki). Born 29 March 1982. Type A. Aries. Tsubasa Imai (Tsubasa). Born 17 October 1981. Type A. Libra.
Takki and Tsubasa are not only bandmates. They're friends, "real close" friends in real life. This means, they don't only see each other when they have work to do but they also hang out and spend their free time in each other's company very often.The sparks & chemistry between the two of them caused suspicious tat they're merely bandmates. Whenever they both talk about each other, a special feeling can be sensed around them....

My Best Buddy

2006-03-10T15:29:00.000+08:00

My Dearest Aiai...

Hahha...dun be mistaken...we're not lesbian...just that we are so close to each other...my very best buddy in Poly years....she's such a great pal of mine...wonder wat life will be if i never know her....from poly yr 1 to poly yr 3....we stayed in the same class....heehee....from 5 girls to only 2 in our third yr...thus, we were the two 'roses' among the thorns...heehee....hahah...i really like the times during poly...that's arguement...fun....hmn...times really passed very fast...now we are all grown up...all busy with our schedule...hardly meet up....but our friendship is still very close...she knows mi so well..in & out...hahaha....she knows wat i like...& dislike...she knows when i am down...she will send some touching sms occassionally.....those messages always touched my heart...very touching...hehee...feeling mushy?? May our Friendship last Forever!!!

15th Day of Chinese Lunar New Year

2006-02-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

~ 12th Feb 2006 Sunday

Woke up & get ready to go church…hmn…today aunt not going with us since she’s not in Singapore…arrived quite early..today I m meeting little gorilla…2 wks never get to meet her….hmn…& also I m waiting for Pauline…she told mi to wait for her after her 1st service end….once the 1st ended…I stood somewhere near less ppl..so little gorilla will be able to see mi….then I saw her running towards mi..she had her haircut…so cute…then while accompanying her to the kids registration area…Pauline called…then she helped mi looked out for Pauline…too many ppl..so quite difficult to spot her…hahha….then roughly about a few minutes…we finally saw Pauline…oh…she gave mi a little card…with wordings [To Special Sister, Yushan]…oh…so touched…after seeing little gorilla went in…I opened the envelope…it was a lovely ‘Thank You’ card..& a Winnie the Pooh red packet….so nice of her…last day of Chinese lunar new year…I still get red packet..so lucky mi….

I immediately went into the 2nd service…& after the service..we had lunch @ the cafeteria…missed the packed mixed veg rice here….hahah…then had a little cell group discussion…& home sweet home….

Went to Raffles City with mama….i bought 2 albums…(Eric Chen’s Piano album & New Korean boy group, The Cross – ‘Rush’ album) Hehee…then had dessert @ the foodcourt…& then mama bought a black jacket @ Robinson….& then we went to Jason Market Place to look for bean sticks, barley & rock sugars….cos mama wanted to cook my fav dessert 腐皮白果糖水 Fu Pi Bai Guo (Bean Stick with Ginko & Barley & Red Dates) but we only managed to find Bean stick…cant find barley in 7-Eleven & Cheers…so we went home…

Erm…brother is coming over tonight to have dinner with us…mama suggested to go to the newly opened ‘Sakura’ Japanese International buffet restaurant in Orchard Shopping Centre..this wkend there’s this promotion if there’s coupon…we went there…but there was a long queue outside the building..so we went to Takashimaya to have our dinner instead…we looked around for an ideal restaurant…then we finally had our meal @ the Crystal Jade Ramian & Xiao Long Bao restaurant….i had this Beijing fried noodle tat looked like fried udon..nice..mama & brother had fired rice..& joyce had this beef tendon noodle…& other side dishes like xiao long bao, spicy chicken (cold one) then beef tendon dumplings, duno wat bao…etc…very full…haha…

We then had a slow walk to the car…& headed back home…so tired…lucky tomolo onwards I m not going to work..so quite ok lah…& was just in time to record the last day of fireworks…very nice..lasted for 7 minutes…

A Day with my Ahma

2006-02-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

~ 11th Feb 2006 Saturday

Woke up @ 4.30am…cos I m going to the church (previous building) with mama as there’s a praying session @ 6.20am every sat in this month..*yawn* abit tired..cos I slept @ 3am…& after 1 1/2 hour of sleep…I’m awake..heeheee….

We left home ard 5.45am…board on the 1st bus…cos still early..so not many ppl boarding the bus…so the journey was very fast….reached there ard 6 plus…so the both of us waited outside the church…till about 6.25am…more ppl arrived…then we went to the basement…after setting up the necessary stuff…the session begun…after a few worship songs…we begun to pray….then mama left ard 7.30am...cos she needed to open the office…so I was there till the whole session ended…then I took my mandarin oranges to go "pai nian" with Theresa, Aunty Mary …cos last wk they asked Aunty Fengying to pass the red packets to mi ..as I was not here…then I also "pai nian" with Jessica & Aunty Grace..& received red packets from each of them…

I returned call to Little gorilla..cos she called mi earlier on…but I was busy "pai nian", so didn’t notice hp ringing…..i took a bus to Tiong Bahru MRT Station…still on the phone with her…I took mrt to Jurong East MRT Station…after reaching, it’s only 9.45am…I called ahma…(to wake her up)…telling her where was i…actually I wanted to wait for Popular bookshop to open…then go in & see see….to ‘kill’ the time…cos it’s so early to go ahma’s hse…hahha…but she asked mi to come over now lor….

I took bus over there…erm..only 10am…gave her a call to open the door…then was greeted by her little white/yellow (benz the dog) After greeting her parent, I "pai nian" with them using my 2 mandarin oranges…then I sat down on the sofa & watched the hong kong drama series – Sui Hu Wu Jian Dao….& had an egg tart, alittle bit of porridge…& then I gave the xmas gifts I bought for ahma…& also the photos during her bday..she opened up the gifts…so glad tat she liked them…esp the Emily Strange wallet…then she hung the little doggy hp accessory to her hp….

After watching tat drama till 12.30pm…I went into her room..took pictures of her Living Dead Dolls collections…then she played the SouthPark video for mi to watch while she go bathing…then...she changed cos she need to attend class @ 2pm..

We left around 1.40pm…she asked mi to accompany her to attend class…then leave early (ard 4pm) go orchard..erm…well..since I had nothing to do…and wanted to spend more time with her…I agreed…so we waited for bus 52 outside her hse…while waiting, as usual..she will punch my arm..hahha…guess I m one of her friend tat allow her to do so…but I did pinch her back..hahaha….tat’s us…(wat we would do in sec sch…) Finally the bus arrived…& headed straight to SIM….hmn…my very first time to SIM…well..well…very big…then we went to the lecture theatre….she’s having risk mgmt…while she’s listening to her lecture…I was reading my company law book…(tat I brought along)..then she gave mi a piece of paper to draw…I drew the doggy hp accessory…her hp…& my sweet box….very tired & sleepy…I nearly fall aslept….finally break time…I gave her one mandarin orange( her mama gave mi in return) to eat…then halfway thru the break we left…

We took a bus to Orchard….during the bus journey..i showed her the CNY fireworks video clips tat I took for the past few days…we chatted & as usual..she would pinch my hand…then she finally found her desired pen (fingerprint pattern) in Takashimaya….then after her payment…she walked mi to the Orchard MRT Station….cos she’s meeting her bf after tat….

I was so so happy to be able to spend my day with her….been so long since I spent such a long time with her….really happy…she made my day!

Unexpected meeting...

2006-02-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

~ 10th Feb 2006 Friday

Hmn...had a chat with my best friend cum buddy - ahma thru msn…she then asked wanna meet later after work..i then told her that I having lecture @ 6.45pm, then she asked mi to skip lecture & go shoppin with her instead..hahha…kidding…hahha..she will call mi if she’s still in town after 8.15pm…so I went for my lecture after completing my work….

Supposed to meet michelle @ PS…but I was late due to rainy weather…& bad traffic..finally arrived cityhall mrt station…while waiting for mrt…I saw cousin, Ah Ling jiejie….she was on her way back home…after a short conversation with her..Little Gorilla called mi…so I chatted with her…then i alighted @ Dohby Ghaut…upon reaching PS….then received michelle’s sms…telling mi that she’s in class liao..i was so angry…she should hav sms mi earlier…then I won’t have walked to PS….

Anyway…today I having company law tutorial…hehee….was abit late..but still managed to jot down wat Mr Ronnie said….ended quite early…abt 8pm…so I called ahma…then met her @ PS…I then accompanied her to look for pen…she wanted to buy as a gift for fren..but PS dun hav… so we took mrt to cityhall…then went to CityLink to look for it….after that we went to Raffles City to look for it…but dun hav her ideal pen…& it was late..so she wanted to send mi home…I then suggested to accompany her to hav dinner @ Macdonald….she ordered a meal…asking for curry, bbq, sweet & sour sauce..haha…she loved to hav all these sauce with her meal….

We then had a great chat ..took a few pics with our camera hp…since she’s not going to her fren’s hse @ Sengkang…so I accompanied her to wait for bus to go home….

Really very happy to see her today…quite unexpected to meet her today…so glad that she suggested to meet…really miss her…been quite sometimes since I last met her…erm..guess tat’s after july…

Company Lunch @ Baccarat Restaurant

2006-02-10T15:19:00.000+08:00

~ 10th Feb 2006 Friday

Upon reaching office not long...it's lunch time again...heehee....today it's different...cos there will be a company lunch @ the newly opened Baccarat Restaurant...located @ 52 Bras Basah Road #01-01 Plaza By the Park...heehee...my uncle is treating mi this meal..heehee...hmn..today also my last day workin...next week onwards...i will be concentrating on my revision..

Some people call it 'buffet', but chef-owner Daniel Koh prefers to call the concept behind his new restaurant, Baccarat, as ''free fork dining'. The sprawling restaurant is divided into sections such as 'Japanese', 'hot cooking' or 'noodles', but the highlight ( as was exemplified by the 100 kg salmon fish carted out by six chefs during the opening) is the freshness of the ingredients. Koh, together with his team of chefs, have designed 13 specialty dishes which will "rival the imperial banquet". A must is the delicious Magnificient 13 Wonders Toasted Duck, which is prepared laboriously in front of guests by two chefs.....

Hmn...the restaurant very spacious...& environment very relax & nice..as for the food...good...there's this chocolate fountain...a scope of ice-cream dip into it...wow...nice layer or chocolate outside the ice-cream...marvellous...the very first time i had "yu sheng" with many thick slices of salmon fish..& octopus & cuttlefish...

Heehee...after a wonderful lunch...i m back at work..yup...hehee...must finish my work by 6pm...cos there's an additional law tutorial @ 6.45pm....heehee.....yuppee..tomolo saturday liao..heehee...

Happened to see Fann Wong...

2006-02-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

~ 8th Feb 2006 Wednesday

Hmn...after a hectic day at work & school....finally..it's time to go home..heehee...well..while i was walking passed Raffles Hotel...i guess there might be some kind of event going on...as there's waitress standing along the corridor...& indeed i was right...i remembered i seen the commercial ads about the newly opened shop~ Samsonite--Home of the global travel solutions provider. Discover luggage, handbags, backpacks, bags, computer cases, laptop cases and travel accessories....

Then as i was getting nearer the shop...more & more people walking towards mi...all with a tiny Samsonite sticker on their clothes...then guess who i saw.....Fann Wong...she was walking towards mi..wow...so surprise to see her...she was so natural..like a little girl graping at her "nanny's" hand....she was really gorgeous...& fair....& tall..hehe....so stunning among the crowd....exactly like whom i saw on TV..haha....so real...well..it's real her..of cos real lah...wat m i talkin about...haiz....heehee....i was like little fan...so happy to see "star"..haha...i will call friends to tell them whom i saw...i like them to share my so-called "happiness"...hahah....sound childish rite...well..that's mi...heheee....

Then after that, i went to mama's office...to accompany her till she off work...cos she told mi tat mon she worked late...then before closing shop..there was this drunk guy..who insisted that the phonecard cant call overseas....but the truth was..he dialed wrong number...but he insisted that he's rite..& kept on making a big fuss over it...then my mama worried that when she finished work...he will create trouble...so she's quite worried...so i m here to accompany her...hehee...

Little gorilla called mi...so we had a short chat...then mama & i headed back home...hehe...so great to be home...heheh...so tired...tomolo havin full day lesson...wow..tiring leh....heehee...

Cranes...

2006-01-29T15:52:00.000+08:00

~ 26th Jan 2006 Thursday...

Hmn..so fast it's another week...hmn...the day tat i had full day class...hehehe....hmn...so boring during the macro class...that i had the time to fold cranes...mini paper chairs, tables....etc..

I even taught christina how to make lanterns with red packets...& how to fold cranes..hehhee...

Hahhaa....they looked so cute...hehee.....the 4 cranes, each on a chair...like having a meal together...hahaha...i even made a box to put them in..hhaha.....

Finally...lesson ended...dun think i only focus on folding these...i did take down wat lecturer wrote & said...Hmn...such a pity if i threw them away..so i gave one additional one to Jan(she requested to have one)...then the rest of them...i gave it to christina....she said very nice....dun throw...asked mi to bring home..but i dun want..hahhaa....

Wishing All A Very HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2006-01-27T13:56:00.000+08:00

~ 27 Jan 2006 Friday

Yuppeee....HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Being Hurt!! Grumpy mi....

2006-01-18T02:01:00.000+08:00

~ 17 Jan 2006 Tuesday

Hmn..actually today I felt quite happy…but just becos of a conversation with mama…everything changed.

I was really very disappointed to hear wat she said to mi….we had quite a good conversation at 1st..then the topic changed to my studies…I was told to study hard….ya ya…I know…..then she added that she was very embarrassed when ppl asked her wat I m doing now…cos some of my frenz graduated this year..yet I m still studying….

Embarrassed becos of mi?? that’s wat she really felt? Oh…this word came out from her really really hurts mi a lot…I m so disappointed…wat to be embarrassed of? Why should I be embarrassed? Well..i admit I did fail some of my modules…but at least I m making an effort to retake the papers again….if I dun take..then she should be embarrassed…it’s not as if I did something bad….is studying consider to be embarrassed?

Why do I have to be compared with my frenz? So wat if they graduated? who’s life so perfect tat he/she will graduated within the given yrs? I do admit that competitive do motivate ones to improve…but I hate that….why should I be compared with other????they have their own way of studying, they have their own problems…they have their own lives….do I have to be compared with them for everything in my whole life? If they get married …do I have to be embarrassed of? Do I have to just find a partner on the street & rush into a marriage?...oh..if that’s the kind of life I have to lead..i will prefer to tat I am not born!

Well…not only my mama…my frenz also add pressure to mi…some dun think I can make it this yr..some just say dun play play….some will say..u see I graduated liao..so u must also hurry…HEY..do I look as if I purposely wanted to retake? Do I look like an idiot to them? Do I really joke around with my own future? Just becos I seems relax & happy everyday..so they think I m not serious in wat I do?
Why why why???? They think it’s easy to regain my confidence to study the same thing again & again? When I cried over my results…do they know? Do they know how I felt when I put in effort yet the result was so damn…? Arrhhh…..watever…

I dun understand why? no matter how hard I try…..my mama dun seems to be satisfy with mi? actually I do have confidence that I will be able to score good grades in the coming exams…but wat she said really demolished my confidence…I m so disappointed with her…I hate that kind of feeling…whenever I m really upset or hurts by the word my mama said/used….the pain in my heart will trigger the pain deep inside my heart…..that’s the pain I dun wanna to be remind of…..

And yes..i m being reminded of….again…the departure of my father…really hurts mi a lot….i hid that feelin deep inside my heart….years ago…I was so remorseful of wat I said to him…I was so sad that he didn’t say anything before he left….i was so sorry for not being able to tell him how much I love him….i was so angry with myself for not being able to appreciate the things he did when he’s around….i was so hurt to see him lying there motionless & cold….he looked so familiar yet so strange…his face was purple…till I cant recognize him….was he my dearest father?

Whenever I thought of him….tears will just flow continuously….scenes of him ironing cloth…sending mi to school…cooked for mi…buying my fav foods for mi..yet I still complained tat I m sick of eating tat every wk…chatting every night before we sleep.…..all memories of him will just filled up my mind..& right now I m listening to the new album of ayumi hamasaki tat I just bought….the song ‘HEAVEN’ was just the perfect song at this very moment....the lyrics of this song really pointed out how I felt…mentioning that even if one no longer around…the love & the bond between us will still be there…no matter how…that person will always be in my heart…Yup…indeed..my dearest father..will always be in my heart…if I had a chance…I wont say those words to my father on the 2nd day of lunar new year (1999)…

After tat incident, I always told myself to be strong, I know tat my mama loves mi a lot…but she’s too protective…my brother once mentioned tat I seems to be very dependent of my mama…but the fact is that I want her to depend on mi….i want her to feel my love, care & concern for her…..i want her to know that the departure of father is not the end of everything…she still has mi & brother….i dun want her to feel alone….i wanna accompany her whenever I can…I give her my priority….but sometimes…I do need some personal times too….when I m out with my frenz…I dun really like her to call mi once after 11plus…i seldom go out with frenz…so if I m out…I tend to stay out later then usual…but she will call mi…a few times…then she will also sms mi …using words tat really hurts…like…so nice to chat arh? Cant bear to come home, etc….i dun like those words…it’s kind of sarcastic…

Well…I can’t please everyone…can i? I always think for my mama, frenz…before I think for myself…but ends up hurting either one….some of my frenz get tired of mi always rejecting their outing…will be angry of mi…sometimes I really cant go…cos I know my mama will be home early..so I can spend some times with her….but frenz still get angry…there’s 7 days in a week…mon to fri, I working, then sometimes hav lesson in the night…so by the time I get home,my mama already in bed….then left sat & sun…Sunday I will definitely ‘give’ it to my mama, cos I need to go church…then afternoon accompany her go shop shop…or whatever….then sat..i will be stayin at home to do housework..like washin bedsheets, etc…then do homework..sometmes I will go out with frenz….i m fully occupied in a wk…

But frenz dun really understand…they say one day nvr accompany mama nvm wat…but wat do they know? their mothers have spouse to accompany them…my mama dun hav, she only hav mi & my brother….my brother seldom come…only once or twice a wk…so my mama will be alone at home..she can tend to get bored….

But I also do want to go out with frenz…but I dun wanna make my mama angry…she tends to get angry or rather jealous of my frenz…but I sometimes also angry with my mama….

So it’s difficult to be a good daughter, good friend…there bound to be some conflict in between..haha..i guess that’s life….

Hahaa…today I m rather grumpy…well…I get over it quite fast…so maybe tomolo I will be back to normal…I really thank GOD for giving mi such a positive attitude towards life…else I think it will be the end of mi…Anyway.. no one gonna change my way, my thinking…my style…I m just mi…dun try to imply their ways into mine….just like I dun imply or influence them with mine…I am happy of myself…& really am..

Hmn…I guess it’s good to cry once awhile..heehee…I do feel better…& now I no longer angry with my mama…heehee…I tend to get over quite fast..so I guess it’s good to write it down..hahah…so as to remember there’s a time I m so hurt by mama..hahaha……………bible said that one hav to learn to forgive others as it’s need a lot of courage & confident to do so..so if able to forgive, there wouldn’t be any more hatred in one’s heart….learn to forgive & forget….
Dear Lord..i m so sinful…I complained abt my mama & friends & life……please forgive mi..for being so grumpy …ahmen…

*Yawn* time to sleep….heehee…so tired…hmn..tomolo will be a brand new day…..

A Happy Meal & finally everything settled!

2006-01-13T19:41:00.000+08:00

~ 12th Jan 2006 Thurs

Hmn..today i was so happy....finally met up with my sec sch friend....juan...hehhee...been 6 yrs since we last met...i think that was after our sec sch graduation....haiz...as usual ...she still so tall hmn...she said i should get used to it..cos during sec sch days..we really get along pretty well...haha..cos the both of us were prefects...then i remember very clearly tat all the prefect leaders went meeting...so no one leading the pledge...then very unlucky..both of us were asked to say the pledge unprepared, infront of the whole afternoon session...haha...we ere so nervous...so hope to get over as soon as possible...but guess we were really very nervous..so we forget the next sentence after the first few...so in the end we said wrongly...i remembered very clearly tat we were being scolded by the principal Mrs Ong...& on tat day..really very embarrassed...everyone will look @ us when we passed by...haiz..even went to the ladies...ppl will stare @ us...then giggled..hahha...but that was a very good experience..haha.....then we always went for early recess...then went to our duty locations...heehee....nevertheless...we had a very extremely good chat after we met...heeehee...well..good frenz dun have to see each other very often...still have many things to talk about....

We went to Swenson @ Plaza Singapura to have our dinner....we were sitting at the far end corner inside the restaurant..heehee...i ordered lime freezy frooze...& she ordered the chef recommended ice-cream..then for our main course...we both had omettele...hers was cheese & chicken ham....mine was chicken & mushroom.....very yummy.....as shown in the picture...

We had a very enjoyable conversation...heehee...really very glad that she asked mi out for dinner...else..we won't know when we will really meet for a meal..hahaha....hmn..after a meal...i was pretty naughty...she dropped one of the fries on the table..so i put the American flag on it...heehee...looked pretty nice mah...hahha....

Finally a photo together...hmn...we never take a photo together before...not even during sec sch...haha...nop..got one...the prefect group photos & sec 1 & 2 class photos...hahhaha....so happy...erm..not exactly lah...the 1st photo..ppl might think we same height...

but by looking at the 2nd photo..everything was being revealed...she's really much more taller than mi...haiz....heehee....but this photo looked nice too..agree?

Hmn...& finally that printing company guy...returned mi all my 20 pieces of plain black tee...hmn..finally..thank god...he printed on one of the tee...well..i do think it look ok to mi..but dun understand how come he said not well printed...so he drag & drag....anyway...glad that he bought back the same size plain black tee to return mi...for the printed one..haha...finally everything was solved & settled...really a relieved...now i m going to look for another printing company to do the job for mi...good luck to mi...heehee...finally can have a good sleep...

Dishonest Printing Company!!!

2006-01-10T02:26:00.000+08:00

~ 09 Jan 2006 Monday

Today...i m really really really very very ANGRY!!!!hmn..ok..wat's the reason?Well....i designed a t-shirt..& wanted to print abt 21 pieces..then my best friend recommended her bf's fren, who's workin in a t-shirt printing company...then at first..i got in touch with him thru email..then everything was on the right track..then he showed mi the sample...ok..then i told him i wanted the t-shirts ready b4 xmas then he said ok...

The first problem occured..that nite before he had to give mi the finished tee...he called mi saying tat the media he's supposed to use to print ran out..so there will be a delay if use another one...so ok..nvm..then he said he will gave mi on xmas eve...then 2nd problem...on that very day....he sms mi..tellin mi tat his staff burned one of the machine's pad...so every orders were delayed..he agreed to compensate mi on the price...ok then...i was very annoyed liao..but wat to do...the machine's down..not his fault,he cant do anythin...plus it's festive season..ok..nvm...then he said he will give mi next thurs..ok..i waited...then on wed nite..he called mi..tellin mi tat..he will deliver the tee to mi @9pm...on thurs..i was thinkin..oh..finally done..

BUT.....the very next moment.he called mi..tellin mi tat he had changed dept...his another colleague will handle my case...oh..ok...then he will still give mi the tee tomolo (thurs)..nvm...then thurs...i waited till afternoon...3plus..his colleague called..tellin mi tat he cant do the job...he will returned the 20 blank tee back to mi(those tee i bought then gave them to print & the sample was already with mi) i was so damn pissed off..i scolded tat guy..then he said...yah..but the new machine not ablt to function well..so he cant do the job..then he said if i wanted to continue the order ..it's alright..jus tat he cant give mi on thurs nite...so i said...ok loh..wat to do...suppose to be xmas gift yet turned out xmas over liao...so nvm..i asked how much time he need........a month???he said no...1 wk will do then he said he will deliver to mi on next wed(last wed)...so till last wed....he never called mi. ..at all...
so i also never call him....wanted to give him another chance...ok...then the next day..i cant take it..so i called that no. he used to call mi...& guess wat...no respose...then i called my fren's fren...
he then told mi...tat guy will call mi....he cant do anything...ok...then i log onto their company website....then i found out tat...his no had changed...so i called the new no...he answered..
he then said he will call back...ok...nvm....i waited till evening...he sill nvr call back..so i called him....i left him a very damn harsh voicemail..

i told him...if he still not returnin my call..he will hav to get ready to receive my lawyer letter...
then also sms him...ok..he finally reply mi...sayin tat next monday...(which is today)..he will deliver to mi...ok...then he said the price is $8 per tee (at first $10...so after the previous delay)...i told him i only willing to pay him $7.50...after so much problem...& he agreed...ok...nvm....i waited...till today...

i send him an sms yesterday..tellin him...pls no more delay...yet no reply...no call or sms the whole day...until i so angry tat i called him...guess wat?the no is no longer in used!!!!!!so i called the previous no...& he answered...i then asked him...when is he goin to give mi..he said 8plus tonite (mon).....then i told him i havin class..so make it 10pm...but..later i was told tat my class cancelled...so i call him again....& he said ok..9 plus...i logged online to the website...& indeed his no was changed...back to the previous..& the whole nite he never call..he said he will call...yet no....
so in the end i called his tat no..rang until the operator told mi the customer is not available...
i called duno how many times liao...then i try callin the so called cancelled no...& it get thru!!
then i left a very very harsh voicemail....to him...but still no response..i send sms to both hp...still no response..then i called my fren's fren..he also nvr answer!!!

Hey he's gettin on my nerves leh....i really really really very very angry..Ermm...no..wat i should say is...this so-called printing company really have bad staffs...all so irresponsible...no business ethic at all.....i wonder how they survived!!Oh rather....a DISHONEST company......

Well...mine may be a small order...but no matter wat..i m still their client...is that the way to treat their client...??Instead of them get in touch with the client....the client has to search high & low for them...& outcome is?? No response....only can wait...yet wait till no response too!!! DON'T GIVE PROMISE WHEN CAN'T DO IT!!!....i really hate that....

I m not the one giving them pressure....they themselves told mi they will be ready on tat particular date...yet they cant give mi the tee.....so they cant blame mi for being angry & kept on rushin them...if someone else were in my shoes...wat wil be the respose?

Haiz.....if my tee..not with them...i will hav cancelled that order & find another company to print....hmn....wat to do?

Oh...worse of all...i just logged onto their website again...& oh..the company address was changed to another location....oh....haha..the stated location was nearer to my house.....hmn...tomolo i will go to their company...& see wat they have to say...

If they try to deny...i will make sure they received my lawyer's letter...i will make sure i sue them till i get my necessary copensation...for the time wasted...& for the break of contract..beside that i will also make a police report...& i will write in to the media...let everyone knows how they do business....

Am i too mean? I doubt so....cos they are the one who's causing a victim to fight back!!

1st day @ work in Yr 2006...

2006-01-03T17:24:00.000+08:00

~ 03 Jan 2006 Tuesday

*Yawn* Hmn...early in the morning, while i m still blur....mama said to mi a very unexpected sentence..."dun sleep too late even though u dun have to work today..." !?!?!?! I was shocked to hear that...totally awake....thinking back wat's her sentence again... i told her...no...i m working today...i only stop working at the end of jan....heehee...she then blur..hahhahaha.....

Hmn...duno how come...my mama likes to ask mi or tell mi something whenever i just woke up...dun she knows that i need time to be totally awake..hahha....trying to "test" mi everytime...lucky..i know her "pattern"...so i m well-prepared..hehehe....

Duno how come..the thought of goin school tomolo makes mi feel restless...No No...i can't let this goes on...never really revise much ever since the trip to HK...hmn....must let myself settle down to study now...

Hmn...so my 2006 resolution is: 1st:Study real hard & get my degree; 2nd:Have more understanding in the Bible..& more actively involve in church stuffs; 3rd: Shower more love,care & concern for my family members esp my dearest mama; 4th: Hmn...find my ideal partner..hahaha.....; 5th: Slim down...Well..that's all....

Well..well...just 1 more month...i wont be working here...hehe...hmn..by then i will be studyin real hard for my coming exams...wish mi luck! ^_*

Red Heart-shaped Cushion/Pillow

2006-01-02T21:05:00.000+08:00

~ 02 Jan 2006 Monday

Hmn...today really a very relaxing & cooling day..hehee...no need to go school & office...

Oh yah...really loves the x'mas gift little gorilla got for mi...so nice to hug...heehee...so comfortable too...heehee...

Well...thanks to my mama...she helped mi to make a case for the pillow..or do u call tat a cushion?hmn...anyway...mama really great...in just a few minutes..she finished making it..,.really power leh...heehee...love her the most...

Well..here's the picture of the red heart cushion...And this is wat it looks like..after putting the case..heheee.....lovely isn't it...i m going to hug it to sleep from tonight onwards...hehehee...

1st Jan 2006 Event....

2006-01-01T21:11:00.000+08:00

~ 01 Jan 2006 Sunday

Hmn....today...went church quite earlier...cos mama need to do help out today...oh...raining....hmn...been a month since we moved to Expo...hhaha....& strange...the distance seems to be getting shorter & shorter...

Today is the 1st day of 2006...so cool...x'mas day fall on sunday, & new year day also fall on sunday....the very first time tat i went church on this two special holiday.....and the coming lunar new year also fall on sunday...hmn...guess this will also be the very frst time in my life to spend the 1st day of lunar new year in church...hehehe....

Met little gorilla before the service started...so happy to se her..been ages since i last saw her...well then i passed her her bday presents....& the photos i took in Hong Kong....so happy..i also got present from her...quite a big bag..after i accompanied her to the kidz section...i went in for the service...many balloons on the floor...heehee...celebration mah....new year...

Today service by our apostle was really good....hhaha..& funny....so the time passed very fast...
So after one last worship song, we left the hall...then happened to meet little gorilla...she's looking for her mama...

We then went to Lerk Thai to have our lunch...yummy..the beef kuay teow...really very yummy...& also the lemon crispy chicken...also very oiishi...and the Tom Yam soup also very spicy & sour...

After our delicious lunch...we went home...today no cell group...hehheeh....we went Bosiini..i bought one yellow tee....very nice...

*Yawn*...finally home...hehehe.....

Had a very simple yet tasty instant porridge with 1/2 century egg, 1 egg, 1 hotdog, 1 crab meat stick...so nice to eat something warm in cold weather...hehehe....

Oyasumminasai & ja ne.... "_^

1st January 2006 ~ Fireworks @ The Esplanade

2006-01-01T20:17:00.000+08:00

~ 1st Jan 2006 Sunday

Once the clock striked @12a.m. There's a very splendid view @ The Esplanade....hehhee...i managed to video recording the very moments....hmn...it's the FIREWORKS!!!
Here's some of the clips i croped from my video clip....hehehe....

Nice right...... ^_*

A Unexpected Experience

2005-12-29T13:51:00.000+08:00

~ 27th Dec 2005 Tuesday

As usual..i m working in office...then i just came out from the admin section...but as i suddenly looked towards the admin section..i saw a black long hair lady walked out of the storeroom & walked passed behind aunt A...my first thought was...hey... aunt E was inside there? but i remember when i was in there...there was no one else other than aunt A & the young uncle KK.....could it be a new staff?
The red circle was where i saw the "lady" walking out of the storeroom(where the blue arrow is pointing)

I was curious...so i walked into see who's tat....but........when i went in..there was only 2 ppl...OH!!!!.....so am i seeing things??? Who's tat?? Am i having illusion? But the image was so clear...cos it's very bright in the admin section....so i can't be seeing things...& i can still remember that the lady i saw...had a very straight & long black hair.....with short fringe...oh...

Then i realised..i never paid notice to her face....so when others asked about her face..& cloth etc...i couldn't give them a description...

Well...wat can i say...i always tot tat there's no such things as the 3rd kind ...well...i think it's just accidently tat i saw....hmn...very real...& i do believe if never do bad things..or dun disturb them...everything will be fine....hmn...

I prayed & hope to have some peace in my mind...cos the scene tat i saw...really created a deep impact in my mind.....

"May Lord Jesus...granted mi a peaceful mind...removed all evil spirits in my mind & surrounding...refresh my mind...in the name of jesus i prayed, Ahmen"

Raffles Hotel 2005 Decoration

2005-12-29T13:41:00.000+08:00

Raffles Hotel 2005 X'mas Decoration

What a nice christmas decoration?Hmn...this year, Raffles Hotel really brightened up the whole night....look so beautiful in the night...

BRAVO!!!! *_^

Cyber Office

2005-12-29T13:37:00.000+08:00

~ 28th Dec 2005 Wednesday

Hmn...wat a relaxing afternoon for the advisors in my uncle's office...haha...well..maybe becos it's raining heavily..& they had done all their cases...so they ended up playing online warsraft game...hahah...

The office suddenly turned into a "Cyber Office"....just like the Cyber Cafe..haha...except there's no drinks..hahha....

The lone warrior fighting with his team to get rid of the enemies...hahhaha....

Upon receiving the Study Guides from UOL

2005-10-28T18:01:00.000+08:00

~ 28 Oct 2005 Friday

Hmn....once i stepped into the office...i was so happy to see the pile of parcel on my desk..it's my study guides & past yr examination papers from UOL...however, i have never received such a big pile during all these yrs of studying in UOL...i opened up to check the list of guides & exam booklets correct or not...and wow...they sent mi a total of 17 books...haha...even made a mistake by sending mi an extra copy of marketing study guide...i never stated i m taking marketing tis yr...i had passed tat...hmn...anyway...i never expected tat study law there's so many guides..and honest speaking i m abit stress now...cos the amount of guides scared mi off...oh...can i really pass all 3 laws???Hmn....so stress....arh...did i make a rite choice by changing to this? Oh...no...i have to be firmed with my decision...yes...i have to...i m going to make it...go go go!!!

Didn't have lunch with mama....cos she's busy...so i had lunch in the office....then i continued doin g the october comm....yup...progress not too bad...hahhaa....

Finally i m done with the comm tat i had received so far...hmn...that's why i have time to upload this entry in office...cos later i m going home first(cos cant bring the big pile of study guides along with mi to sch mah)..then go for my commercial law tutorial @ 8.30pm....

Ok...now gotta packed & go home...guess will have dinner with mama then go class....ja ne...

My Dear Brother ^_<

2005-10-28T03:01:00.000+08:00

~ 28 Oct 2005 Friday

Hmn..now the time is 3am in the morning...must be wondering why so late i m still online...heehee....i online to check mail..then i happened to dropby my friendster acct...& was surprised to receive a testimonial from brother...i wrote him a testimonial days ago...& i never expected him to write one for mi....& was really very touched after reading wat he wrote...now i know....how much he dotes on mi, this naughty sister...heehee...really very very touched...

That's wat he wrote in my friendster testimonial:
"Yushan is my dear sister..REAL sister...I am glad to have u as my sister and i hope u can become a better person after what had happened..what is over is over..so now study hard and faster get your degree.Hmm..yushan can be very very stubborn at times..however sometimes can be very good to me. She likes to draw snoopy and i dunno y ..haha!She is a homely gal,which like to do things by herself,independent( however like to depends alot on my mother, and i think she should change that.), friendly,and blah blah...Hope she can find a boyfriend soon..hahaha..but if i know whoever bully her, i MAKE SURE i won't let he/she off !!Ok lah..wish you all the BEST in whatever u do..u will always be my dearest sister ! :) "

Oh...can't imagine my brother will write such things abt mi...i know he dotes on mi years ago...but till now then i realised how much he dotes on mi....ever since papa left us...he's the next kin closer to mi beside mama....even though he's not that kind of person tat will express how much he dotes mi...but he's action will proved tat he really dotes on mi..that's how i feel the past few months....he's such a dear to mi...

Hmn..since i m talking abt my brother...might as well let mi emphasis more on him....well....
We were in the same kindergarten, same pri sch...& very coincident in the same sec sch...& more coincident in the same poly...& gues wat doing the same course...hahaa...that's the bond between us....hahhaa....no lah...all coincidence lah....

During primary sch, i remembered we took school bus to sch...but when in sch...we seldom hang out together...he's always with his friends while i m always with my friends...whenever he's in trouble, his teacher will ask mi to go to his class...then teacher will ask mi this & tat regarding my brother...actually he's really smart...he's in the EM1 and he's good in his maths & science...as for chinese....ok lah...manageable...then i remembered there was once, a male classmate of mine bullied mi...then my brother knew abt it...he went to warn that boy...dun ever bully mi...if not he will beat him...haha...that's him..he will go warn tat person himself...without letting mi know...i only got to learn abt this from my tat classmate...since then everybody was terrified when i mentioned " i go & tell my brother"...Guess wat..when we were back home after school...cos both mama & papa working..so we'll be at home with grandma & aunt...quite bored...yet there's freedom...dun have to do hmwk in the afternoon...we always do after 6pm...(cos by that time parent back from work)..so in the afternoon we will play games...if not we will act as if we r the wrestlers...haha...jumping on mama & papa's bed...hahaha....quite fun...

Then sec school..i m the prefect..so most of his classmates know who i m...but during sec sch times, he's abit rebilious...but still "good" to mi...he will like so called "bride" mi...with swatch watches..haha...no lah..not really bride lah...he wanna mi to hel him do things arh...or wat ever lah....i think i received about 5 swatch watches from him..hahhaa....

Well...we do quarrel & "fight" with each other...but that's common between siblings...rite?
I remembered our "fight" not those light beating ..but can be quite fierce...haha...there's this time...we quarrelled over the tv remote control..& he's so fierce tat he scratched my right hand....& the wound started to bleed non-stop....scared both mama & papa....now the scars can still be seen on my hand...then there's this time...when he's so angry with mi tat..he held a chair on his hand...& threw directly at mi...but missed...cos i run away...then there's once, he punched on my shoulder...oh tat really hurt...i could feel my bone cracked...see...our fight really fierce...but once i also punched him on his face...haha...can u imagine i had difficulties in punching him...cos he's like taller than mi ....my head only till his shoulder...so i still managed to punch him..cos i m really angry..cos i think he slapped mi..hahaha...

Then our communication became lesser & lesser...as he moved on to poly...he seldom at home...then he joined the navy...so always out in sea...so the time i see him lessen....but when papa left...it seems to bring us closer together...maybe he felt tat papa no longer ard..he should take care of mama & mi...cos he's the elder child & son....well..then i see the changes in him...i used to dislike him in the past..cos i always tot mama dotes him more than mi...cos whenever we quarrelled...mama will end up scolding mi even though it's not my fault....so i felt so unfair...however in between...some things happened....& this helps to bring our relationship closer & closer....i begin to understand....i can feel the love around mama, kor & mi....now there's a new member...joyce...my sister-in-law...actually i dun quite like her in the beginning...cos i tot kor will have no time for mi....but no...there's addition member to shower mi with care & concern.....i feel great...it will be better if papa's around.....

Hmn...now i can say....how wonderful to have this brother..i always wish my brother will be like those shown in the dramas/movies, care for the sister...beat those who bully the sister...and i never thought my brother will be one like this....cos he's seems those like dun care one but i know i am wrong about him...maybe that's the way he expressed....I hope to be his sister in my next life...I love you, kor....

Relaxing

2005-10-28T02:45:00.000+08:00

~ 20 Oct 2005

Today i m quite relaxing at work...since i have comleted the comm...so today i helped tat aunt to open new files for the documents....cos all files were packed....furthermore, tomolo i m not coming to work..so i felt like it's friday...hahaha...Yuppee....later meeting luan, mei & jw for dinner...looking forward to see them....

Today Mama on mc...poor mama...she's down with flu & fever...but she's feeling much better after resting at home yesterday...and i m going home to get my laptop before meeting luan, on the way home, i bought wan pao & some baos for mama...then i packed my laptop into the case, then the policies of luan & mei....gonna pass to them later..

Finally met luan..we then went to The Cafe Cartel..this the 2nd time i m here...hahah..both time is meeting with luan...heehee...then we decided on where to sit..haha...change 3 tmes before we finally settle down...hahaha

Then while waiting for the arrival of mei & jw...we ordered our food first..heheee..i ordered terriyaki chicken spaghetti & 7-up...then luan ordered one spaghetti (i forgotten the name of the spaghetti)..& a cup of hot chocolate...heehee...we just wrote down our orders...but still wanna wait they r here before placing orders....Then luan gave mi this cute little hp pouch tat she bought at KL....heehee...so nice to touch...luv it...but i think i wont use it..i will keep it..heehee...

Then while continue waiting for them...i collected the policy premium from luan...we glanced through the menu again...hahha...then i changed my terriyaki chicken spaghetti to the same type of spaghetti as luan..hehee...(she tempted mi lor..) then i also changed my drink to oreo minty shake...heehee...sound nice hor...hahaa...i always prefer mint stuff..we also ordered a chicken + veg salad...eat healthy mah..

Yeah...mei was here liao...so after she went to draw $$, & placed her order...i called jw..askin when will he be here...cos it's going to 8pm soon...& we're hungry liao....he replied 8 plus...so luan & i went to queue to place order...then we chatted while waiting to be served...heehee...finally the food was here...our spaghetti look delicious..& my oreo minty shake...tasted so wonderful...seems like i've made a rite choice..hahha....

We finished our food...even our drinks...yet jw still not here yet...it's already 8.45pm liao...hmn...he busy guy leh...haha...well then after another minute or so...he's finally here..hahaha.....been quite some times since we last met for dinner....he just came back from Thailand for a wk holiday..then he will be back to Thailand for NS training course..tat last a yr...he gave mi & luan each a keychain from Thailand with our name in english & thai...so thoughful of him...hehee...

Then he ordered a drink...then we chatted...& then i took out my laptop...to view & save the photos luan took with her camera during our last outing..then also the photos tat she took during the trip to Fish Leong's concert in Malaysia...then finally...yes...the surprise tat she told mi ages ago...haha...oh...so touched...she went to convert the sec sch graduation tape into vcd liao...i tot she wanna passed mi the tape then i pass it to the shop below my hse to do the converting...& she did such a wonderful editing of it..so much time & effort spent...so cool..looking at the clip...all the good memories filled my mind....time passed so fast...feel as if it just happened yesterday...so nice...all the sec sch teachers...friends....the school...*sobsob* how i miss those days...Hmn...wonder when will our next gathering be? Looking forward....to see everyone present in the gathering...(but always those few will turn up....so sad...)

Then we discussed about the biz deal we've been thnking abt....heehee...the marketing & sales of the vcd to our fellow classmates...cos good memories/times are worth to keep for whole life....well..that's wat i think...heehee...

After chatting for an hour plus or more...we left the restaurant & they walked mi to my house....then after jw drew $$ below my hse...the 3 of them took a cab home....while i m back home..washing cloth & after bathing..i went to use my latop to do some stuff....

So happy to meet them...heeehee..

MC @ home....

2005-10-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

~ 25 Oct 2005 Tuesday

Hmn..feeling not tat well since yesterday...mama told mi to go see doc...so i did...& yup...true enough..i m down with flu & sore throat...so the doc gave mi some antibiotics, cough syrup, & flu medicine...& some capsule to suck...heehee....an also an MC...

Then the doc suggested mi to take the Flu Vaccination...cos Oct - Dec is the flu season...so might as well take as a precaution...somemore i m going to Hongkong in Nov...the vaccination can last 1 yr...so no harm mah....& yes...i did..take the vaccination...i also helped mama & aunt to reserve the vaccination each...heehee...

So i went home cooked some porridge to eat so as to eat my medicine...heehee...called uncle to inform him tat i not feeling well so not going to work...then rest at home...i took a nap from 1pm till ard 5pm...woke up...did ironing...then mama's back home...she then cooked porridge..then kor came...to see us...& to take his road tax...had a few conversation with him..

Then i did some macroecon homework...till ard late 2am..cos i m quite awake...after the nap...heehee..feeling much better after the medication...

The Big Move T-Shirt Design Contest

2005-10-17T10:33:00.000+08:00

~ 15 Oct 2005 Saturday

Hmn...today woke up quite late...already 12pm....heehee...mama's not back yet..she's working halfday on sat...aunt on leave today...so she's busy tidying up her closet.... As for mi...hmn...today i m going to spend my time designing T-Shirt...cos i m taking part in the T-Shirt design for my church upcoming event "The Big Move". My church is moving to the EXPO this december...so it's being called "The Big MOve" as it involved the whole church...the 1st prize is $500 + 11,000 ppl wearing the 1st winner design T-Shirt; 2nd prize is $300; 3rd prize is $200; every participant will get a free T-Shirt...heehee....i was of course hoping to get the 1st prize...but there's strong competition...cos there will be many design to be choose from...heehee...so let's pray!

Before i get down to design...i surf the net for some info...met ting & luan on MSN...so had a short conversation with them...then after i had finished surfing for wat i need...i went offline.... Then mama's back..we had Mcdonald meals for lunch...heehee...yummy...then after resting awhile..i started designing...i used the scanned outline of the T-Shirt...then do some touching up...add different colours to the T-Shirt background using the Paint...then i chosen black colour...heehee...Why? well...cos i wanna use that colour to let God's glory to stand out....then i draw the arch plus the church logo...then also a pair of footprints...

Then once i m done with all these small designs....i realised i m in deep trouble...i can't seems to open my Photoshop 5.0...oh my god.....this can't be happening to mi??? I tried opening for a few times...but it promted Error!!....*panic* i immediately online to download...but invalid...there's seems to be no complete version of that software to be able to download....thn i met luan on the MSN...i asked if she had tat software...she replied yes..but still cant be help..cos the file toobig..cant be send to mi thru neither email nor msn...so i offline...thenn tried opening again & again...still error...then i realised that i hav a copy of tat i my pc...& lucky mi...there's really a copy in my pc..so i burned it into cd..then saved in my laotop....yeah...can be used...& this is the Photoshop 6.0 version...heehe..better than the previous one....

Aunt cooked fried maggie mee for dinner...the taste not too bad..heehee...then after dinner...i had a bath...aunt wanna watched the korean drama "The Stariways of Heaven", so i played the vcd for her....then i went backed to my design again....this time round...i add the arch to the T-Shirt, then the logo...well.. the arch symbolised the horizon, the logo on the horizon meaning the church will be moving into the horizon in near future...then i added the footprints...total of 5 pairs...each different sizes & colours...to represent different things; the big blue - Jesus; Yellow - Chinese; Red - Caucasians; Purple - Indians; Green - Malays....the 4 different races in s'pore...then i add the Big Move wordings onto it....by the time i m done with it ....it's already 11pm....And here's the Big Move Design of mine...(wat do u think? Nice?)

hahha...i chose to let the round collar & the edge of the sleeves to be white...so as to match with the overall design....& here's the completed T-Shirt. If you think that's all...then u r wrong...after i m done with the design...i complied these 2 jpeg files into a blank cd...to be submitted together...then i had to type out a rationale on the concepts, the reason for the particular designs, the choice of colours...etc...in not more than 300 words....well well..this took mi roughly about 90 mins to completed...cos amending here & there...becos this is going to be taken ito consideration with the design....so must be appropriate...heehee.... After i m done with tat, i even typed out a chinese version...well..this the 1st time i m typing out paragraphs in chinese words...hahha...challenging..& time consuming as well....then by the time i m done & printed out...it's already 3am (16 oct 2005 Sun)....i went to wash my face..to refresh myself..then there's the final step of the contest...i had to draw out exactly the same as wat i hav design on a piece of A3 paper given by the organiser... Oh i then realised i threw away my water colours paint & brushes long time ago...how m i going to colour....so in the end i used colour pencils & magic pens...heehee...i fell aslept inbetween for an hour...

When mama woke up in the morning...she woke mi up...heehee...lucky...else...i won't be able to finish my design...then mama helped mi to go 7-eleven to get black markers..while i continued shading other areas....she bought 2 black markers...& around 9am..i m finally done with the whole design...*phew!* fianally it's all completed...so happy...i took a photo of the design sketch..hmn..so is the design sketch identical to the design using computer?hehee...

I then filled up my particulars on the form..and then sealed everthing in an envelope..and it's DONE!! Yeah!!heehee...I had a bath, then had my breakfast�dressed up..& went church with mama...

Magic Party @ Globetrotters

2005-10-16T14:56:00.000+08:00

~ 12th Sept 2005 Monday
(wanna upload this entry long ago..but due to some technical problem with the loading site...so here's the magical night...)
Oh Man..today there's magic party at night..heehee...so anxious till i can't sleep quite well..heehee...hmn..duno if the whole performance will be a success or not..haha...

Hmn...everything went on quite well...office work did quite fast liao...ahhaha..cos today gonna leave early mah...heehee...so must hurry finished up all my work...heehee...

I started packing up my stuffs sround 5pm..heehee..mama was waiting for mi at the bus stop...today mama was the guest tat i m inviting to the party..hehe...we board on the bus thinking hmn..will reach there quite early...however, after boarding the bus...mama then realised that we boarded the wrong bus..instead of bus 961 we board bus 980...haha...actually i already knew tat was bus 980 before we board...jus tat i tot mama going somewhere else 1st..haha...blur liao...

Since we took the wrong us...we might as well go home first...then mama can put down her hand carry bag...then took mrt to Novena station..we then first went to Novena Square...there was booths selling mooncakes..then mama wanted to buy one to give it to the aunt selling cloth....so after makin a round...she made up her mind buying the little unique mooncake tat i ate tat yesterday...

Then we headed to United Square...hmn...there's construction going on..so we followed the arrow...& surprisingly we cant find the way to United Square...so we asked ppl..then realised we need to cross the road..hahaha...

Oh...lightening strikes...hmn...seems like it's going to rain soon...& heavy rain...haha....we hurried cross the road...& yes...we were finally in United Square...hmn...still early..so we walked around..this my first time coming United Square...not many ppl...

Then mama asked mi to go to that restaurant liao...dun wait till too late...so we went to level 2...& there's the restaurant - The Globetrotters...

Nigel, kelda & some of the trainers were already there...they were having their dinner..if not later they won't have time to eat...haha...

My group, only Robert was here...so i went to the back of the restaurant to practice my tricks later on..while mama sat in the front where kelda & nigel sitting....cos she cant be there when i practice..hehee...

Wow..it's raining cats & dogs...there's thunder too...not many ppl in the restaurant..heehe..then mama wanted to go down to watson to get something..so while going out with her..i saw peiling...she then told mi tat sok lai not feeling well so not able to come..then ping yong arrived...lastly it was ziewei..since sok lai not coming, ziewei will have to pair with robert...

Very soon 7.30pm liao...the party starting soon..first 15-20 mins were doing close-up tricks to those friends u brought along..so i went to join mama...she was sharing a table with ziewei's friend...so the 4 of us sat together..then ziewei performed the rope trick - "Do as I Do"...then i lent mama my rope..heehee..no matter how she do..she can't seems to make a node out of the rope itself...so she was very persistent...continued doing again & again..but...she still can't get it done...hahaha....i got a pic of mama trying very hard...haaha...

Then ziewei did the cards trick...& followed by the cups trick...then the magic performance began...oh..i was abit shocked when our group was called first..hmn...so went up to perform...ziewei didn't manage to guess the card right..oh..mistake...but that was actually quite hard..then our turn...tat robert changed our plot...instead of the 3 of us (mi, ping yong, & peiling) doin the card tricks together..he announced individually...so in the end nigel told ping yong tat she dun have to do...hmn...so bad robert....

Then followed by the rest of the groups..there's mistakes in theirs too...cos we were not professional magician...heehee....this was the result after 4 lessons of magic class..so consider quite ok liao...

Everyone was enjoying the performance...even the staffs in the restaurant stopped to watch our performance..hahaha...cool man... ^_<

Then finally it's dinner time...there's a plate of food..then four person shared a big plate...heehee...yummy...finally our performance was over...now enjoying the delicious food..heehee...

After eating.. ziewei performed some other tricks to my mama & his friend..while he's "entertaining" my mama...i went over to the next table..where ping yong, peiling & robert sat...then nigel was sharing the food with them..cos there's only 3 of them over there...so i went over to take photos...

Then there's this guy, Eugene, who attended quite a no. of magic class...performed magic for us...as the finale programme...very astonishing...

And after the whole performance ended...we were bein brief on the community service at the Ang Mo Kio Hospital this coming saturday...then Nigel asked about our feelings, how we grade ourselves..etc...overall grading was not bad...

Then mama & i took the same path home as ziewei &amp;amp;amp;amp; friend...then i xchanged no. with ziwei & email..cos he wanted the photos to be email to him...haha...Back home...we bought a packet of fries...heehee...

~~~~~~~Wat a magical night!~~~~~~~

Completed 6 comm!!!

2005-10-15T09:52:00.000+08:00

~ 14 Oct 2005 Friday

Hmn...today back in office...well not tat angry after not coming a day...*Phew* feel so relieved now...hmn...after i stepped in..immediately start doing my comm...this time i left the other 2 comm...hmn...doing "A" can be quite troublesome....well..cos i dun hav the necessary policy details with mi..so might have to check with KK first..

Before i really start...as usual i on my windowmedia player...heehee...i cant work without music...esp i loaded so many mp3 songs into the computer...hahaha.....

And then KK passed mi the other 2 comm...this 2 companies merged...so there's 3 different comm statements...1 belong to previous, the other previous...then lastly the merged...so i need to go zap them under each individual advisors....

Finally done with the zapping....so back to my comm again....finally completed "B"...there's many cases in "B"...so can take up quite some time when doin the comm...then KK came & passed mi "C" comm statement...again i was to zap...

After zapping...i m back to my desk again finish the "D" comm then i went to KK's desk, cos i wana use his pc...so as to get the new cases details...i checked all the new cases of merged co., then aviva...so i dun hav to come & get the details after doing each insurer's comm...hahaha.....then i helped my uncle to do some stuffs...then i went out for lunch with mama...

Today we went to the newly opened foodcourt...hmn...only sell chicken rice, chicken porridge, chicken noodle, deserts...etc...so we ordered a chicken rice set (including a plate of beansprouts with soup)..then a normal set of chicken rice (with soup), a plate of cuttlefish..& 2 ice milk tea...Yummy....quite tasty...not too bad....hahha...serving quite big...so we ended up quite full....

Maa went back to work, while i went to buy the sweet & sour fish steak with rice & soyamilk glassjelly for tat aunt..(afterall..i m not tat angry with her liao..) & i also bought 2 soyamilk with pearl...one for myself, the other for uncle TM....

I completed all the comm....beside "E"...cos i not yet prnt out the statement..."E" is the only company tat dun send us the statement..& i hav to access to 2 different website to print the statement..then together to the zapping...cos it include the incomeshield & living policy...so on different statement...hahha...when doin "E" has to be very careful...cos very easy to make mistake..hahaha....so i put it at the last to do.....

Heheee..today i completed 6 different insurers comm....hahah....not tat i m slow...just tat the details not there...however...i m very determined to prove to tat aunt tat i m not slow...& i wanna stop her from back stabbing mi.....(i wonder if she's too stress...cos she not only back stabbed mi...but also KK & uncle TM...seems like she's really really stress.....)

Immediately after i finished my work...i went home...the Ch U 7.30pm taiwan drama starting soon..wanna get home to see....actually i wanna take a bus...but waited for abt 2 mins...i deceided to walk home...hahahaha...yes & i did...within 10 mins...i m home...quite windy...seems lke going to rain soon.....hehhee...who cares...cos i m home liao...heehee.....

Other past entries will be uploaded soon...

2005-10-12T02:35:00.000+08:00

Hmn...quite busy with my work & studies...so dun really have much time to upload my blog...so glad some frenz asked how come i stop ard mid september...well...

My Blog will be updated soon..... so please bear with mi for the time being....

Sorry for waiting....just gimme a few more days.....heehee...thanks... ^;<

Being Back Stabbed!!

2005-10-12T01:57:00.000+08:00

~ 11 Oct 2005 Tuesday

Today was actually a very nice day for mi....well..as least i m in a good mood...i was busy doing the comm from IFAST..then i received the comm from AXA...well..after zapping into individual advisors' copies...i continue doing the comm....then now quite troublesome due to the change in the workin system...so i dun hav the new cases details, etc...if i were to do each case & go get the necessary details from KK...& the details are available on the net..i might as well search for each case myself...instead of troubling KK...

But by doing this...and updating the details of the other renewal cases...can be quite time consuming...so i took quite some time to do ...well...when comes in turn of $$...must be extra careful...so i dun wanna make any unnecessary mistakes...else ppl will make comments....

And Yes...unfortunately today, my uncle asked mi into his room for a 'chat'...regarding complaints about mi....Yes..i m being back stabbed by some ppl...someone complained to him tat i m slowing down my work...msn chatting with ppl, surfing internet for personal purposes....

Everyday i start working....i will definitely log on to msn....saying "hi" to some frenz...yet this can also be complained to my uncle...hmn...well...i dun get hook onto msn for the entire day...as if i jus chatting & not doing my work...come on...it's the 20th century...there's no regulation on no msn during work..as long as i know wat's my pirority...i do my work...hand in my payment voucher promptly...so i dun see the need to make a fuss over this matter...

Hmn...i admit i did check my email during office hours...but i didn't check for more than 15 mins...yet ppl still can complain tat i m doin personal things....cool...tat's personal...then going toilet also personal...so why don't they complain i went toilet during office hours...wat the heck? I m not the only one checking emails during office hours...some even surf net to look at new handphones...or any other sites....so why no one say anythng about them? So they can do so becos they are the senior? If they really have so much time to complain about others...why don't they spend more time on their work...instead of complaining not enough time to do....

Oh yah..to add on to the above, i dun understand the aunt 'A'...she always told mi, my uncle employed mi not to help others zap documents...(cos sometimes when others asked mi to help them zap docs...i do help...well..no harm mah...) dun help others...cos they are not the one employing mi....yet she's the one who kept on askin mi to help her do this & do tat...

How can one finished up the task when someone keeps on interrupting..asking tat person to go zap this & tat...else help to do the filing...which supposed to be done by her...cos i dun see the need to ask another person to do tat task...isn't tat a waste of time? But there's such person ard....tat aunt 'A' lor...can u imagine she can pile up the letters...i guess for the past few days then wait for mi to open all.....can't she open herself...well..she may be busy....but i m not idle either...i hav to do the comm...& yet she keeps on intercom mi...asked mi go in to do this & tat...hey...there's a limit to such matters...can be quite irritating...somemore being complained i m slow....hahhaa....how to be not slow....if this goes on....

However, i didn't mention all tat to my uncle....i dun wanna ppl to say i only know how to complain...if i were to do so...then i am no different as compared to them...until the time when my patience is to the limit....

From now onwards...i m not going to do as aunt 'A' say...she's a "double face" leh..infront of mi, do like this...infront of my uncle...says bad things about mi...i m going to prove her wrong...

Hmnn....so sorry GOD..pls forgive mi...cos while typing this...there's actually anger within mi...i know i should plead guilty & asked for ur forgiveness...for the bluntness of tat person who says bad things about mi...may GOD shows mi the path i should take...ahmen..

Haiz...feels better after typin out & plead for forgiveness.....

Damn Angry!!! :@

2005-09-20T15:03:00.000+08:00

~ 20th Sept 2005 Tuesday

Quite angry with mama & brother...morning I went to sch to settle some stuff...yet they kept on sms/call my hp...but i was busy with my stuff...so didn't pay much notice...Finally when i on my way to office...then i answered my mama's call...told her y i didn't answer....& guess wat she said...i always hav reasons for not answering calls...like i m really finding excuses...wat the heck #*#@.....if i really wanna find excuses...y would i be so stupid to answer her call....then back in office...my brother helpin his fren to buy motor insurance with my uncle...then he gave mi the cheque amt not enough...so i forked out all my $$ to pay for him 1st...yet he called & shouted why the insurance not yet done...why i so late go office etc...hey i m not obliged to do things for him leh..i had my own matters to settle beforehand...anyway the uncle incharged will be going down to the insurer later...so he knows wat to do...i m not the one doing...i m just like a middle person..yet he kept on shouting so loud thru the phone....damn him i told him not to shout...yet he continue..so i hung up the phone..& off my hp.....Really pissed off....then he called mama to call office....so damn..sian...i duno anything...just being nice to help passing the doc & $ to that uncle...yet i was being shout & scold for nothing.........

Really spoilt my mood early...mama called to ask if i wanna join her for lunch..without hesitation, i rejected her....dun really hav the mood to hav lunch with her...totally sian already....

Then i continue doing my final check of comm...hmn..finally finished....heehee...met clarence & shirley on msn...chatted with them...so thankful to them for listening to mi...heehee...feel much better after talking to someone...heehee....really been some time since i last get in touch with clarence...nice chatting with him...

Then i just had my lunch not long ago...heehee i went to buy mixed veg with rice..yum yum...office very cold...arrh....wearing a jacket..still can feel the cold penatrating into my skin...~~~~~~cold leh.....too bad it's the building aircon..so can't change the temperature...heehee....

Hmn..after lunch feel better..not tat sleepy after all...hahaha...earlier on i sent a sms to mama - "you all very weird one, i m busy doing my own things so never pay notice to hp...then u r here saying i finding excuses!"... & mama reply mi an mms before 1.30pm..she sent my favourite doggy soft toy-Xiao hao hao pic..together with the msg "My owner, pls dun e angry! I will be sad if u r not happy, Give mi a smile1 I m waiting for you to come home! God Loves You..." Guess she knows tat i m quite pissed off....

Hmn....wat a day! Tired, sian, moody....cold...haiz....all sorts of feelings... sucks man! (^_<)

Mooncakes....heehee..

2005-09-12T13:44:00.000+08:00

~ 11 Sept 2005 Sunday

Hahaha...i ate a special type of mooncake for breakfast..heehee....very tasty... really unique...heehee...

Then went for my church service...today many people in the 3rd service..then realized tat pastor H.T. was not here...she went china with pastor K.M & Apostle Lawerence...so today the service was leaded by another missionary leader...today the speaker was Rev. Melvin well..quite interesting...he's improving..more & more funny..hahha....this does make the whole session more relax & enjoyable...then this week..it's my turn to be consolidator...two weeks once...hahaha....then i didn't manage to get any new member..so in the end i joined the other consolidators infornt of the stage...incase there's someone who needs us...however..not many ppl in front..so my mama & i went back to our seats...then Rev. Melvin announced tat all leaders & consolidators come to the front...& ppl who needs to have tongue language & need prayers can come to the front....so there's this lady who needs peace in her work...so i prayed for her...releasing her unpeacefulness...then ended with a short blessing for her...i was then aout to leave...then i saw this girl standing down there...looking at the screen...well..obviously no one was praying for her...so i went over...then came to know that she wanted to have tongue language..so i prayed for her..asking her to speak out...& she got it...she's so happy..giving her a hug...then an aunt asked if we oth were frenz..i said no...just praying for her..then the aunt started asking if she had any cell group..& she replied no...then i asked if she wants to join my cellgp? & she was abit keen..then i told her mine was actually elderly chinese cellgp..right now i m the youngest ..& i have been joinin this gp since i was 11...& this gp need some youngsters to boost the morale...heehee...also to let our gp grow better...

Then that aunt was abit pissed off..like i snatch her memer like tat...then after telling her wat's our cellgp like...she seems keen to join...i might as well ask if she's keen on going to the encountering weekend on dec...haha...& yup..she got my hp no..& i got hers too...so she's Iris..heehee..i got a new fren...she's only sec 3..yet taller than mi..haiz..ahhaa....

Then had chicken with century egg porridge..yum yum...then had cellgp..today on the topic 4 & 5 of the prayer book...

Went to OG after cellgp...bought the OTO massaging machine..then bought some mooncakes...then home sweet home.....mam went "Ma Guang" while i did the ironings & stuff....watched the recorded HK drama "Zhen Qing"...wow..exciting man...heehee...even though watched before...yet still so nice..haha...

Hmn..tired...oh..today showing the "A date with vampire 3"...heehee...yeah...Ma Xiaoling...& Kuang Tian You...cool man..hahaha....

Homework day...

2005-09-12T11:22:00.000+08:00

~ 10 Sept 2005 Saturday

Wow…finally Saturday…heeehee…can rest at home..& do homework…heehe…
Did some of my homework in the morning..then did abit of the comm tat I bought home to do…haiz…

Nothing Much…just doing homework…heehee…

Yuppee...friday again...

2005-09-12T11:03:00.000+08:00

~ 09 Sept 2005 Friday

Wow…finally get myself settled down for my new studies & work schedules…heehee…then off to work quite early….doing the sugust comm. Again…hmn…never ending comm….sian siah…haha….

Then went for lunch with mama around 3.15pm…haaha..this was the first time this week tat I m having lunch with mama…heehee….today we had 'Ba kuh teh', then a bowl of pig liver soup…& 2 little bowls of veg…yummy yummy…heehee…

Very full…lucky I m walking back to office…then msn chat with gracefoo, luan …heehee…today I m going swimming..so will be leaving ard 5pm…

Happily board the bus to the swimming pool….oh man….it’s closed for maintenance & minor renovation …will be reopened on the 30 Nov 2005…oh man….so saddening leh…well then no choice, so I took a bus back to find mama….on my way, I bought my fav drink- soya bean pearl milk..& 2 cheese little Mr Bean. Famous cheese cake (last time use to call red bean cake)…mama today working late…so might as well go see her..

Then in mama’s office, after eating those stuffs…I performed 2 little card tricks to mama’s office staffs…then I went home around 7pm…I walked home, slow traffic…many cars…then there was the tents set up for the circus performance….

So tired…very hot…

Kallang Bahru Swimming Pool

2005-09-10T11:09:00.000+08:00

Kallang Bahru Swimming Complex....

Hmn...sound so old..heehee..but honest speaking...it's much better than the one i used to go....(River Valley Swimming Pool>>>now no more already..demolished...so sad...cos tat's the pool where i used to learn swimming since small....so quite memorable to mi..)

These are some of the photos i took...when i go swimming...look quite nice actually...
The photo below showing the outer view of the swiming complex...the new type of ticket machines..the entrance fee is $1 per entry on weekdays & $1.30 on weekends & public holidays...but it's worth lor...cos u can swim how long as you like....but one thin about the swimming pool is tat ...there's many activities going on here...like life saving course, aerobics programmes...swimming lessons...so there's many ppl during wkends & public holidays.....

The changing room is much more cleaner then River Valley changing room...it's more hygiene & more spacious....however it can be quite scary at night especially when u r alone in there...heehee....but lucky it's bright enough..so not to the extent of ghostly...hahaha....i always used the one next to the basin in the morning...if in the evening, i will prefer those near to the toilets...cos ermm...scared mah...hahhaa....

There's 3 pools...one olympic size pool which also known as big pool...then there was this medium pool...then a small pool...i used to swim in the medium pool when i first came...i remember i was swimming the 156 laps width in the medium pool...then the lifeguard, Jack suggested that i go try swimmin length in the big pool....but it seems like a mission impossible task..haha...cos ever since after gettin the Gold Star Award in sec 2...i seldom swim lengths already...i had been swimming width in the old river valley pool...so it's like a challenge to mi...well then i tried swimming length on one fine saturday...& the feeling was quite good...haha...i swam 50 laps length on tat day...so from tat day ownwards...i have been swimming lengths...and i swam 60 laps everytime...heehee....with an interval every 10 laps..then slowly the laps increased to 20 laps & number of intervals reduced to 3...then 1 interval after 40 laps...and continue with the last 20 laps....this went on for the next 3 times...when there's a day i swam 60 laps non-stop for abt 1hr 25mins....since then i dun have any interval during my swim...from then i realised actually i can swim tat long...& was really amazed tat i dun feel tired after swimming...hahaha...

The surrounding of the swimming pool is very nice...very comfortable...and i was really surprised to find that there's free postcards available too! Thus, i will be able to take these cards to write & send to my frenz...there's also many chairs & tables around...so when u r tired of swimming...u can actually do some reading or even do some homework or office work..cos it's quiet...beside tat, there's also locker service available...all u need is just a 20 cents coin...so dun have to worry much about your personal items being stolen or whatsoever...

Lastly, the kallang bahru swimming pool is now under renovation & maintainence..so it will be closed till 30th November....which means there may be some changes after tat...till then i will go take a new series of photos & add on to this...let's look forward to the brand new Kallang Bahru Swimming Pool... (^; ")

Back to Full Day lectures...

2005-09-09T10:34:00.000+08:00

~ 08 Sept 2005 Thursday

It was raining early in the morning….today I m having full day class…in the morning I had Principle of accounts followed by macroeconomics….

The first lecture was conducted in the lecture theatre…then it was nearly packed…many ppl…well…it was conducted y Alan again…heehee….i paid abt 91% attention…hahah….understand quite a lot..

After the lecture, I had some words with alan regarding my transfer of coz…then I went to another class…preparing for my next lecture-Macroeconomics…I listened to my mp3 songs while eating my lunch (bread with eggs), & reading thru my accounting notes…

An hour later, the class started..it was conducted by Ganesh, well, he was the same lecturer for the part-time macroeconomics class I used to attend…but the his teaching method was different from the night…the whole class was fully packed, some latecomers had to sit behind without tables…this was the2nd lecture…so I m back to the starting of the module…well..it’s much more clearer now…hahah…

Then after break, we had our tutorial class, Ganesh wanted all of us to do the tutorial qns in group, well then there’s 2 angmohs sitting in my row…but I never discuss with them, I just do myself…& glancing thru the qns, I had doubted in myself…am I really able to do these qns, they were totally different forms of qns tat Ganesh used to give in the part-time class….but I m so glad tat I am able to do the qns..even though there' some mistakes…but at least I knew where I m wrong & was willing to learn form my mistakes…

Yeah…finally 5.30pm…lesson ended….yupee…I went to request for my law modules lecture notes…hoped can get it so as to read them over the wkends…hmn…cant imagine the whole day I only spoke 6 sentences…heehee…2 with alan, then 4 with the receptionist…

1st Company Law lecture...

2005-09-09T10:15:00.000+08:00

~ 07 Sept 2005 Wednesday

Hmn…was looking forward for today..cos I will be attending my 1st company law lecture…met Michelle first then went Plaza Singapura for some snacks…Pay our school fees…well..actually mine was $2,940/- however due to the repeated 2 subjects…which had to consider the first enrolment fees..so in the end I had to an amt of $315/- ….hmn…so expensive…

Went to our respectively class after paying the school fees…well..this is the time when michelle & I will part for our own class….abit sad…being classmates since yr 1 …been thru so much…no matter wat..we still managed to stay in the same class…earlier on Rokiah, our student adviser said whenever she saw us…the both of us are always together…like cant separate….haha..then michelle answered tat we are best frenz mah…Yup…100% agree with her…she’s really a great pal to mi..all thanks for her encouragement during the past few yrs…I m so ashamed to face her…seems like I had disappointed her once again….so sad… ( '_ ")

Hmn…was late for class due to the slow process of paying school fees….Ronnie is the lecturer for Company Law…finally there’s a Chinese lecturer…haha…u never know…my school many Indian lecturers…haha..so quite happy to see a Chinese lecturer…heehee…

Well..today lecture was on Ultra Vires…hmn..i was wondering wat the heck is this? Then I realised it was the name given a particular rule…ultra vires no longer available in singapore…it had been removed from the singapore law…however I m doing London degree…so had to study ultra vires without failed…heeehee…the lecture at first was confusing for mi….cos it had already conducted since late june…so it’s like I m lagged for 1 term…well..no worry…I will strive hard…I believe I can do it!! Then as time went on…..i found that it was actually quite an interesting lecture…I recorded the entire lecture in my mp3 player…heehee…yup..i need reference…in case I missed out any point…heehee..

Back home..so tired…hmn..after bathing..rest then packed bag…going to sleep soon…oyasuminasai…

School fees..

2005-09-09T09:42:00.000+08:00

06 Sept 2005 Tuesday

Finally made up my mind on doing wat course…so told mama tat I will be paying the school fees tomolo…been nagged by her for awhile…I know tat she's worry for mi…but I didn’t make this decision in a rush..i thought about I for days before I came to a conclusion…so was looking forward to attend my first law leture….

After calculating…the total school fees will be $2,940…wow…really expensive..but wat to do…haiz…

Finally mama gave mi the cheque…

A busy Monday!

2005-09-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

~05 Sept 2005 Monday

Woke up ard 6.30am…bathed then dressed & had my breakfast…then went to cityhall mrt station to wait for grace…she’s meeting mi to pass mi her biz law book..so touched…she’s meeting mi before she went to work…haiz…so sorry to trouble her…

After meeting her, got the book..had a short chat with her…then she headed to work…while I went home…

Rest for awhile..packed my magic tools into my bag..then read newspaper….& then I went off to work…haha..I was early today…then was asked to do the general commission…cos need to issue cheques by today…so I hurried finished up…

Didn’t had lunch with mama…cos she’s busy…hmn..called school in the afternoon to ask regarding the school fees….

As I finished doing the general comm….i continued doing the general policy checking..then signed in to msn..had a chat with meiting, shirley & luan..then I zipped & email the photos took on sat to the 3 of them…aiyah forget ym’s email add..hahaha…nvm…send to her later…heehee…

Then went for my magic class..took bus at ard 6.40pm…then from my office till the raffles city..it took about 15-20 mins…the bus was damn slow…due to the slow traffic…traffic jam..hmn..i fall asleep…then by the time I woke up…I m still somewhere ard capitol building…oh man…with this pace..i guess I will e late for lesson..oh man…but lucky by the time I reached ..it’s only 7.22pm…heeee…lucky mi…not late…

By the time I arrived…ping yong was already there…but not many ppl here yet…today going to be the last lesson..cos next monday, we will be having a class party..haha…can invite 1 person…& tat person I m going to invited will be my mama…haha..each person had to pay $5…the venue of the party will be at the United Square Globlotters restaurant…

Nigel was late today…so David lead the class….firstly we went through the previous tricks…then David showed us another 2 new tricks…then Nigel was here..so he took over…well..the 2 tricks today was actually quite simple…haha…

Then Nigel wanted us each group to choose 2 tricks to perform during the party…& after our group discussion, we chose the card tricks…then…we start thinking of our plot...the script…how the flow of the tricks…& our cooperation….heehee…then we rehearsed once for David to see…& he helped us on how to improve…heehee…then after tat, we helped to stack up the chairs..then by the time the class ended…it was already 10.45pm…wow…so late liao..lucky my bus came quite fast..then while on my way while walking back home…a unique car caught my attention..oh it was a ‘Hello Kitty’ car…so cute…I took some pics of it with my camera phone..heehee…then reached home around 11.25pm…

Then after bathing…I went straight to rest immediately..so tired…heehee..

My BiRtHdAy (^_,-)

2005-09-06T10:49:00.000+08:00

~ 04 Sept 2005 Sunday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUSHAN,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

Yeah..it’s my birthday!!! Hmn…been some yrs since my bday falls on a Sunday…haha…but this year really special to mi…cos this is the 1st time ever since my mum dun have to work on this day…if not..in the past she will have to work on the 1st till 5th of every month….but lucky her office changed the schedule..hahhaa….so happy…

Get dressed then headed to church…then received a little gift from Simei aunt & a birthday bookmark from Yong qun aunt…fengyin aunt gave mi a very meaningful bday card…today duno how cum it may be my birthday…but I dun really feel happy at all..except eing able to spend the day with my mama….my whole mind is actually quite confused…etc…While singing the worship songs…I nearly cried…my tears was about to flow out of my eyes…but I m controlling….for no reason I sensed a feeling of sadness in my heart….the songs hit right through my heart….

In between the service…I received some bday sms…really thanks that my frenz remembered my bday…& so thoughtful to send mi sms bday wishes…I also received ahma’s sms…haha…this yr she was earlier…last yr she sent mi around 1plus..haha…she was not available to celebrate my bday with mi…cos she’s going to her ahma’s bday party…hahaa…

After service, it was raining very heavy outside..then Feng yin aunt asked mi where I wanna go eat cos it’s my birthday…the whole cell group going to celebrate for mi…I said anywhere also can..actually they wanted to go KFC (cos they thought youngsters like KFC, Macdonald, etc…) but I m not interested in that…somemore they are old aunts..so how can let them eat those fried chicken..high cholesterol..plus it’s too hard for them…so I chose to eat in the little restaurant we used to patronise…

Mama & Feng yin aunt ordered some dishes…then i was asked to order one I really like to eat..so I chose the lemon crispy chicken..ahhaa…ahma’s called mi…had a short chat..well..quite happy to hear her voice…but still felling sad..but I not convenient to tell her some stuffs so will call her tonite…then we had our meal….followed by cell group at the Blk 162 level 5….then today’s fengyin aunt was telling us about the gospel book day 3 topics…time passed very fast..very soon we ended our cell group…so heading back home..

It was still raining when we left…we went NTUC for awhile..bought sweet corns…heehee….then back home…so tired...rest awhile…watched the repeat telecast of “Zhen Qing”…then I steamed the sweet corns…did some ironing..then eat my lovely sweet corns…and then sit & watched tv till night falls…hahaa..inbetween I felt asleep…haha…I guess too tired..

Before the end of today…I received Lon, waisiong & hockchye’s bday wishes sms…hmn..tomolo a brand new starting for mi....

Bad Day...

2005-09-01T17:42:00.000+08:00

(. _ . ).......A SAD & MOODY DAY!!!...........

So sian...didn't manage to pass my sociology again....OH........How come??? I completed the whole set...that was the first time i managed to finish the whole set...yet i failed again!! Damn it...can't retake anymore...cos i reached the limit of retaking time.....haiz....

Wat to do...no choice...hav to change coz again....but there's not much choice of course for mi to take becos of the sociology which is the foundation unit for most of the courses......so sad...i may have to take one more yr again....oh man...that was wat i dun wish to happen....oh....... : (

Hmn....last night had a talk with luan...she's helping mi to analyze my situation..& she came to a conclusion tat i have no choice but to extend another year...& changed course to BSc. in Banking & Finance.....it's one of the course tat need not have sociology as the compulsory unit....another one is BSc. in Economics....but this is more tough, cos it requires mi to take many economics related subjects...which can really "kill" mi...hahhaa....

Well then..wat to do...so i whole night been thinking of wat to do....how to tell mum...etc...in the end fell asleep.....

However, things cant be turned back...so wat i can do now is faced the fact...i came very early to office....do finished my work...so i can sort things out later in the afternoon..maybe call the school to ask about the changing units....as sociology will be changed to Principle of Sociology....so i was thinking if i could take the new unit of sociology...& consider as 1st attempt...but luan told mi the possiility not high...but i can try asking.....so things may not turn out tat bad afterall......

I was totally exhausted thinking every moment...then so guilty facing mama during lunch time...back office..i immediately made a call to sch...but was asked to call back in awhile...so i flipped thru the 2005/2006 prospectus...& to my surprise...there's one course i can take & able to graduate within this yr...oh..it was BSc. Mgmt with Law....hmn...thought went thru with michelle last night...i need to have the foundation unit "Intro. to Common Law" tthen i can take another 2nd yr foundation unit...but that was from the old prospectus....cos in the new prospectus, UOL removed Intro. to Common Law...& replaced with Contract law...then no need to pass this to proceed to another one.....however, there's 3 laws subject...commercial Law & company law....then i need to take my repeted modules...then plus another new module....haaaa......but i m so relieved & glad to spot this....Thank GOD...u must have heard mi...heehee...so u lead mi to that page...heehee....

I go thru the requiement of the modules....& i need to take 6 modules ...hmn....feel better....much more relieved....anyway..i m going sch tomolo...to check with the school counsellor...heeeeee...so sleepy...oh yah...tonight is the match between the superstars...hahhaa....wonder who will win...i suppot kelly poon..hahahaa.....

A Disappointed & Moody Day ( '_" )

2005-08-29T11:01:00.000+08:00

~ 29 Aug 2005 Monday

Haiz…quite disappointed ( '_" )…today received my god-sister sms…to cancel our appointment this sat…well..she booked mi on the 3rd sept to clelbrate my bday abt 3 months ago..…hmn..haiz…wat’s the point of advance booking..cos always last minutes there will be changes…hmn…but becos I thought I won’t be free on this sat so i rejected my another friend’s invitation…and now it turned out tat I m free on tat day..haiz…really very disappointed…cos she’s not the only one who booked mi in advance then put mi off last minute…

Hmn…so wat’s the point of booking mi so advance…in the end not I can’t…but turned out to be the person who booked mi not availale…this can be quite disappointed & sad leh….i dun like last minute appointment…but now I guess I also dun like advance booking appointment liao...

Early in the morning my mama show mi the sms, Pastor HT sent to her…so later she called pastor…& they had a short chat..mama finally told her tat we won’t be going to the Guangzhou trip..cos mama felt unpeaceful…plus the article on how ppl in Guanzhou robbed their own ppl even infront of police station..& so cruel..tat they chopped off hands if ppl dun give them wat they want…well pastor understood..& agreed to let my mama go for the Hongkong trip only…but she still insisted tat it would be better if I o for the Guangzhou trip rather than the Hongkong trip…cos only Guangzhou trip, I can perform magic…well…it sounds weird to mi….cos it doesn’t matter if I can perform magic or not…hmn…..mama said pastor asked mi to call her when I free…well..well….duno wat to tell her…she seems so persistent….hmn…

Thinking back..really very very sian…quite a moody morning…haiz…tis evening there’s magic class lesson 3…hmn…ok lah..quite looking forward…at least something can motivate my day……

Hmn...went out for lunch with my kor kor...hmn...mama today busy...so cant have lunch with mi...but lucky mi...i have kor kor to accompany mi for lunch...we had chicken rice..honest speaking..i quite some time never eat chicken rice liao..hahah...quite tasty lah...

Then kor drove mi back office...haha..luan called to ask if i m free this sat...aha..lucky mi...to have this best fren...she's here to occupy my day..haha...so happy...this sat i have activity liao...heehee...

Hmn...let's count down...going to leave office soon....hahha....happy happy...

Suntec Singapore Worship Service

2005-08-29T10:33:00.000+08:00

~ 28 Aug 2005 Sunday

Today woke up really early…ard 7plus..well..seems like weekdays…hahhaa…today the church service will be conducted at Suntec Singapore Hall 603@ 9.30am..

Aiyah…no electricity for the lifts from 7am till 8.30am…we left house at 8.23am…so in the end had to climb down the stairs from 20th storey…haiz…then we went suntec…got mama & mine consolidators tags…then went in to get good seats…then finally more & more ppl coming in..and very fast the hall was fully packed with ppl..

Then we began our worship session…and today topic was on how Christians treat their religion? Hmn…by Apostle Lawrence Kwong….but before the preach, the worship leader Ken sang a japanese worship song which will be played during the Japanese MOL trip…well then the topic today…quite interesting…he was preacing in english while Pastor Barnaba do the Chinese translation…

Walked over to Marina Square, the renovation was completed…& the whole marina square look so nice & spacious…many shops..many restaurants…haha..we went in to the Vietnamese restaurant next to Lerk Thai restarant…my aunt ordered some dishes…& there was green curry seafood soup, braised duck meat, prawn spring rolls, mushroom with kangkong, vietnam fich cakes, and squid….very nice…& their coffee was really interesting..haha…I took a pic of it…oh…forgot to take pic of the foods…aiyah….cos I hungry liao…so totally forgotten abt it…

We went to the Giant supermarket…shopped for some stuffs, like apples, biscuits,sweet corns, etc…I even bought 2 sets of Japanese dramas…heeee…happy happy…while walking pass the junction of suntec convention hall & suntec shoppin mall, I happedned to notice familiar faces among the crowd…haha…guess wat..i saw the ex-actress Irin Gan…& there was a guy next to her…& this guy was also an actor from channel 5…I forgotten his name..but I remembered he acted in the ch 5 drama series "Moulmein High"..together with Xu Mei Zhen…he’s the drink seller…hahaa…also became Xu Mei Zhen’s bf in the drama…so he’s seeing Irin Gan…ahhaa…wat a news!

After seeing Si Mei Aunt boarded the bus home, Fengyin Aunt followed us back home..she wanna prayed for our house & family…so after praying…I performed magic cards to them….ahah..

Fengyin aunt left ard 4pm…then we watched the channel 8 repeat telecast of "Zhen Qing"…heehee..getting more & more interesting…haha….we then had maggie mee & sweet corns for our dinner..then we watched the movie "Run Children"("Bao Ba! Hai Zhi" by our local Jacky Liang Zhi Qiang)….quite a meaningful & touching story…the relationship between the brother & sister was very good…While watching the show, mama’s friend came to visit her…well her main motive was here to ask my mama to join the Mway MLM lah...but mama not interested…she then sat & chat & watch tv till ard 9.30pm…

After that show, we switched channel to watch the korean movie "Go Home"….the little grandson actually dun like staying with his old mute grandma, & always asked for kentucky fried chicken..the old grandma will try to make her grandson happy..so she cooked chicken but it’s steamed chicken…but the grandson not happy..still throw tantrum…he was rude to his grandma..there was many scenes very touching….esp when the grandson fell down from the slope & being chased by the mad cow, his kneecaps were injured..& he realised that his grandma stuffs some money in the wrapper together with his Nintendo game set..he was so touched that he cried...then while he limped back, he never cry..but wen he saw his grandma standing at the mid way road..waiting for him…he burst out in tears…just like any normal kids…who will cry harder when their kins were by their side…heehee…then the last scene..the little grandson had to go back home with his mum, cant bear to leave…but he too shy to say to his grandma…so the night before he left, he taught his grandma how to write letters to him..cos she can’t speak on phone…but the old grandma can’t write… the grandson was worried, & grandma cried…The little grandson thought of an idea, he wrote many different postcards with 'I miss you', 'I am sick'….so tat if his grandma miss him, she can send him the 'I miss you' card, if she’s sick…she can send him the 'I am sick' card…and he will immediately rush back to see her….so touching…

A Saturday @ Home!!

2005-08-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

~ 27 Aug 2005 Saturday

Hmn..actually supposed to go out with graceF..but 1 wk ago she postponed to another day…so I can stay at home to rest…heehee..if not mama will start to nag why I always not at home on Saturday..heehee….so tis wk I can stay at home to accompany her..heehee… :o)

Washed all the bedsheets…the sun today was very very good…so clothes & bedsheets can dry very fast…and have a very nice smell..heehee..i luv the aroma of cloth after exposing to the sun…heehee….

Had thai hor fun with mama…then watched the HK drama "Zhen Qing" …wow great arh…xiaoan finally rejected to marry jinjin…hahaha….yeah!!!!Cheers!!!!

Today really very nice..heehee…chatted with mama…great!

While I m online checkin mails…& stuffs..i met luan @ msn…then after 10.30pm, I offline..& luan called my hse….& we chatted till late night…not really late lah…ard 12.50am…hahah…enjoyed chatting with her…wonder how cum we just met last sat yet we still have so much to chat…haha…well..tat’s wat best friends are..hahahha…. c",) /
Then I went to sleep…cos hav to wake up early later…..hahhaa….

"The LOST" ?!?

2005-08-26T11:42:00.000+08:00

~ 25 Aug 2005 Thursday

Hmn..today nothing much can be done in the office..as the vexist software can't be used for other advisors...so i will have to do the other months trailer fees....heehee...Joseph show mi some cute photos of manta ray...so i copy over to my SD card..heheee...cos really very nice....heehee... Not yet send the mp3 & photos to meiting..haiz...must hurry..if not later..she nag at mi..haha...nvm..i do it tomolo...hahaha...let her wait...

Today didn't got a chance to chat with luan...wanna asked if she's free to meet tis sat..cos meiting will like to meet others...if not will have to wait for some other time...hmn...

Went swimming quite early...guess i reached the pool around 5.30pm...heehee...the aunt just arrived when i changed into swimming costume..we greeted each other with a "hello" & a smile...heehee...

Quite many ppl in the pool..there's evening sunlight reflected on the water...today water quite warm..unlike the other day...freezing..haha...i swam from 5.40pm till ard 7.10pm...hurried bathed & changed...cos i wanna rush home to watch the "superstar" tat started at 8.30pm...actually i can record..then i dun have to rush..but hor..i m recording the channel 5 "Villa Wellness" today premiere telecast mah...hahah..i happened to see the commercial...& think they invited the Champion (from the previous variety program-Male Model ...Jon Johnson...) to the show to encourage the 'big size' ladies....so must see if that was really him or not...hahah...curious curiou" mah...

Waited very long for the bus...hmn...finally bus came....mama bought fried carrot cake for mi..yum yum...still have 15 mins before the variety show "Superstar" starts....heehee...

Thursday night plenty of shows i wanna watch...at 10pm there's "The Lost", then followed by 11pm "The O.C.", then the "One Tree Hill' also not too bad..hahah..watched all the way till 1am...heehee...usy thursday...This wk "The Lost" very interesting...no...should say it's getting more & more mysterious, exciting every week...haha...i read this i-weekly..it mentioned that there's no survivor after the plane crash..these 48 ppl seems to be on a desserted island..so as to 'cleansed' their thoughts...cos when one died...should be free from burden...etc...so these each of them has their own problems...which they try to buried in their heart...however during the stay in the island...the problems arised once again...so they faced the pain, torture, heartbreaking moments once again...forcing them to overcome...i think it makes sense...maybe that's really wat the writer of this drama was trying to express....heehee...interesting...bravo!!!

Aiyha..actually wanted to continue watching the last 3 vcds of that japanese drama...but...so late liao...better dun watch...heeee...

Meeting with Meiting ;o)

2005-08-25T13:15:00.000+08:00

~ 24 Aug 2005 Wednesday

Raining in the morning...so cold...arrhh...
Continued doing my trailer fees.....so many to do...hmn...then msn chat with luan, yr & ting...arranged with ting the venue & time later...

Today lunch quite late..cos mama had to go many banks...so we had fish steak rice + tomyam seafood soup..very full...by the time i m in office, it was already 3.15pm...hmn...should be having teabreak instead..hahaa....

~~~~~today office was very very cold...i was like shivering in cold while typing..hahaa....hmn...time passed by ...& before realising...it was alreay 5.30pm liao...then Mr Hahaha came bk from sch...so msn chat with him for awhile...then yr just reached home....luan leaving office...etc...hahah...but i still in office...no movement at all....ahhahaha....then before i m leaving, kenneth bought the handphone screen protector sheet...so he helped mi to paste..wow...really crystal clear leh...haha...if never said, no one will notice i pasted something on my screen...cool....heehee..happy happy...

Aiyah...i m going to be late...but can't blame mi...the traffic slow....i took a ride from kenneth...but he dropped mi & yvonne at NTUC income building...so in the end i had to walk to raffles city...on my way..i saw a Ferrari yellow car @ the front of Carlton Hotel...wow...very very nice..my favourite color somemore...so without hesitation..i used my camera phone to take a pic of it...heehee....

Heehee...finally met meiitng...she's still the same...heehee..how i miss her...so long then can meet her...hmn...she wanted to eat sushi...sakae sushi...so in the end i brought her to Funan Sakae Sushi..haha...just been here not long ago..hmn...then we ate & chat till around 9.20pm...

I went atm to get $$ to pay her back but no small change..so went Jason Market to but a small box of biscuit....and we took photos...with my camera phone..cos i forget to bring my camera along...haiz....wat a pity!

We parted at the mrt station..she wanted mi go check with the others..to see if they are free to meet within this wk...or nxt wk..

Back home...had an ice-cream with mama...then we chatted for a while, mama went to sleep..while i continued to watch the jdrama.."New High school teacher" starring Naohito...one of my fav. japanese actor...quite nice...watched the first few vcds earlier...today watching vcd 8...oh...story became more tense & interesting liao....but i m too tired...so went sleep..

Happenings in the Swimming Pool~~

2005-08-24T11:10:00.000+08:00

~ 23 Aug 2005 Tuesday

Didn't have lunch with mama...cos raining...& mama's busy..so i went to buy mixed veg rice...quite yummy too..heeee...i ordered sour veg, cabbage,& a fish fillet...heehee...

Arrived late at swimmin pool...cos i went to submit cases with kenneth...so by the time i left office already quite late...& i happened to meet Wen niu uncle & Siew fong aunt after i alighted form the bus...earlier on they were having their cellroup somewhere near the swimming pool...so i had a few chat with them efore i went into the swimmin complex....

I started swimming ard 6.15pm...i met the aunt who came everyday..& this was the very first time we said 'hi' to each other...then while swimming, i saw another familiar lady, she was always swimming so fast...duno rushing for wat..haha...& there was this uncle who will walked round the pool after his swim..& another uncle who looks to his right whenever he swim..by rite while swimmin breast stroke..u should be lookin infront mah...anyway...after coming to swim so often, i get to know many ppl...even though never say 'hi' but will either nod our head or smile to one another...heehee...

Actually i wanted to swim 40 laps only...cos late mah...but after swimming 40 laps, i looked at the clock, only 7.15pm...so i continue to swim my next 20 laps....& there was this lady, whom i never see before..start swimming on my left lane...she was pretty good...cos i remembered she started swimming when i m swimming my 25laps...so after my 50 laps...she then left...but she did stop quite sometime...however i didn't...i dun like to stop when swimming laps..unless i can't take it...but after swimming so frequently, 60laps non-stop dun really tired mi...

Well, after my 50 laps, i realised there's only left 4 persons in the pool, wondering how come there's no water exercising tis evening, how come so few ppl swimming today???? puzzle mi?? Who cares..i just had to finish my last 10 laps..i can go...so i continued to swim...then after my 56laps, 2 guys left...so left an uncle & mi in the pool...then after my 58 laps, a guy joined in....so there's 3 of us now..then i finally finished my 60laps..at ard 7.40pm...so while i m walking from the far corner of the pool to the other corner, before i got out of the pool...i passed by the uncle...who stopped mi, askin mi "You not swimming already?Huh? Then left mi alone in the pool arh..." then i told him, there's another guy at the other end...hahaa...he then said he felt scary swimming alone in the pool.......

While changing in the changing room...i kind of heard some baby crying..very clear..cos i even focused to listen carefully...i was wonder was it coming from outside of the complex...cos there's no one in the changing room except mi...heeheee....so i hurried changed..and left...

Out of the complex..i looked around the surrounding, there's only grass...& so late liao, there wouldn't be any kids/baby outside wat....so ....mystery?!?!?!?!?

Next time i must go swim earlier....heehee....to avoid night.......

Looking forward...

2005-08-23T13:51:00.000+08:00

~ 22 Aug 2005 Monday

Raining in the morning...hmn...so cooling...
Finished up the last bit of comm.....tat office aunt leaving for thailand in the afternoon, will be only be back next monday...well...so i will have to finish up this month trailer fees...then compiled from jan till july..& then continue doing the vexist keying...whic i stopped way months ago...hahaa...

Today i had tom yam seafood mian xian...yum yum...nice...it's spicy & sour...delicious...after eating..i felt so satifying...haha....hmn...back in office...i logged on to msn...happen to see winnie...so send her a irthday msg...i juz sent a bday card to her tis morning before comin into office...hehee...had a chat with luan in msn...& was surprised to find out that meiting's back in s'pore...oh...she emailed mi on the 4th Aug...but becos she had no response for the past 3 wks...so i seldom go check my tat email acct...but lucky i checked today...cos i called her & this girl nvr bring her hp back, so cant call mi cos dun have my numbers...then i got to know tat she will be leaving for australia next sunday...wow...lucky mi...arranged a meeting with her this coming wednesday....Looking forward....

This evening i m havin my magic class...looking forward to it...wonder wat other tricks i m going to learn today...heeheee....Arrived quite early...ard 7.05pm..the class was not set up yet..so i & pingyong(a lady i got to know during the 1st lesson) helped to put the tables & chairs....soon lesson began, Nigel asked some of us to perform the tricks he taught last session...i m not being called...haha...

Learnt 5 new tricks, 3 rope tricks, 1 card trick & 1 paper trick...among the 5 tricks...there's 3 need more practices..heehee...anyway had a great time....

Back home, mama also just came back from work ..she's working late tonight...heehee...so lucky both of us were occupied tonight..if not, she must be feeling very bored & lonely alone at home...

Wat a Stubborn Old Aunt!!

2005-08-23T13:00:00.000+08:00

~ 21 Aug 2005 Sunday

Attended church service, Yong Qun Aunt's bday coming...so we went to celerate @ the restaurant near our church...Swee Hiang Aunt brought both her little grandson & granddaughter along...her granddaughter,Melinda, was very attached to mi...wanted to sit next to mi durin the meal....then after our lunch, we ad our cell group...going thru one of the gospel book...then after discussion, there's still time for housekeeping matter...so Feng yin Aunt wanted to speak to Xiao wa Aunt regarding her unhappiness over her & other small matters...but this xiaowa aunt very stubborn, dun really catch wat feng yin aunt was trying to tell her....especially over the meal on tat very tabenacle experience...well ten i was also there..so i knew wat's happening...& i tried explained to her patiently....but she's not willing to listen, & kept on interrupting mi...she's very aggitated.....so i lost my mood to talk to her....

I chatted with melinda instead....tis small little girl...seems quite intelligent...& well-behaved..heehee...sometimes i wonder how cum i always seems to click with small children? Hmn...was it becoz i m too childish?...hahaha....or maybe i always have sweets with mi...so kids like sweets..will come after the sweets....haha...

Hmn...guess the talk ended in a bad & rush way...cos feng yin aunt rushing for her G12 cell group...& at this point xiao wa aunt was really annoyed...and left once we called it a day...

Back home...immediately on tv...haha...wanna catch the show "Zhen Qing"...haha...even though watched before...but this drama too long...so tend to forget some parts...haha..

Photo taking trip!

2005-08-23T11:14:00.000+08:00

Never update for the past 4 days...so let mi do a quick review of wat happen....

~ 20 Aug 2005 Saturday

Actually i woke up quite early...then i suddenly hav the mood to wash all the fans..a total of 5 fans...one in my rm, one in mama's rm, two in my aunt's rm, and one in the living rm....then i also wash the bedsheets....heehee...

Then i went to meet luan & yr at chinatown mrt station...haiz unfortunatley i was late again...and ever since the last meeting with minghui & luan...they set a new rule for mi...which was whenever there's gathering, if i m late...there will be a fine of $1 per minute...so this time round i was late for 15 mins...so i will have to pay $15 during the day...

Well well...then blur ym...was already @ clarke quay...while our meetin place was chinatown....hahhaha...so we went to clarke quay...managed to find the HIstorical Museum...it was temporary situated somewhere 3rd level in a building near s'pore river....there will be a new building yrs later somewhere near fort canning road...

The admittance fee was $2/-...quite reasonable....there's many stuffs that were used, or seen in the past...the collections of hello kitty ...then there was the courtesy lion...the working bees...the trishaw...the japanese banana notes used during the world war 2....then there were minature models of wat happened during WW II, how ppl suffered, till then i realised that John Little was an old brand...it had a building of it's own..situated near Raffles place...in 1946...and there was this place whereby ppl can use their own creation to design & use the materials (different shapes of designs) to form a picture...and yes...the 4 of us just like kids...put down our ags...& start forming...and guess we took 15 - 20 mins to form a very cute 'museum'...with our initials & hello kitty as the design...i named it "Our Creation"....we took many photos...thanks to luan, for bringing her tripod stand along...so there's no need to ask ppl to help us take...

After tat, we r all hungry as we didn't have lunch...we walked to Liang Court...but not much selection of food...so we walked all the way to Funan the IT mall...on our way, we met a blind man, so we decided to help him..yr went up to him, and lead him the way to the watson infront of funan...so the 3 of us walked infront...while yr & Mr. Blind behind us...

Finally we reached, and was glad to do a good deed...so we went to Sakae Sushi on level 4....had a good chat while enjoying our meal...till around 6.30 plus...we left...i paid my so-called fine ....so the actual amt minus $15, then divide by 3...cos yr had very little, so dun hav to pay...luan & ym paid mi each $10/-...

Then we walked yr to station...as she had something on...so need to leave early...the 3 of us then went to the Starbucks outside cityall mrt station, then ordered ice mocha...hahha..as i was thirsty & the drink really nice...so i kept on drinkin....then luan said we were here to drink leisurely...not at foodcourt drinking coffee...hahhaa....who cares...i finished mine in less than 20 mins...hahaha....

We chatted abt many things...the past, present, & future...ehehe..from less ppl...to more & more ppl....till abt 11pm...we went to the Macdonald next to my hse for another chat session...while they went to find a table, i went home to get luan's notes back to her....

We had fries & nuggets....then chat & chat & chat ...now chat abt countreis...haha..travel...etc...till around 1.30am...we then part...hmn...i sponsored luan $10/- cab fare...cos i once told her if she come & collect the notes, i will sponsor half her cab fare....

Very happy....the photo taking...etc....this was the 1st time i meet luan for a total of 12 hours..hahhaa.....usually the most only 6 hours...heehee....had a really great time...& i enjoy very much... ;o)

~\ Superstar /~

2005-08-19T01:48:00.000+08:00

~ 18 Aug 2005
Thursday When i not going mama'a office, it dun rain...but why today rain! Have a yummy hor fun at mama's office...the thai staff helped to order our lunch...heehee..yummy leh... Then back in office...today have to do at least half of this comm.... Left ard 5plus...heehee...heading to the swimming pool...hehehe... Quite many ppl in the pool....despite the cold weather...heeehee...so without much delay...i started swimming my laps...heehee...finished my laps of 60 by 7.15pm.... Back home...watched the contest "Superstar", wow..i supported the no F1...kelly Pan...her voice very 'touching'....looking forward for the result @ 11.30pm... Finally the release of the result...and despite xinhui got the highest score during the earlier compeition...Kelly on..she's the girl champion....so happy....as for the guy...i was surprised that Kelvin(wei lian) won...oh...poor junyang...he cried when the show ended....he must be very disappointed...he sang very well...hey..he's from the same primary school as mi...who knows...he might be my classmate...hahaha...even not..he's my schoolmate...hahaha....he looks kind of cute...like smurf... Hmn...so sleepy....

Disappointment!! ~_*

2005-08-17T15:25:00.000+08:00

~ 17 Aug 2005 Wednesday

Early in the morning I woke up…went to school to get some notes from the lecturer…then took mrt home….i reaced cityhall..then went to Sembawang Music store & LaserFair @Funan the IT mall…I m actually looking for the dvd of "The Wedding Date"….if possible…hope I can find the movie soundtrack…the songs quite nice too…haha…but both stores dun have the soundtrack…dvd costs $26.90/-…but I saw Carrefour selling @ $19.90/-..wonder did I see wrongly…anyway I m going to see in the evening….so i continue to search for it…I went to the Gramophone store @ Peninsula Plaza…they dun have the soundtrack either……then I walked to Raffles City..went up to level 3…Sembawang store again……they dun have…and I continued to walk thru CityLink…went to the HMV store…also dun have…then I continued walking to Suntec City…then I went to the Tower Records…also dun have…then I went to Carrefour in Suntec..the dvd labelled $26.90/-..so I saw wrongly yesterday arh?? I then proceeded to the TS Group next to the cinema…they dun have the vcd/dvd/soundtrack….so disappointed!! Nevermind…I go PS Carrefour tonite…hehee…

Wow…very hot..the weather was damn hot…I kept on sweating…arrhh….crossed the bridge & waited patiently for the bus…but waited for quite long…& I m so hot…so without hesitation…I decided to walk to office….haha…after 8mins walk…I reached office…went to the ladies…to clean up myself…so as to stay afresh..hehee…

Started doing another insurer’s company comm….tat aunt was back…

Tick…tick…time passed….& soon it’s 2plus…mama called so went out for lunch…today I had yong tau fu laksa…hehe…quite nice…but abit salty…mama told mi after much consideration…she said we go Guangzhou for the MOL missionaries…as for japan…next time holiday..we then go…hmn…quite disappointed to hear this..cos I m really looking forward to go…that’s the major reason why I signed up for the Project Smile Magic Class…haiz….. :o( only disappointment tat can expressed my feeling @ this very moment…

Heehee..bought a cup of the Mr. Bean wasabi peas for Michelle..cos I m so touched by wat she did yesterday…giving mi the earings…hehee…

Back in office doing the comm…again…will be leaving at ard 5.45pm…cos going PS to buy vcds…ehehe..

Went sch...as usual..time passed very slow..haha...but quite interetsing...copying wat lecturer wrote on whiteboard while chatting with michelle...oh...holiday next wk...hmn...can't see michelle for a wk...heehee...i bought her a little box of wasabi yellow beans...she nearly choked on it...cos the wasabi really very hot...even when u eat one little yellow bean...On the way home, while waiting to cross over to Raffles Hotel...i took a pic of it with my camera phone...heehee...quite nice..

HaPpY HaPpY \(^ ; #)/

2005-08-17T01:38:00.000+08:00

~ 16 Aug 2005 Tuesday

Went to work quite early…tat aunt was on mc today…guess yesterday the pain was unbearable for her..hmn..so I continue to finish up my comm…..heehee…do & do & calculate….very fast it’s already 1 plus….today office very quiet..kenneth went to insurers’ company…then uncle & uncle teck ming asked mi to go lunch together..but I m meetin mama later then go together for dental appointment at 3…so they hurried went for lunch…left mi in the office…

About 2.30pm…mama called…so I packed my stuff…then went out…on my way..i saw uncle who’s back from lunch…hehe…

Met mama at the bus-stop…went to the foodcourt downstairs…had dried wanton meepok…after tat went ome rush teeth….then go for dental appointment….

Mama today not feeling well…still under medication..so can’t let the dentist pull out her tat ‘protruding’ tooth…in the end she waited outside while the dentist finished up my treatment…today I undergo stage 2 of the treatment…which was also the last treatment…he said no need for injection…so I dun request for it too…he asked mi to trust him..so ok lor…for the very last time…I m going to trust him…

During the process…I felt pain when he did something like pullin the tiny metal stick..in & out of the teeth gap..(I suppose) …then for the rest of the process…it’s not painful…but scary..cos he even used lighter to burn one of his instrument…then put onto my tooth…guess he’s melting something on my tooth…the whole treatment took 55mins…then today paid the other payment of $170/-…

Back home, I rest for awhile…then I packed my bag..and went back to office….hehe….cos still early…so might as well go work then on the way go school….i hurried finished up the particular insurer comm…..& then I received a call from Pastor Huey Teng, she asked why I m interested in going japan for the MOL missionaries…& if I will like to go Guangzhou instead! Cos Pastor Kim Ming will be going for the Guangzhou trip…and need ppl to support Apostle Lawrence Kwong..so she asked mi to think about it…ask GOD…& hopefully I can give her my reply within a week…actually I m really looking forward to go japan…but seems like she dun really support my idea… then I surfed net....and dropped by to check my email..& found that auditing lecturer, Mr. Veera, finally sent mi the auditing slides…immediately I printed 2 sets…one for mi & the other for Michelle…oh…going to be late for meeting Michelle….oh no…just then uncle about to go Esplanade..he can drop mi at cityhall mrt station…yeah…tat’s great…hehee…

Happened to meet my primary school friend, Yong zhi, still as blur as before..hehe…but I m glad she still remember mi…if not will be very paiseh…heehee…got down her hp number…took a pic of her…cos the mrt I m boarding was here liao…so didn’t catch up much with her…I left…hehee…

I was late…but I have a good reason for being late…michelle today brought along an umbrella…cos north-west line was raining…so touched…she gave mi 3 pairs of D.I.Y earings…so touching…one pair purple clear crystal, one pair yellow clear crystal & one white beads….heehee…she could have sold for $10/-…but she gave mi free…she still clean for mi…hehe….she also lend mi the CD "The Very Wonderful ’80 Love Songs"…we then went to buy oyster cake…cos Michelle loves it…

Today auditing lecture was on auditor’s liabilities…..quite ok lah…30% interesting, 40% borin…&30% sleepy…hahahah….but lucky it ended very soon….hmn…next week is consultant week….no need to attend lectures..one wk holiday…yeah!!!

Hmn… after lecture, I persuaded Michelle to go Plaza Singapura with mi…I wanna buy that korean volume 2 drama vcds…then I saw the English movie "The Wedding Date"…I have been waiting for the release of this movie for quite sometimes liao…so glad it’s out now…so no matter wat..i m getting it today….anyway..quite cheap..only $12.90/- But after getting this, I dun have enough cash to get the korean vcds…& I dun wanna use card…so I decided to come early to buy tomolo before going for lecture…heehee…

Happily, we went home…hehe…back home…watched the movie "The Wedding Date"…quite nice…romance movie ..hehee…plot quite unusual..

A Magical Day!!!!

2005-08-16T11:33:00.000+08:00

~ 15 Aug 2005 Monday
Today was a fine day…really fine…or rather…HOT day…hahha…the sun was so striking….hmn…went to work….everything was fine…I m doing the comm again…then ard 1 plus..Nigel from the Touch Ministries called regarding the Project Smile Class….he told mi that there was many ppl in the class 1..so he wanted to know if I m ale to changed it to class 3 which starts on September…but I m interested in goin to the Japan Magic of Love Tour...that’s why I signed up for the class….so he said he will get back to mi later….

Then ard 2 plus…duno wat happen the aunt in my office suddenly not feeling well…wanted to vomit…yet cant…feeling painful in chest..then can’t catch her breath…breathing difficulty…so I was panic..cos all went out for lunch except mi & another pregnant aunt…so I asked that aunt to take a rest…while the pregnant aunt stay by her side…I immediately called my uncle..who’s about to come back…but the aunt was in pain..can’t walk…in the end I went down to the hotel lobby to borrow a wheelchair….but never bring my IC along…rushed back…then went down again…and up came back with the wheelchair…

Then I went out for lunch with my mama…I had the sweet & sour fish steak rice again despite my tooth pain..heeehee…

Back in office…that aunt was brought to clinic by the other colleagues…then duno how come…all not in office…guess went out to close case..left mi & my uncle…then uncle had meetin with someone…left mi alone…answerin calls….

Then my colleagues came back, so that aunt had vertigo..(hearing not balance)..Felt relieved she’s back home…

I waitied & waited for that Nigel to get back to mi…but in valid…mama called…so I called Nigel..and he told mi..yes..i can go for the class this evening…cos he’s making privileges for those involving in the MOL…heehee…so happy….

Mama wanted to join mi for dinner.so she waited for mi at the bus-stop…then we took bus 961 to Bukit Merah…we had ‘ban mian’ again..heehee…not many ppl in the awker centre..after dinner we took a walk in NTUC fiarprice..

Till 7pm…she accompanied mi to the room which the lesson will be conducted…wow…we were real early..they not yet set up the place…over there…I knew this girl, Kelda, who helped with the signing in…then I received a package of magic tools…she encouraged my mama to take part too…but cant lah...cos too late..haha…she was surprised that I m 1 yr elder than her…she said I look 15-18 plus..haha..so happy…we had a few chat after mama left….

I took a seat at the 3rd table…and later a lady, Ping Yong joined in…followed by another 2 lady…whom I forgotten their names…and till 7.30pm…another 2 gentlemen joined in our table..and hence form the 3rd group…

Now the lesson began..Nigel was one of the trainer, followed by David…who looked abit like my previous sp lecturer…haha…we were being taught abt the 10 commandments of Magic…very important is practice practice & practice, then must hav magician ethics: Not revealing the secrets behind of the magic to anyone…not even the one closest to you…so really cant reveal much in my diary too…heehee….

Well well…lesson goes on very very well…have lots of fun & amazed by many of the magic…MAGIC = Mentoring A Generation In Christ! Great meaning….agree?

Very soon…the lesson ended ard 9.55pm…I crossed the bridge to take bus home..reached home ard 10.25pm…aunt was back from her hongkong trip…she bought a very cute snoopy keychain clock for mi…heeee…and some bags..asked mi to choose..but I told her I have enough bags..so no need…then she can give to others mah…beside that she bought 2 little japanese doll to hang on handphone…but we put them in the display cupboard..hehee…

After bathing, I moved my laptop to the living room cos I need the internet..then I start to do some of my work..tat I brought home to do…and did some online research for my school work…guess I was too tired…managed to stay awake till 3plus…and fall asleep in the living room..

Finally Signed Up for Project Smile Class!!!

2005-08-15T02:04:00.000+08:00

~ 14 Aug 2005 Sunday
Went to church today…immediately went to sign up for the Project Smile Class…for $75…hehee….waited very long outside…cos today is Apostle Lawerence Kwong giving a preach…hahhaa…

The whole service today was on the reason why we are moving to the Expo the end of the year….so Apostle Kwong went on & on…till 1.55pm then end…wow…so late liao…

Had ‘ban mian’ for lunch…very big bowl…yet only $2.50…heehee…Then went for cell group..today discussion on growth of cell group…till 4pm then end…went NTUC bought a case of pencils…different shades…then bought some food from Old Chang Kee…(for dinner)…heehee…

Finally back home…so tired…hehee…rest..then do ironing…then watched tv..heehee…

"Bewitched"

2005-08-14T12:28:00.000+08:00

~ 13 Aug 2005 Saturday
Washed mine & mama’s bedsheets, pillow cases, clothes…then did some ironing, vacuuming, & mopping….then I went back to sleep…cos last nite slept quite late….

Went out for awhile..then rushed to cineleisure to meet Esther & Lan Xing…haha…well…they were already there when I arrived…we bought movie tickets for the movie “Bewitched” starring Nicole Kidman & aiyah…forgotten that actor’s name…haha…and we got a free ‘bewitched’ notebook..very nice…there’s a witch on the broom …somemore pink colour..hahaa…

Both of them had their meals at the neary coke café…then I had zapple icecream float..heehee…cos had my lunch liao ..then we chatted till 3 plus…and then headed to the theatre 5…

Hahaa…..full house leh…hmn..wonder even the price of movie tickets raised…ppl are still willingly to pay for the tickets…oh man…going to reach $10 soon…ahhaa…

The movie was hilarious…nice plot…but as wat Nicole Kidman in the show said…that guy really very hopeless…I think they r not compatible…ahaa…nicole was so gorgeous…different from the one in “Moulin Rouge”…ahhaha….had a great laugh throughout the show…the only spoiler was…..the person sitting behind mi..kept kicking my seat…so bad….feel like turning back to scold him…but I m concentratin on the show…

After the show..we took photos outside Cineleisure then went takashimaya for a walk…then we went to Artfriend…and I bought a case whereby it can hold magic pens, colour pencils, sharpener, ruler, eraser…cool…that’s wat I need to do my drawing..heheee….beside that I also bought a yellow mechanical pencil & a eraser…

We then went to foodcourt at Scotts…then lucky us..managed to find a table very fast…then esther & I went to order Korean cusine…actually I not eating.cos mama to buyin something for mi to eat…hmn…but later I was so tempted by the Korean Raman…haha..in the end I had tat for my dinner…later back home there’s my 2nd dinner..ahha…well..then the bowl of Raman…half of it was onions..oh man..i dun eat onions…hahha…

Took bus home...heehee…quite ok…back home rest..watched tv…then had my next round dinner…yummy..that was fried carrot cake…quite spicy…but nice…hehe…now I m really full…hahhaa….

* Stream of Praise *

2005-08-13T01:55:00.000+08:00

~ 12 Aug 2005 Friday
It rained early in the morning…woke up reluctantly…I get ready to go for my swim in the morning…praying that it won’t rain after 8am….tonite I m going to church cos the Stream of Praise Ministries was coming to have a worship session…it will be very exciting…but I really feel like going for a swim…so no matter wat..i hope to swim today…well…waited quite sometime for the bus…

Arrived the swimming pool ard 8.35am..the sky was covered with clouds…abit dark..windy…and this feeling was wonderful…And there was Jack, the lifeguard….he’s doing his exercise…then he saw mi…askin mi again if I m free tonite for dinner..i old him I at nite busy..that’s why I m here in the morning…before I go for work…

I changed into my swimming suit…jump into the cold water…wooww….shivering with cold…only 1 uncle swimming in the pool…guess everyone tot it will rain so not coming for morning swim…but I do like this type of weather….the air was so fresh..windy…water cold….so I swam slowly…and then onto my own pace…while swimming for quite sometimes, I realised now I m the only one in the pool…hahha…and 2 lifeguards..each on one side…haha…no worry if I drown..or leg cramp..haha…

After my swim..ard 10.20am..i changed and headed home….bath, changed, wash cloth…I immediately took bus to work…heehee..in the end I start work @ 12pm….well well…tat aunt asked mi to do commission 1st…so I did….

Joined mama for lunch at the eating house next to Keypoint…today I had prawn mee without prawn..only fishcakes…hehee….then had the dessert-Beancurd skin with Ginko & barley….yummy..i love this dessert the best!

Met mama at the traffic junction…then walked to take bus 197 to our church branch at marine parade….wow…there’s already queue outside the church liao…so we joined in the queue..if not later too many ppl…very hard to get a seat…or worst can’t go in…haha..no lah..can go in …but no seats…the queue getting longer & longer…we queued for about 50mins…till 7pm…then allowed to go in…wow…many ppl…the service starts roughly ard 7.15pm…wow…the band was marvellous…very rock…and the choir was great too…we enjoyed ourselves…singing worship songs to GOD…soon it was the end liao…quite nice the songs…mama bought all the albums…

We had Macdonald grilled chicken meal & fries for our late dinner @11plus…I ate very slow…due to the swollen gum…hmn..very full…

Undergoes Nerve Treatment! ~_^

2005-08-12T11:13:00.000+08:00

~ 10.08.2005 Wed

Wanted to go work earlier...cos i m going for my dental appointment @ 3pm..but..due to the painful & torture sleepless nite...i only managed to sleep ard 7am...by the time i woke up..it's already 11am liao...so hurried bath & rush to work...once i reached office i immediately set up my uncle's old laptop...then do my work...so that i can leave on time...heehee...

Had a wonderful lunch @ Golden Mile Complex....i had thai beef rice..yummy..abit spicy but delicious...mama can't make it for the dental appointment...so i have 2 time slots..heehee...3pm & 3.30pm...which means the dentist can check my teeth for an our..hahaa....

After lunch..immediately rush to the dental clinic...oh...ait late...arrived ard 3.10pm...Made another appointment date for mama on tuesday afternoon...then told the dentist, Dr Wong,wat happened last nite...so he checked & told mi i need to undergo a nerve treatment...meaning he will first give mi an injection..so my gum will feel numb..& i won't feel the pain..then he will start to "kill" my nerves...He told mi that 1 root costs $180/-, 2 roots cost $300/-...maximum only 2 roots will be damaged...so he said let's pray mine is only 1 root..but unfortunately...mine was 2 roots...Nerve treatment sounds scary..so i asked him will it hurt & he replied "no"...and i trust him...so let's do it!!

While listening to the 'peaceful' music which also helped in distracting my attention...so i won't focus on wat he's doing..and will not be scared...as u know...those sound of the instruments the dentist used can be quite scary..especially it's so near to u...well well...juz pray that it will be over soon....

Tick....tick....45mins passed...and finally it's over...i dun feel anything at that moment..so happily went home after paying him half the amt ($150/-)..cos next tuesday i have to come back for treatment again...haiz...poor mi....

Back home...packed my bag..finished up my ironing...rest awhile...then i left for school...tonite having macroeconomics & HRM till 10pm....i brought 2 tea leaf eggs from home...one for michelle & one for mi..heehee....went to 7-eleven to buy a triangle curry puff for michelle....

Aiyah...was late cos waited quite some time for the bus...by the time i arrived already 6.55pm..lecture started for 10 mins liao...hurry settled down...copy watever lecturer wrote on the whiteboard...

Lecture went on quite smooth...and finally end...heehee...proceed to the next class for HRM...we then had our food....i helped michelle to peel the egg shell...cos she busy enjoying her puff...she loves tat alot...and till then i know this her 1st time eating tea leaf egg...haha...

Then lecture started..today topic is on appraisal...everything went on well..untill..i suddenly starts to feel the pain in my upper left row of teeth..oh..the medicine over liao...and now startin to feel the pain..oh man..it's so painful...like thousands of needles poking mi...arrhh...can't concentrate...and this went on till lecture ends....

Back home...still painful...looked into the mirror...oh..the gum around the infected area became black...guess it's blood clot...hmn...took the painkiller (normal panadol)..hmn..less pain...bath & went to sleep...cos tomolo morning i have something to attend to before going to work...

Happy National Day Singapore!!!

2005-08-10T13:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 40th NATIONAL DAY Singapore......

Yeah...time passes so fast...now already 2005...very fast it will be year 2006..
Just now the National Day Parade was wonderful...i even taped it down...cos i decided to burn it into a CD, then as a memorable CD...haaha...so i can show it to my kids in future...hahaa....(am i thinking way to far?hee...)

The Mobile parade was facinating...those army vehicles...that we rarely can see....this year national day songs very nice and touching...esp the song "Uniquely You" by Joi Cai Chun Jia & Wendi Koh...& also the song by Rui-en & Taufik...

The fireworks was very beauiful & grand....i managed to capture it on my camera...heehee....Fantastic....

Overall...i can say that singapore government really put in effort to make this year NDP...opps..no...should be every year NDP a success!! Well done to all who hav participated in the 40 yrs NDP....

Indian Surveyor !?!

2005-08-09T13:58:00.000+08:00

~ 08 Aug 2005 Mon

Haha…feeling so great…tomolo is our annual national day…yuppee!!!holiday ….haha…no need to go work & sch…haha…well well…quite freak out whenever there’s auditing lecture…hmn…guess becoz last week the lecturer said I m cool!! Haha…then he seems to be like askin mi questions…well..cos usually..i m half-awake..so the question he asked usually..i dun understand…but lucky after he went thru…I understand much better…

Finally able to go swimming..yeah!!!
Today many people in the pool…wow…there’s this uncle…when I m swimming at lane 3…then he swam beside mi…then after a while…I realised I already at lane 2..haha…that’s wat happen always when there’s many people…hmn….there’s one time I swimming at lane 6…then duno…when..i landed in lane 2..hahaa…exciting leh…then have to avoid ppl who blindly swimming towards u..somemore..this pool has lots of activities goin on…like life saving lesson, swimming lesson, aerobics lesson, etc…

Ard 7.15pm..i finished my 60laps…bath..changed…then when I was walking out of the complex…there’s this Indian guy who asked for my name..then i was like…why should I tell u my name?...then I realised that he was the guy swimming at the lane next to mi…oh man…how I wish I didn’t come out so fast…haha…then he’s like a surveyor…bombed mi with many qns..like…am I takin part in any sports?Do I play badminton?Am I Singaporean? Do I come swimming very often?Do I always swim so many laps?etc…then he told mi he’s from Indian…staying nearby…blah blah blah…..

Haiz…why do I hav to deal with ppl after my swimming….quite sian leh…hmn..anyway..i m glad he left after I told him a fake name…haha….

Curry Chicken Noodle ~~~

2005-08-07T23:33:00.000+08:00

~ 07 Aug 2005 Sun
Hmn…actually today actually not able to go church..cos need to go to the encounter weekend..but there’s a change in plan…can go church liao…

Today was a speech by Rev. Xiao…quite interesting…at least I didn’t fall asleep..haha….

Had chicken chop for lunch..yyummy…I likes the fries…thick and tasty..haha…ecos of mi…the rest of the aunts all eating chicken chop…only mama & Simei aunt ate ‘ban mian’….

No cellgroup today cos last week already announced there’s no cellgroup…heehee..great…finally can go shop shop early liao….then both mama & I went to NTUC fairprice to buy some potatoes, cabbages, & noodles…cos mama wanna cook curry chicken noodle tonite…great man!!! Then we took bus 851 to Chinatown…then we went to Yuhua Guo Huo…to buy the itea leaf egg ingredients…haha…mama planning to cook somemore tea leaf eggs…heehee…

After that, we went to OG….heehee…I want to buy a swimming suit..cos my current one is going to wear off soon…hahhaa….in the end I bought 2 swimming suits & a pair of double anti-fog goggles..oh.very nice..it’s white colour..very unique…

Hmn..finally back home…so tired…watched abit of tv program…then had my curry chicken noodle.…yummy..so delicious…mama’s cookin always the BEST!! Heehee…really had a very full dinner…

A Magnificiant Magnifest!

2005-08-07T01:03:00.000+08:00

Sat 06 Aug ~
Woke up early in the morning at 6am...then bath & get dressed and headed to Furama Hotel...Today Pastor Huey Teng's Women Network having Encountering Weekend in tat hotel...hmn..this time round i m not going there as a memer...but as a helper/leader...

The lesson is conducted in the Mars Ballroom...hmn...the 2nd lesson started @ 8am...i was asked to help in the navigating of the powerpoint slides...then after the lesson...it's servicing time...every members was asked to hug a person next to her...then treat tat person as the person who hurt u & u want to forgive...
So everyone started hugging & cried out their hearts...then there was a couple of mum & daughter..who seems quite awkward to hug each other...even though they were huggin but there was a gap in between them...so i was asked to go hug the daughter..and another leader go hug the mother...so i went over...i hugged her...telling her to leave everything to GOD...treat mi as the person who hurt her & she's willing to forgive at this very moment....Then she told mi the whole scenario...and she was being mistaken for some reason...but she had no idea who that person's name...i told her..it's ok...GOD will know...and after pouring out her problem & forgivin tat person...she felt relieved..and more happy...She thanked mi...and for a moment i was quite happy...cos i m happy for her...as i m able to be there with her...when she's so weak...and unhappy...heehee :o)

Then after lesson 3...we went to Zion Riverside foodcourt....guess wat..i spotted Jacelyn Tay, Ann Kok & Apple Hong (the one who acted as 'Gao Jimei') having lunch there....Guess they were in a hurry to go filming ..as the mini-bus was parked at the double yellow line..& they left very fast after a quick lunch...Jacelyn tay boarded the bus before i approached them...but lucky i managed to take a photo together with Ann & Apple (Ann & Apple really very friendly, even though Apple board the bus already..she still came down to take photo, unlike jacelyn..maybe becos her assistant was already siting beside her..she dun wan to waste time to come down)...They seems quite interested in my camera...as Apple commended it's very slim...

Hmn...then back in the hotel...it's lesson 4 on Baptism...this lesson was conducted by my leader-Aunt Fengyin....so i have to stay to help out...many ppl willing to be baptised....that's great! Then during reak..i went out to take photos with aunt grace, mama...and Pastor Huey Teng..veronica and lay yan...using my camera & camera phone...hehe..."double attack"...veronica was asked to take photos till she scared..haha....

Lesson 5 & 6 continued....by Mary Ong..who was a lawyer...her lesson very funny...but eventually i still fall asleep as i m too tired (slept late ard 3am...woke up @ 6am)....lucky i m sitting behind..on the floor...haha...unlike those members who need to pay attention...i dun have to...anyway i listen to this lesson 3 times already..so it's still fresh in my mind...haha...we sang praises to our Lord...and then the chasing of idol of each individual...then dinner time...

This time round we walked the other direction to another eating place...over there..i ate 'xiao wan mian'...very full...actually can go home after dinner...but Pastor Huey Teng said there will be a special guest coming @ 9pm...so aunt feng yin said why not stay..the most only 2 hours...

While waiting for the time to come...i took photos with aunt grace, mama, aunt fengyin...and also priscilla(Pastor Lawrence Kwong's daughter)...

And yes...finally the time had arrived...and guess wat...the special guest is LORD JESUS...one lesson was push forward to tonight as God had the feeling that everyone is being cleansed..so there's a need to fill up our empty mind...incase Satan filled our mind with bad thoughts...or rather make used of us...so we pray & pray...& sang praises to worship Jesus...quite happening...and upon ending...mama & i left...cos it's quite late..and we won't have to come tomolo..so we will be going for our sunday service....

Took bus 51 home...bought a pkt of fries...oh yah...a very good news...the Macdonald next to my house now open 24 hours!!! hahaa..so i can eat fries anytime i want..heehee...no need to worry about the closin time..hahhaa....wonderful...hehehe.....

Oh man...so tired...gonna sleep liao.....Nitenite......

Wonderful Lunch ;p

2005-08-05T14:28:00.000+08:00

Had a very wonderful lunch with mother...hmn...ever since monday..the past few days due to the rain if not both of us are busy can't meet for lunch...so today finally...weather was very good..and we went to keypoint for our lunch...

Today i m havin the sweet & sour fish steak rice again...and mother is keen on trying out the Tom Yam seafood soup with rice...hmn..look delicious...but quite spicy for mi...haha...(cos i not good in eating spicy stuffs)..but mother like it very much....

After my uncle's office moved to tis new premises...i been having lunch with my mother..cos ever since i started working...everytime after work, i will be headin for my lectures...if not i will be home quite late..so seldom have the time to have dinner with her...she muz be feeling very lonely eating alone...cos sometimes she will ask mi to try come home early...so the past few weeks having lunch with her...even though the time may be short...but quite good...i really enjoy the moments with her...seeing her happy expression...i can feel the warmth in my heart...

Now everyday i always looking forward to lunch time...hee hee...

Freezing~~~

2005-08-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

Arrrhhhh....whole day raining...finally when it's around 4plus...finally start to stop...but sky still very cloudy...seems like it will start to rain again...hmn....i hurried pray...'Oh god..please do not rain..i will like to go swimming...so please rain after i finished swimming my laps, Amen'

Immediately i board the bus heading towards my destination...looking out the window...oh..i can see raindrops...hmn...can u imagine how disappointed i was!

However...upon arriving the swimmin pool..the rain stopped..YES!!God listen to my prayer....heehee...i changed and dashed towards the pool....only 1 guy in the pool...lookin @ the time - 5.10pm..without further delay..i started to swim..

After swimming 38 laps of length..i started to feel the coldness while i swam...oh...but i dun wanna stop..cos if stopped...later will feel more cold...so i continue to swim..the feeling was like swimmin in sea...cos the water waves quite strong due to the wind and also many ppl swimming..so the force of the water waves very strong...however in the end i swam finished my 60laps...and then rush to the changin room...bath...and get changed....wow...so much better...

Takin the ride back home...lookin out of the window...how i wish everyday the weather will be like this...but if this type of weather goes on...i will not be able to go swimming in the evening...cos i will be freezing while i swim..hahaha....

~ My Mama ~

2005-07-31T22:32:00.000+08:00

Never imagine that GOD has given mi such a wonderful Mother...she's so amazing...beside IT stuffs...there's nothing she duno..she can sew clothes...sew many things...my pyjames...my little pillow case...cuhsion case...curtains...bedsheets...all sorts of cases...then she can cook many delicious dishes...she seems to know how to cook many many dishes...she knows how to make mooncakes..dumplings..red bean pau, honey chicken pau, lotus paste pau...then pineapple tarts, and some others new year goodies....she also knows how to boil many many types of soup...when i was young, i used to drink soup everyday...but now due to reduce in members..and working hours...she seldom boil soup...and all the dishes she cooked...really taste delicious & marvellous....so proud to have her as my Mother!!

I Luv u, Mama!!

She's so great..and always think about mi & my brother...but since she seldom see brother..so she put most of her attention on mi...but sometimes i still make her angry...well which kids dun make parents angry..hahha...beside showerin her care on us....she also cares for others too...for instance there's this old aunt in her cell group jus mentioned very long never eat 'tea leaf egg' already..so the following week...my mother went to buy the ingedients to cook the 'tea leaf egg'....And thanks to that aunt..i gotta eat the eggs...Yum Yum!!!

New National Library

2005-07-31T00:20:00.000+08:00

Made a trip to the new National Library...so near yet so strange...hmn..the interior abit like those of the esplanade...very spacious...very class...doen't look like a library...many levels...each levels has different book collections...i like the 'open' concept...sitting down reading a book...& ale to glance thru the view outside....

The 11th level..."The Southeast Asia collections" has the most fantastic view...especially at the reading corner where the whole view of the Raffles Hotel, The Esplanade, The Raffles City and Raffles The Plaza hotel (previously The Westin Plaza), alongside sister hotel Swissotel The Stamford (previously The Westin Stamford) can be seen...and the interior design of level 13th was...'WOW'....very very amazing....shelves of books...the spacious place..the quietness.....

Hmn...there's plug slot provided on the table...so good...can bring laptop along to do research or hmwk...so thoughtful...hehee..
This library is so Modern andAdvance....really very Impressive...

Finally...

2005-07-30T13:56:00.000+08:00

Finally went swimming....cool...the weather was so good...the water was warm...and not many people...as i went quite early...so relaxing and nice..left after swimming for 60laps of length..

Bougth 3 chinese novels on my way home...lucky i went home early...if not i will be drenched...it was raining cats & dogs after i stepped into my house...the whole house was so dark...wind blowing against the windows...wind chimes swaying left and right....lucky it's afternoon..if night...it will be quite scary...ahha..

Soyamilk with PEARLS...

2005-07-29T14:42:00.000+08:00

Haha...juz came back form lunch...today i went to the same stall to eat..but this time round i ordered Lemon fish steak with rice...yummy too...but i think i prefer the Sweet & Sour fish steak...haha....

After lunch with mama...i bought my favourite drink.....Soya milk with pearls....yes...i loves those pearls...so chewy and yummy....plus soya milk..wow...nutrious leh...haha..rich in calcium, no lactose, high protein, low sugar, no cholesterol & low fat....isn't that great! Heehee...highly recommend!! =0)

Let's juz make some effort!

2005-07-28T21:15:00.000+08:00

Bought this week 8days & i-weekly..happen to see a piece of paper in it.. at first i thought it might be some advertisment..so wanted to throw away..but after another glance...i realised i was wrong...it was the "Folding Heart Origami Donation"...all i have to do is very simple...fold a 'heart' by following the steps (on left) given & then drop the 'heart' in any post box...by doing this Singtel will have to make a S$1 donation per 'heart'....hmn...such a great way to make donation...i rememer last year i also folded 1...

There's always a way to help people...the case of NKF indeed caused alot of ppl to have a wrong idea of other foundations....but there's really alot of ppl in this world that need our help..well...we may not be able to do much...but as long as we are willing to fork out some $...as more ppl do so...the amount will accumulate more & more and more ppl will benefit...

I have folded 2 hearts (on top right) this time round....so let's just make aliitle effort by foldin the hearts, to let more ppl benefits...and able to live their days in happiness.... so let's contribute in some ways or another... ^v*

Yummy Lunch =+j

2005-07-27T15:31:00.000+08:00

Juz had a very delicious lunch...hmn...really worth leh...
Hahaa...well...i had Sweet & sour fish steak rice...the piece of fish steak was quite big...and crispy...yet the fish meat inside was so tender & tasty...the fish steak was covered with bread crust then fried yet not very oily...yummy yummy...and plus a portion of salad...and a bowl of fish soup...

Hmn...now back in office ....going to continue my work...yesterday was another busy day...and quite tired after attending lecture...but during lecture, i m so awake...maybe that's becos the topic was interesting..haha....

Being accused for nothing! : (

2005-07-25T14:21:00.000+08:00

Hmn...today early in the morning...i juz stepped into the office...i was being accused by the senior aunt who said i counted the comm wrongly causing her to stay till 11pm last friday....

Wow...thinking tat maybe i really miscount or watever...but after she gone thru with mi..i realised tat the fault is not mine...she was the one who's doing tat particular comm...NOT MI!

Yet she dared to say i did wrong...i told her directly "You did tat!"

She surprisingly said "not u do arh?" Oh man...is she really absent-minded? or wat?
Never even check properly...n have the cheek to say mi...

And even more ridiculous...the other mistakes was also done by her...yah yah...paid her to do comm...yet she used office hour to chat over the phone...resulting worked OT...n say i caused her to do till so late....

Arrrhhh......hmn...
haha...guess i have to seek god's forgiveness once again....

Anyway...i m lookin forward to go swimming in the evening..but hmn...i am going to meet my ane...in the end can't go again...well well...today can't go ..wil have to wait till tis sat or next mon.... -_-

Wat a Day

2005-07-22T18:04:00.000+08:00

Haiz...life so boring...doing the same thing for the past 2 days...hmn...am i too slow? or just that the interest is not there? "_" Hmn......Office politics really can "kill" ppl....ppl talkin behind ur back, backstabbing ...badmouth abt u....etc...why can't they just do their own work...instead of creating trouble in office...Wonder how cum senior workers (older workers) can't tolerate undergrads??? hmn...why they hav the idea that undergrads are here to so-called 'snatch' their jobs? Hmn...yah...not all senior workers are like wat i mentioned!There's this 2 aunts in mid 45 in my workin area...enjoy talkin over the phone..one (A) is an admin staff..the other (B) is self-employed...however, B is very Kaypo...& big mouth...like to call & chat with A..causing A can't concentrate in her work...then always OT...and says she has plenty of work to do....so sat & sun hav to be back to do...Yah rite...who's fault for making her do OT!!!
Oh...God...please forgive mi..for mentioning all the above....but...as a human...i have feelings too...and i m seeking for ur forgiveness... and pardon mi for complaining over here....